2010 !!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

omggg, i didn't go for any countdown event :(
i missed the oppotunity to see chris's boy :( what the dut !!!!!
and i am still waiting someone's reply :(
kaykaykay, not really willing to have so many emo smiley in my new year article la :) yesterday, went for supper with my parents and Latherry (my cousin)!!haha, went we almost reach my house, we saw fireworks !! two !!! one in our right and one in our left. lols. so lucky !!!! snap many photos, will upload later :DDDD


happy new year, peopleeeeeeee:))

love,
Ky.yan

tagged by lynn :)

1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1
1）你的绰号:长颈鹿，卖菜婆，hamjinbank...?
2）年龄：16
3）生日:03/11/1993
4）星座：天蝎
5）兴趣:facebook,sing, sleep,eat,play,dance :)
6）专长: sleep,day dream n imagine :DDD

幸福套餐No.2
1）你有没有喜欢的人？:ya
2）是否现在在交往？：no :(
3）现在幸福不？： 看哪方面咯，还蛮的 :D
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？：目前，就是...hahaha
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：很开心很开心，马上text我的死党!!

幸福套餐No.3
1）点你的人是？:Jolynn !!
2）他是你的？: 死党 :D
3）他的个性？：sakai, bak chi,hahah...hmm, clever,冲动。
4）认识他多久？：from std6..5years lehh !!
5）你觉得他怎样？：两个字，白痴!hahaha
6）你想对他说什?: good luck and may ur wish come true, get a good result in SPM :DD

幸福套餐No.4
1）最爱的节目: 好看的咯
2）最爱的音乐: 好听的咯...especially my Jay :)))
3）最爱的季节: autumm
4）最爱的卡通：mmm, tom & jerry,Mr.bean :DD
5）最爱的人：my family members :D
6）最爱的颜色: purple
7）最爱的国家：Paris :D
8）最爱的天气：看心情 :)

幸福套餐No.5
1）如果上天给你三个愿望：
a: SPM straight A's (can get scholarship)
b: everyone happy especially my family :)
b: may my wishes come true :D
h
2）你是很专一的人吗？：hmm, ya :D
3）最深刻的回忆？：depends on with who lorr :)
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: no
5）你很爱微笑吗？：-.-they always say i 傻笑 -.-
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：give up? means commit suicide?!!!
7）妄想什么样的生活？：一切东西都刚刚好，不多不少。
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？: definitely not -.-

点名:
*issac
*joe
*yong zhi
*cath yee
*connie
*frean
*chee weng
*foo weng

happy x'mas !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

lols. i spent my 2009's Christmas eve with Mr.lynn, 'his' friend, and 'his' friend's friendsss at Aman Puri Station 1 :)) lols. counted as a happy night la :) the song was nice, the scene was great too :)) again, issac liu is the first to wish me and follow up with hanjoe :)) my birthday, also both of them got the 1st and 2nd place, lols. waiting for someone text, but sorry, NO. ya, the fact is always cruel. hmmm, wish everyone a very merry Christmas!!! especially, my families, my fellow friends and someone. :) again, MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!


* good luck, Lynn :)

loved,
KY.yan

fooled.

peopleee, it's a poor sad day. oooppps, i shouldn't start my article with such bad words as today was one of the chinese important festival - 冬至。everyone, 冬至快乐!!

someone date me, someone 'flight' me. what a great date, and what a great joke. what a man!! it's too over. fine, i swear no next time, little man !

fooled,
Ky. yan

GREAT day !!!

i gotta the feeling, woohooooooooo :))) jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the wayyyy :D


just back from times square for KL Christmas Flash MOB dance :)) tired but great day :) met many of my friendssss -.- especially in the ktm station, hehe. haha, met a "old friend", lols. what a great reaction 'he' gave me !!! also met someone that, he can see me, but i can't see him -.-ll in the same box but communicate with text messages. huuuuuu, anyone wanna join the KL Flash MOB dance? the actual day fall on 26th of dec, time square. trust me, it's a great time to fool around with the strangers :))))

ohya, i have my new bangs !!! so sad, everyone said the previous is better xC
lastly, let's see our big family, the 2009 KL FLASH MOB DANCER !! :D

love,
Ky.yan

pantech G500, bye.

peopleeeee, my phone broke down :( i should say, finally it broke down since i used this phone from form 1 and i am so rude -.- but, aiks. no the right time. i have no money for new phone now la weih. x'mas and new year coming, got to save money for outing with friends and clothes. aiks. many things to buy :( mum say will buy for me after cny. -.-ll aiks. so many thousand monthssss to go :(
say goodbye to my phone. pantech G500. recently, kinda bad luck actually. hurt my hand twice, hamster gone, phone broke down.. walao. aiks.

Evangeline, may bring my bad luck away and wish my wishes come true :)

2345, no more no more.

again i am staring at the clock.
again the same thing i see.
again i feel the same.

what can i do? aiks. nothing much to say. just hope that, this few weeks i will be very very very busy and have no time for these non senses.

By,
Ky.yan

Fairy Tale

yesterday, went for movie with my sis,her boy and my bro :) initially wanna watch Couple Retreat. since left the first row, so we watch The Princess and The Frog xD. was very very happy and excited as i wish to watch this movie long time ago :D but...this movie is BORED. it's really bored but i've learned something from this movie.
Tiana told Ray " open ur eye before u get hurt." since Ray(firefly) loves the brightest star in the sky that he thought is a firefly too. Ray loves the star a lots and even give the star a name - Evangeline. Ray doesn't listen to what Tiana said and continue give his love to Evangeline. lols. till the day Ray dies, still he think that Evangeline is a firefly. this is a fairy tale right, every fairy tale have a good ending. when Ray dies, he become the brightest star in the sky too. and he just located right beside of Evangeline, which means they finally can be together forever :) hmmm..what a good ending.

Evangeline, may my wishes come true too :)

Ky.yan

take care :)

people, my dear is leaving :( 15mins more. omgggg...


will miss u very very very much !!! remember, safety first ya :)
take care :) and don't forget the souvenir xD lols.

love.
Ky. yan

♥ R . I . P

people, my hamster gone. don't know what's the reason, i did not tears. maybe it's expected or i rather it gone than suffering from the pains. it's forehead hurt for almost 2months plus, bought medicine for it, applied everyday, but yet it haven't recover. sorry, BaoBei ♥ actually it already very old, normally, a hamster life time is about 2 years plus, and my girl life was year plus. R.I.P, BaoBei ♥ i think, live in another world is better than suffering from ur pain here.

loved,
Ky. yan

S.T.O.P.

already the 3days. will today be the 4th day ? oh no, i hope it doesn't. :(
aiks. we can do nothing to change the fact except facing it ! everyone told me, reminded me, warned me, yet i don't listen to them. what's in my mind is just, i wanna prove that i can ! but the fact is, I CAN'T. so, sorry to everyone :( be rational, be mature, be strong and stop thinking and acting like a child anymore, okay? keep that fucking naive thinking away!

By,
Ky. yan

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

lols.

many happy things happened xD
first and foremost, i bought a self-improvement book :) the first self-improvement book i buy it myself ♥ * Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus.
nice book, each n every time i read an article, many YA, DEFINITELY, SURE, etc. appear on my mind. lols. because whatever it mention about the Venusian is definitely correct :) haha.

----------------

yesterday, 7th Dec 2009 ♥
Ky, Frean, Sy, Serene, Jeff, Joe, Issac coloured my day :) lols. we had a gathering at the steamboat buffet restaurant i used to go :) since each n everyone of us was a very busy BUSINESS man/woman, our time was so difficult to match each others' -.- but finally, still we have our gathering, a very HAPPY gathering xD as usual la, we laugh, we talk craps, we fool around, etc. and i burnt my hand :( so sad. now, my hand have a big mark :( i swear, i will not play the killer game again -.- especially when sy was there -.- no one notice that i am killing him/her -.- lols.

By,
Ky. yan

promise ♥

i promised myself to keep it as a secret, but i told someone. i promised myself to just let 2 people know but i let the 3rd people knows :( yan, stop everything right now okay ? no big deal. so keep it as a secret. keep your PROMISE ♥ i know you can do it, right :)

*no 5th contact :( no credits, hope everything will continue after reload :)

By,

Ky. yan

Nokia 5800 ♥

hey people :)


recently, i fall for Nokia 5800 =D i love touch screen phone so much now, :)
searching for it's price online, anyone (x-cept issac) using this phone? mind to tell me it's function or any problem of this phone? i really feel like buying it right now. feel so regret that i spent all my salaries to NEWAY !!! *sigh. i wan this phone a !!!!! i want it !!! okay, now..save $$.. ^^

By,
Ky. yan

thanks, U and sorry JFC

people, people, people !!
hahahah xD


best thing about tonight that we not fighting, this song appears yesterday night while i am about to sleep :) but after this, i can't sleep as really many thing to think of, furthermore i slept at 6pm yesterday -.- then wake at 8pm -.- but it's worth i think. if i slept, then i will not reply that message, then many things won't happen. anyway, it's a happy night for me. lols. no matter it's from the core of ur heart or it's just a simple care, thanks :D


and Faye, really sorry that i rejected u so many times. i am really run out of money. as i still have a primary schoolmate gathering. sorry, or maybe we can come out and have a tea just 4 of us la. this cost less right? aiks. my November salary was about to finished -.- *sigh

By,
Ky. yan

good friends? lols.

hey am i again :)


am feeling bored. facebook is getting bored nowadays.
actually am not in mood for blog, but.. really bored. and i just don't wanna switch off my lappie and study. i finished my tuition essay, yea. i did what i promised myself :) haha. keep it up, Ky ♥
actually my to-do list is still there full of to-do things. -.-

* clean up my room
* arrange my cupboard properly
* study
* etc.

since nothing to blog, let's talk about yesterday night stuff.
i know, yesterday should be a happy day, and i am really happy. but, i shared something that's bothering me to a 'good friend'. u know? "good friend"well, please, don't show your care to me if u don't really mean it ! wtf. anyway, thanks too. u all really taught me a lot. just like what i learn from the drama.

By,
Ky. yan

30/11/2009 ♥

why do i keep running from the truth? all i ever think about is U !!!


hey, went for karaoke again with my colleagues :) have a lot's of fun. WE drive, we sing, we EAT and of course, we fool around -.- haha. as usual, laugh n laugh n laugh without any reason xD really never ever thought before that i can know someone that's older than me 10 years and we can talk about our problems and also fool around -.- glad to know u all, guys. but i left :( aiks. i need to help my mum out and also i got to concentrate on my study since SPM coming soon -.- i know that 2009's SPM have not come to an end yet.lols, but..i think it's time for me to prepare :) i hope i do what i said :) and peoples, miss u all very very much. lot's of laughters, angers, arguements, etc etc. haha. will u all miss me like i do? hope so :D hahaha, here a secret to say -.- the few fellows really bull shit. keep 'boom'ing' in the car while waiting for green light -.- innocent Ky, :(

this is the first time, will it be the last time? god bless, i hope not :(
will everything come to an end? should i?
what i think, what i feel.. am i right?
oh gosh, what should i do?
what does those sights mean? what does the date means? am i thinking too much or...? please, help.

To, issac.
text me when u saw this article. and, i did what i can do. and also what u told me.

By,.
Ky. yan

Brief

now is, saturday, 28th November, 1:28am.
is just finished my dinner :( already few days continuously i take my dinner in this time. yesterday, i finished half bowl of rice and cooked another packet of instant as i wanna drink some hot soup, after that chat with my sister tll 3am. sleep. this morning, vomit + stomach ache. aiks. back pain. work so hard yet ... :) well, no worry, two more days to go then i am free :) aiks.

today, really tired. total 193 cups. really weak, feel dizzy after busying. and now back damn damn pain :( have a gathering with JFC at Gasoline today. after Gasoline go to tea 1. sorry that initially i dun wanna go to tea 1. but luckily we didn't go to tea 1 around 2 because T was there at that time.huuu ~ and w.k said that they just went back then i come. haha. thanks god. oh ya, thanks Chris a lot for the presents.

these few days, some weird feeling. really, but, is better don't think much la. no hope = no disappointment. impossible = impossible. aiks. issac a, want find u 'keng sam si' a... *tears. friends, herher, ridiculous. RIDICULOUS !!!!! i rather alone like i said to Yz. swear, really not i think much. i heard it with my own ears. well, 清者自清。是清是浓，天知地知我知。* learn from 宫心计。haha. shit ! gastric again !!!!aiks. going to off la, bye. good nights, blogger.

By,
Ky .yan

2012

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers,She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers,Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find,That what you're looking for has been here the whole time !!!

hey, am still highing..lols. finally i watched 2012 today :)
Bee sim, Chi shan, Melanie, Connie, Foo Weng, Daniel, Jeff and Kok ong made my day full with tears and laughter xD haha. tears is surely caused of touched by the movie la ;P before going, was thinking must be a little gap between me and them as long time didn't mix with B.sim's gang..but totally NOT !! haha. thanks , people :)


people, am joining Y.z's gang for second round this Friday !! haha. should i? hmmm...whatever la. as long as enjoy !!! sometimes, money can buy a little happiness too xD muuuuacks, love u guys.
2012, taught me a lots. appreciate what we have, whoever around us !! especially family members. daddy,mummy !! i love u all !!! guys, while watching those parts about Jackson's family..was thinking to make a call to my parents and say thanks to them..appreciate what we have a!!!! no one knows what will happen later on :) love u, daddy n mummy,jie n gor ..and also my friendssss !!! muuuuuuuuuuuuackss.

loved,
Ky.yan

what a wonderful Tuesday :)

i am just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze and love is a riddle ~


yea yea, finally i went for karaoke yesterday :D
surely,definitely,without a doubt...thanks my dear Issac la. so good, accompany us :D haha. actually was definitely worth. we sang for about..6 hours, and it only cost RM25/ppl. let's go for 2nd round on others day :) haha.


aiks, it's wednesday again. got to go to Super for add math class and BM class again. actually add math class was okay, it's just i dislike BM class. so boring. don't feel like going :( furthermore, today yz and jeff went for camp d. walao..sien. huuu..fortunately, just receive tze wei's msn message..said that later will be going :) love u so much :-*
got to take my brunch d :) bye..

by,
KY. yan

stop everything !! right now.

aiks, should be a happy day but... i rather did not receive that suck message. today, right after recess, my phone vibrated. zzz, zzz , zzzz... well, was thinking must be her as recess keep on disturbing, so..flipped up my phone and see what nonsense she send it to me again. BUT, when i am in my inbox, the phone number occur wasn't hers but his. double checked, triple checked..*jump up will cheers. well, doesn't wish to say the message detail but it really made me feel like, oh my gosh, i got it !! surely, share my happiness to Faye. after texting few messages, my phone run out of credit as i left 60+ cent before the first message. ran over murni class and ask Lynn's help. lols. and story my happiness to Chris and Lynn. haha. but at last, still i doesn't reply his last message as i feel that.. this is what i do normally ( no credit no reply). right after school, ran to Readers for top up card. reply him. tick tock, tick tock, tick tock.. no message receive. then, simply send another message over with a...question. no reply too, that time..i was so happy that he doesn't reply as it mean his phone run out of credit too xD. then i went for a nap :) after my nap..many messages and missed calls. just pray hardly that no message from him..but..aiks. while texting...no mood. after few messages..his phone no credit. well, i said many times!!! NO HOPE NO DISAPPOINTMENT !!!! who give me the hope and who grab it back??!!! it's U !!! each n everytime, i remind myself..that it's impossible !! everything was my imagination and it will not come true, will not be the truth FOREVER ! but who is the one that always give hope to me? maybe everything was my fault, am thinking too much ~ it's time to stop everything. 是我想太多。

will impossible be i'm possible? miracle.

decelerating,
Ky. yan

result :)

first and foremost, let's talk about my result.
here it is.

BI - 67%
EST - 65%
MM - 87%
Chem - 90%
Moral - 73%

this is what i got. is really shock when i got my MM paper as the previous paper i only got 60 something. the worst MM result i got. was hopeless, was disappointed when i got that result but fortunately, i did it quite well for this term :) and also congrats my Chemistry result :D hehe. although i am not the highest among my classmate, but it's enough. i really feel damn damn damn happy when i got my result. thanks, Gina :) well, those coming soon subject's result must be suck, especially Biology. gosh! anyway, good luck to everyone. and congrats those that have a good result and keep it up ya :) for those who score not very good de, add oil :) if u think u can, u can !!!! me too :) haha

love,
Ky. yan

:)

left Biology paper 3.
well, this term's result must be very rotten. even my chemistry. paper 3. i just dunno why suddenly so emo and didn't really do like how i do usually. aiks.

forgot about exam. let's talk about my birthday. :)
should i say my 16th birthday a special birthday what? exam fall on my birthday, have no outing with friend 4 celebration as everyone busy exam -.-
but it's okay la, as long as happy :) thanks for ur birthday song ya. hehe. so paiseh when u all sing -.- hmmm, only receive 4 presents. lols. the present that i hope for, i didn't got it. :( nevermind :) will present it to myself later on XDD

aiya, long time didn't blog, dunno how to talk to my blogger already :(
got to go now :) bye ~

happy birthday , evil yan.

happy birthday ?? oh, thanks.



since my birthday was fall on tuesday furthermore was exam day.. my family members planned to celebrate with me today ...everything go like what we planned...was great, was wonderful..
but something really unhappy happened. whats going on with my family??? where is my HAPPY family????!!!! whenever we have a outing (dinner) sure we argue. and mum will be the one that everyone blamed. why??!! especially jie n gor !!! they just keep on blaming her. just like my birthday celebration. it's totally non of my mum business.. is my bro.. we asked him come over n snap photo for us but he just sit there n chat..okay. we wait. then my sis suddenly scold my mum that sitting at the living room.. what related to my mum???? and my sis n bro just keep scolding my mum... well, still i can smile happily? still i can cut the cake??? i tried my best to squeeze a smile... i tried my best...but still i throw the knife n ran out to living room continue my add math ( as i just started revision at 10pm)...and now is 10;40...what i revised???!! nothing. and i really feel sorry to my parents. i don't know why i will say that... sorry !!! nad when they were singing the birthday song to me.. mum looking at me with a very strange sight. and what mum said after i say the word made me feel really guilty...sorry !! i don't meant that...since when i hope my family was just 3 of us.. my dad, mum and me... even my english essay... about the story that something related to family...i also didnt mentioned my sibling..why? i don't know.. i just hate them while they scold my mum... it's really not my mum fault.. but i just can't say anything to help my mum because i am the youngest... what can i say??? will they listen to me???

what a happy birthday i have.
sorry, mum. i love u.
i really doesn't meant that... :(
sorry for gor n jie's attitude...
thank you mum..
all i want is just my Happy Family..
i remember that i post on my fb's status..it's something like..im sure my 16th birthday is better than my 15th because 15th is the unhappiest birthday to me... BUT... although i got a camera from my bro, a birthday card from my sis..a cake, a dinner...but i all i want is laughter. i know.. they love me right? i love them too..but why??? i really hope everything will be okay.... from young till now.. i just always feel glad to have such a family.. a pair of parents that love me so much n also my sister and brother that love me so much... i am proud of my family !!! but this is past... current? how bout in the future????

my current soul.

if you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
but make allowance for their doubting too.

neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
neither indirectly nor directly,
neither with actions nor words.

if you can dream, and not make dreams your master,
you might meet Triumphs and Disasters,
but treat them just the same,
don't make allowance for tears and somber.

being hate but don't give way to hating,
being lied about, don't deal in lies,

if you bear to hear the truth spoken by you,
twisted by knaves to make a trap for fool,
if you bear to face the people doubted you,
no worries and be stronger than every previous seconds.



By,
Ky . yan

speechless.

was tired.
facebook'ing from 2pm till now.
was about to sleep. as i really tired and moody.
ya. i was moody AGAIN.


since when my blog became the record for moody n sad stuff?
it made my page look half died.
but this is what i feel.
recently, i just feel that.. well, im speechless.as silent is golden. so why am i here? i suppose to sleep..but it's too early, i know. it's 2051. huuu ~ friendship.. hmmm..


to Raymond,
really sorry for the sight. and others stuff. anyway, no worries. i know what to do, all i need is just time. thanks. thats all.



should learn to be more gentle as i am still a girl. i not i am too rude for a girl. but this is me, why i need to change to match the others? huuu ~ many stuff is self know self thing. :)
i am okay. i am alright.
everything will be fine after a loooong sleep. nights.

gentle'ing,
Ky. yan

sweet dream or beautiful nightmare?

hohohohohoho ~~~~


feel so happy, as the scariest paper gone :DDDD
history..goodbye :D tomorrow was physic paper..hmm, i know i got to spend a lot a lot of times on it..but why still am i blogging right here? maybe is because there's something to record :D

here it is,
today, my idol, wei ling. lols. he reported to pn.yap that Mila and some others people cheat during the history paper. ya, we knew it long long time ago and choose not to tell the truth as we were friend. but...today, when i was awaken by pn.yap's sweet voice..only i knew that wei ling had told teacher.. although many people feel that it's right to do so as it's really not fair to the others, so am i..but still feel a little guilty and sorry to her..aiks.

next,
today..i reveil the truth to JFC -.-
they spoilt my planning la !!! aiyayaya :(
anyway...i just don't know how to hide from u all when the stupid lynn say the name so damn loudly..kns. but...aiks. telling u all is the right or wrong decision? MKY, think wisely before u put something onto the someone. aiks. u knew very clearly that's impossible to happen those things that u and Faye chat about right..so, like what lynn said, think wisely !!!
people, i knew its impossible so... stop dreaming !!!! study..
*he does't affect my study. thanks god.

Ky. yan

speechless.

is this world really such reality?


herher, it's really.. cruel, reality..
u must be stronger than others to survive.
guys, i really don't know what did i did that make things go like this.
it's just like hell.
i felt regret about my changes.
i shouldn't be a straight forward people, shouldn't face people without mask, shouldn't think everyone in this world was kind..etc etc.

honesty is the best policy?
honesty may be the root of trouble.
i really need to talk to someone. but there's no one there.
the only people that volunteer is still the same..-> MKY !

i will be stronger,
i will be okay, soon.

perasan / in-perasan?
KY .yan

updated

hi, blogger.

sorry for abandoning u for such a long time. i really have no time for blog as i need to work and do revision for my final year examination. well, i have sat for the BM,Moral and Modern Math paper. all of it was just okay. the climax is coming soon by next week. History, BI, physic, etc. that's why i took 1 day lift for revision and also for myself to cool down and think properly.

Ky. yan

no moody la !!

guys. i have time for blog today.

sad day? i don't know la.
aiks. actually mood was affected by my locking class. from the previous week, my locking class doesn't teach locking but Michael Jackson's dance as teacher said we need to learn to follow the melody. aiks. i just can't follow the step. i can't remember. aiks aiks aiks.

money or feeling?

am crying in the room.

am thinking what wrong i did.

am feeling wanna slap 9 her.

am feeling wanna snap her qiao photo and upload to facebook.

i just can't story out what had happened. or else i will cry non-stop. well, let everything was my problem. okay?!!!


may i have shoulder? may i have a listener ?

hatred,
Ky. yan

ugly duckling.

people,
i have only 10 mins for me to blog. so here are my summary :D

yesterday, it should be a happy day for me, but things does not go like what it is.
first of all, lets talk about those happy things. went to Jusco for KFC with Lynn. initially was planned to have a hair cut at Dry Cut. but, i just have no courage to cut :( whatever, cut / no cut still sama that idiot face. aiks. wow, while we were discussing what we wanna order, i feel like im from village -.- so many KFC's food i dunno -.- anyway, i was damn full after having that meal. okay, then we walk to PTK for chemistry class. after class, walk to my work place ALONE. :D i cross the road using the zebra crossing :D lols. feel so successful :) fortunately got a 'uncle' walk with me, if not..i think sure i will stand at the road side and cry since i wait for the red light for so long time :( kay, happy things just till here. :(

here comes those suck things.
i just feel like slapping the idiot. walao, feel like vomitting. ya, she was a leng lui. but she's just too..qiao. kns. made herself so cheap.this nevermind as it does not related to me and i am just working. then, it's almost 12:30am. a gang friends of hers came and wanna her to make tea for them, well, i just prepare all those cup and put stuff into it as usual. her f**king butt just block my way to get all those stuff. i swear !! she did it purposely. what can i do? oh ya, something reminds me.before all these happened. i made a winter ground milk tea for my locking teacher. i swear, sure i remember what Y had taught me. 1st she said, winter ground 100% can't put sugar as it's already sweet. the next time, i confirm with her, she say make milk tea wan. okay, then ytday, i make it.then when i put sugar, she asked me.. eh, y u put sugar? this is winter ground. then i story back what she taught me. she just.. aiks. enough. i just can't continue story about what happened ytday. sorry.

wish me luck,
Ky.yan

book :D

i love this book a lot :D
it cost RM36.90,if im not mistaken. it's worth to buy, i know. but i just..hmm, don't know what the hell happen to me :( lols. will buy it soon :) will also share everything i read from it :) i read almost 1/3 of it already.lols. each n everytime i go to Jusco's Popular i will just go to the same place and search for the same book and go to the same corner and read it. lols. enjoy this way of reading too :D haha.

ky. yan

我。无力反抗。也无法反抗。

怎么突然眼睛好像湿湿的呢?
是因为读书的事情还是你说的东西?
都是我想太多。一切，都是我想太多。
也好，至少不会越踩越深。
我不会那么容易就倒的。
可是，有时我真得很想找个人来说说。
可是，我真的不知道该找谁。
自己就是最好的听众吧~
只怕，自己选错了，听了恶魔的话而不是天使的。

天堂。地域。 只是一线之差。
恶魔。天使。 也只是一时之差。
我恨你。我爱你。只是一时之差。


突然很想听梁静茹的《情歌》。

helpless

guys, i have the time to study. i want to study. but i just dunno start with which subject. and whenever i sit on my room ready to study, sure i will confuse on which subject to study 1st and start feeling sleepy. i touched none of my books today. what the dut !!!!

wonderful and memorble moon cake festival ♥

peopleee, here i am. :)


okay, cut my story short. story about yesterday 4 Mulians' moon cake festival celebration 1st :D well, everything goes like what we plan, just Jeff n Yz put our aeroplane. will kill them on Wednesday. haha. okay, we went to the basketball court near Pro.Hing's house as the Tangki's field was damn dark. okay, since when we reach the basketball near Pro. Hing's house there were 2 gangs ppl there. -> 1 gang playing basketball, another children play candles. so we play in another corner. about 10 something the 2 gangs gone. left us. okay..damn happy. play play play. used many times to complete the 4 MULIA word with candles. snap photos and play 'pop'. keep screaming here n there. okay, reach climax was damn high then suddenly we saw a white colour car stop right beside the basketball court, was thinking is it Chee weng's car or whoever car? then a uncle came down.. walk over and said..:"hey, what are u all doing here?who allow u all to play candle here? if u all play here then we will fall when we play basketball..bla bla bla.." everyone of us, stunt for 30seconds. then we keep and clean up. well, everything was over..then when we walk until the other end of the court, the uncle scold again. then our Pro.Kuan scold him back like this :" uncle, you see here la. those kids play one a..u call the police la." then the uncle said.:" what u say? !@#$%^&." then Pro.Kuan scold him back:"!@#$%^" all of us stunt again -.- then when we turn back, saw the over, turn our head back, Pro.uncle was runingKuan running too.HAHAHAHA. the uncle chase Kuan with bare leg -.- i really don't know how to describe the scene -.- just like chasing a thief -.- all of us don't know what to do. run or follow Kuan? after some times, the uncle came back and scold us..like this :" u all, don't run a. i will call the police. write down u all's ic number and name and also address." all of us stunt again -.- then he called the security guard. the guard run over and ask us what happened. then we tell him that we were just playing candles and the uncle say wanna call police. and the guard was stunt too -.- then we follow the guard to the guard house. and Hing call his parents. okay..after we tells the whole story to Hing's mum, then Hing's mum talk to the uncle. after around 10 mins, we apologize to the uncle and promise him to clean the candles and even those that the children played. we used almost 30mins to clean the candles. and the Kuan just enjoying his tea at Chandran -.- and keep calling over and 'blow' us faster -.- what the dut.... but anyway, both of the uncle n Kuan also got wrong la. it's good too, a wonderful n memorable moon cake festival -.- after having tea at Chandran, we went back to Hing's house for games. here are the photos. :D

4 Mulia with lights :D















the boys.

the girls.

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love u all,
Ky. yan

对不起，我想你。回忆 。

今天，盈借了我一本小说，《对不起，我想你》by橘子。
其实，是被封面的大纲吸引到的 。


大纲是这样的 :

有很長的一段時間，我不能翻閱我們的照片，因為我不想哭，對著照片掉眼淚並不適合我。
有很長的一段時間，我沒有辦法去到我們曾經去過的場所，因為回憶太擠，而當眾嚎啕大哭會讓我看起來很神經。
有很長一段時間，我不能夠說出你的名字，連聽也不能聽的那種不能夠，因為我知道我會哭，未語而淚先流，這句話只適合我寫，而不適合我做。
可是我其實一直在哭，在心裡哭。
我不知道幹什麼我要這樣，人前歡笑人後落淚，我只知道你對我而言不太一樣，不，是很不一樣。

还蛮想10个月前的我 ，想起当时的我，还蛮白痴的。想到都觉得超好笑，那是应该把勤给吓坏了吧~ 呵呵。 回想起那感觉，还蛮清晰的，可是...我已经不会再因为想起而流泪了，反而还会想对他说声，谢谢你 :) 不是他，我都不会醒。虽然，醒下睡下的 ，可是 很庆幸的是，最终，我还是醒了:D 现在的我，得空时，还会去看看我们的blog,我们那张唯一的合照，还有一些‘我们’的东西。看回，都会觉得当时的我们很天真很白痴耶~ 令我当时觉得很开心的句子，现在看回总觉得荒唐，无聊。哈哈。也很久没跟他联络了咯，不知道如果有一天看到他跟她要怎样呢?这句话，问过勤，那时我是哭到很惨很惨得问勤，勤回了我一句超好的答案。想必这句话是他对我说过最棒的一句吧。哈哈 ‘你现在不要去想这个，最重要的是要在你看到这一切之前把他给忘了，那你看到他们都不会怎样了。’是不是很有意思叻?或许你们不觉得吧，可是，对那时快疯了的我来说，这句话真的超有用的。真的唤醒我了。thanks, lynn ~

Ky.yan

i don't need a boyfriend, do i?

sucks.


peopleee,
i feel like slapping myself right now. what i think is true or it's just my imagination? i hope it's true but at the same time i just hope whatever appears in my mind just my imagination. i love my life right now. single = simple,right? i know, u do think so since u always said so too. whenever talk about this topic, sure we have the same view of light. but, do u really think so or..? omgg, why am i caring this? sucks. ky,ky,ky !!!! family,friends,study,work,play.. these are the things that u need. the only things u need as a form4 student. u know? u need not a boyfriend. okay? wake !!

weird?
Ky.yan

18sx

guys,
was damn tired.


today, many funny stuffs happened. haha. the worst was, i saw 2 people...haha. 18sx. -.-
to both of u, really sorry that i saw it. the whole incident go like this ~ emm, went to studio at 3pm today, since only 3 of us and i feel tired, so went out there to have a nap. when i sit down on the chair, stare out through the door(it's transparent). saw something moving...see clearer ~ omgggg !!! faster run in and close the door..don't disturb people la ~ haha. then the two 'geh bo' keep on asking what happen and went out to see. the stupid Wei go and open the door and scared them -.- what the dut. but anyway, it's quite 尴尬 since we know the pair of couple -.- please, that consider a public place although quite inside la -.- hahahaha..1st time saw this kind of stuff -.-

sorry ~haha
Ky. yan

JFC left K :(

this morning while i am tiding my hair, was damn suffer. very hot and feel like vomiting and headache. walao, damn suffer. all the way to school also damn headache. after that, JFC absent today. initially was thinking sure i will be damn boring during the assembly. but actually not really boring,just as usual ~ feel like scolding 3 of them lorr, absent also didn't tell. since i didn't bring my phone to school today, can't text them. anyway, they must be tired/overslept/practice keyboard for the concert or other stuff.. fortunately assembly not so boring,if not..herher, three of u sure kena dut :DDD many stuff wanna share with u all lehh, tmr come a !! this is an order !

7th Oct. 1st day of final examination. CHEMISTRY paper 3. sucks. good news was this exam does not involve chapter 8 (salt). hehe.

let's have a nap,
Ky. yan

Happy Birthday, dears.

today was my off day :)


planned to study. but as usual. i just wasted all my times. well ~ im cure-less.
today was my lovely sis's 22nd birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY, na na ~~ early in the morning, awake by her. keep on disturb me and say damn hungry -.- 9am + only lorr.. but i only wake at 10am. haha, really very tired la ~ we went to the restaurant behind Brem Mall for DIM SUM breakfast :)) the prawn dumpling, so nice ~ but something happened, made this morning doesn't goes what we expected.well, not going to post out what happened as it was someone's privacy ~ i cried. i didn't cry like that for some times already. tears keep on falling, actually wanna date Mr.lynn out for tea and say out everything since she's off today too, but..i just worry my brain can't control my tears and scared the others. -.- whatever ~ learning to be stronger !!!

girl, we love u just like the past. whatever we said is just for your own good. everyone was holding the key of their life. only u can control ur life, u're the master of ur life not others. think rationally as u already knew the truth and i believe, what u know were surely more than what we know. i really can't understand what are u thinking. anyway, we love u the most, and the love will last FOREVER.

happy birthday,
Gina and hai feng ;)
Ky. yan

work 2

peopleee,


i am so tired, tired n tired. besides tired, is still tired :( but i know, later when i reach there i will be very full of energy. just like yesterday night :) yesterday finished work at 12:30. reach home play spot the different with my parents and cook supper for them. :) then sleep at 3am -.- that's why i feel so tired now :( yesterday was clouded. i learnt how to make few more beverage yesterday too :) Apple yo-fruit. haha. the colour very nice, i think Faye will like it. cause it really nice :D yesterday, i served a table of 3 20+s girl. wasai, feel like slapping them. kns. i really don't know why that time i can serve them with my 'sweet' smile. -.- ya, i know, customer is ALWAYS right. another table of seafood. kns. smoke there. don't know what cigarette. damn smelly. and take so long time to order. the stupid smelly smell made me feel damn headache. okay la, need to go already lorr ~ got to prepare for work already. today i work from 12:30 - 6pm. come over for tea ba ~ :D

good luck,
Ky. yan

outgoing 1

heyy :)


here im :) ytday went out with Faye and Yz. went for bowling n also steamboat !!! B U F F E T !!! haha. the happiest stuff was... i am the winner for the bowling games :) i won 4 games but lost the last game :( the Yz a, won the last game. haha. after bowling, go to toilet. omgggg... the scariest thing happened -.- 1st time feel such feeling. it's hard to describe. but i swear, that moment was damn damn damn scary ! my heart almost jump out. sucks. drag Faye and run -.- after that still scolded by them -.- say that i scared them T.T is the situation n Faye's 'yerr' scared me lehh =(

scary + full day,
ky.yan

1st working day :)

peopleee...


finally i can online :D
just finish my supper. today was the 1st day of work. hmmm, not bad. but afternoon section was damn boring la. stand there and chit chat with Wei nia.. now left knee damn pain. learnt quite a lot of things actually. guyss, come over for tea, haha. make milk tea for u all :)) know who is my 1st customer? hui deng's sisters. haha. aiya. i forgot who is the one that drink the 1st cup of milk tea that i made lehh. shit ! my 1st ~ :DD


got to sleep la. tired.

bye.

Ky. yan

going mad !

ishhhh !!


can't sleep well last night ! damn it...
what the hell. it's so unbelievable man!!! omggg.. headache again n again. dream the same thing for 2 nights. it's so true, real. u know, whenever i waked by my phone, i can continue the same 'sweet' dream. omggg... did u dream the same dream too ?! i hope not.. just stop this kind of stupid idiot stuff !!!! it's impossible !!!! it's the answer i gave u few months ago right???? and why now.. shit !!!!! i just hope what Faye said to me were totally not the truth ! I'm not missing him -.- no no no !!!! i need to concentrate in my study now, so that i have the time to work. so, U !!! get out of my mind right now. aiks, but why.. after u wrote everything like this, and my inner sound telling me that... he not bad too what. omg !! ya, u're smart, and good in many things.. but... i have my reason lorr !! damn it.. out u go !!!!

everything will be under control after this moment ! sure ! i will stop those stupid idiot stuff appears in my mind again ~~~~~

frustrated,
Ky. yan

lets jog ~ 2

guys, a bad news here.


the jogging plan canceled. since some reason(s). well ~ is damn disappointed actually. not willing to tell the whole story as i've speak to someone. mmm, just listen to what Yz said la. thanks Yz. although text with u were damn expensive but... it's worth to see those texts ~ i means, consoling me or maybe u were not consoling me but just telling the truth/fact. but anyway, thank a lots :)

cheer,
ky

JKFC outgoing :D

yeeepppppiii :D


Friday no school. so, i approved myself and some other friends to have 1 more extra holidays for tmr. haha. used to it la ~ always skip classes. ooppps, i think i promised myself not to absence to school anymore right? but nevermind la, as Thursday's classes were lame. only bm was the period that we're learning. haha.

waiting for tomorrow. excited. four of us go to F.R.I for a morning jog. J.K.F.C.. hmm, long time didnt hang out together already. i mean, all presence. haha. happy :)) and also was the 1st time that we date each other for jog. must be fun :) already asked Faye to charge her phone. :D it's actually plan for 4 mulia outgoing one. those people a, aiks. dunwan say them already la ~ all pro in putting people aeroplane nia~ haha. the funniest was the Hing. cikgu pengiring. haha. having fun in class :D anyway, it's glad to change it to JKFC outgoing. i think much sakai things we will do. but... a bit dare not to snap photo after listening what Kuan said. aiyerrr ~

let's jog ~

happy goes lucky :D
Ky. yan

undescribable ♥

heyyyy :)))


was a successful and memorable day actually :D
my bloggerrr, i have a happy secret to share, but it's just not the time :( i've promised someone to keep it as secret. but i may unveil the truth if....:D

went for practice, and finally.. we can dance for the whole song already :D great job, guys ! before going, still considering wanna go or continue my afternoon nap. luckily i didn't listen to my lazy's cells :D since i have learnt many steps and of course i know the 'secret'. haha. sshhhhh... actually i knew a bit before u voice out , but don't know why when u voice out... i laugh like hell -.- kinda mem-per-xia-sui-kan -.- HAHAHA .. the serious face of urs and the situation made me feel like... haha` maybe this was the 1st time i know the 'truth' like this, that's why it made me laugh like this ~ whatever, it's just damn funny. haha. and u know what? this was the 1st time i doesn't feel scare when i know the truth :D im a big big girl, in a big big world ~
no DIGI allowed la, x-pensive !



ohyaaa, today..B teaches me handstand too :D still not enough energy to push myself up. damn pain la my hand -.- mmm, suddenly Yz's elbow appears on my mind --
was wondering what Mr.lynn's reaction when 'he' saw this article or when i tell 'him' tmr. haha. sure 'he' will say: " u break ur hand la. hahahaha" --

bed time :)
Ky. yan

Dandelion.

Hang, all the best to u. just feel that what both of u facing were definitely same as what he and me facing that time. what i told u in just now, really hope that u think about it. while chatting, my tears drop. don't know what the hell had happened to my tears. many things appears in my mind. haha. siao~ just all the best to u, my dear ~ wait for ur answer and i will always support u !!! dear Hang :)

lots of support n love,
Ky. yan

life

May our life paint with colours. life is short. appreciate what we have now, especially peoples around u :) family and friends.

suck dinner.

moody.


went for a dinner. worst dinner i never attend before ! i swear, no next time. no wonder my brother choose not to attend. suck. food were suck. okay, well, this doesn't the major matter, the most irritating stuff was the MC. make me feel like grabbing their mic and scold them. damn noisy and talk nonsense. luckily, someone texted me. thanks a lot. saving my life. and tomorrow got to climb up early in the morning and i think i can't fall asleep tonight since i took a nap this afternoon. and the truth is, i doesn't touch my books although i said i wanna study. well, quite used to my attitude.

in a bad mood,
Ky. yan

untitled.

爱情，好像流沙。我不挣扎 ~


suddenly wanna blog. damn boring. mmmm, what to talk?``` omggg, my knee.. blue black. :( this is the 1st visible hurt caused by practicing. ya ! this is what i want ! haha, sound like siao lang huh? no, it's actually, i really try my very best to learn dance nowadays. i need to be good in something else. study, i know i can't. music, mmm..forget about it. dance, is the only choice. :) today learnt some breaking skill. haha. the same thing i got to say to u'all. sorry :)) im a slow learner. promised, will practice and show the result to u'all on the coming days :)) hehe. thanks a lot, guys :D


oh ya, today was odie's 16th birthday :) got a kiss from her -.- haha. a very surprise kiss from her~ mmm, sound weird right?her birthday, i got a surprise kiss from her -.- anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, girl. and be happy. muuuuackksss.

bored,
Ky. yan

I'm Pre - sweet 16 :DD

:DDDDD



weekends again :))
today no chemistry class, yahuuuu ~ i have time to sleep. i really need rest. i want to SLEEP !! those stuff around my eye getting more and moreeee, so, i really need sleep ! and today what my darling said hurt me so much :(((( i need skin care and rest ~ haha. few days before, pour each n everyone of my photo sticker out. wow, i look so old now. sad. i need to appreciate what i have now. haha. I'm still YOUNG !! I'm still in my pre-sweet 16 !!! peopleeee, is 'pre'.. see, i so young :DD

i need a scanner !
really,
perasan'ing,
Ky . yan

still JAY :DDD

hold ur breathe ~ because tonight will be the night that i will fall for u, over again, don't make me change my mind, or i won't live to see another day, i swear it's true, because a girl like u is impossible find ~ u're impossible to find. :D



listening to the song ~ la la la ~ downloaded many old songs. long time didn't listen to those song. it's still sound nice ~ especially my Jay's song :DDD 我想要的想做的，你比谁都了，你想说的想给的，我全都知道，未接来电没留言，一定是你孤单的想念，任何人都猜不到，这是我们的暗号 ~ lovin' it :) Jay's song. whenever listen to Jay's song, many sweet memories appears in my mind. just like this song ~ muuuuackssss :DDDDDD

got to go,
continue with my song,
bye :D

Ky.yan

day full of work.

bloggerrrrr :(



today, was a bad day and also actually a busy day for me. many homework need to hang in. keep copy n copy. it almost finished half of my ink especially the karangan. damn tired. just back from studio. actually planned not to go today since i have so many works to 'do' but.. aiks. i really need more practice to make it better. so, i choose to go. luckily work almost done now and i also finally did few completely correct wave. :D i know i can do it :) of course got to thank them la, teach me so patiently. paiseh :( kay la, that's all for today. need to continue with my research n work too :D



same thing,
good luck to Jo and Vin :D

love always,
Ky. yan

plan spoilt.

peopleeee....


my plan spoilt. spoilt spoilt spoilt. pity ky. aiks. but never mind la. hehe. today, i woke around 12. then my mum ask me to accompany her go to my aunt's house by ktm as my uncle was suffering from...gastric?or gall bladder problem? haven't confirm actually. so... well, since im a good daughter, sure i will accompany my mum la..:D but my 2 karangan, math revision and add math works...bye. i can't do them at all. and now, i got the time for add math but...my exercise book left 1 page -.-


anyway, peopleee. please wish my girl, Josymm all the best in her UPSR exam :D and Calvin boy too :D * u think u can, u can!

love always,
Ky. yan

FD 4

FINAL DESTINATION 4 ~

im coming :D i wanna watch it !!! right now !!! willing to watch 3-D. haha. but my friend said that 3-D cost RM45. wow.. must be damn shock. haha. actually was quite scare to watch it. but just a very strong feeling made me wanna watch it. when i wathc FD 3 in the cinema with my sister, both of us scream like hell -.-'' haha. hope that im getting braver than that time :D

coming,
Ky . yan

day start with nice song n mood :D

heal the world ~ make it a better place, for u and for me and the entire human race ~ there are people dying ~ if u care enough for the living,make it a better place for u and for me :)




poepleeee :D

a very good morning to everyone, ^^. wow, this symbol.. feel so familiar but strange ~ lols. long time didn't use it. just woke up. awaken by a song -.- the song goes like this .... [p-p-p-poker face~ mum mum mum mah,p-p-p-poker face ~ mum mum mum mah...] omgggg... damn loud. just like putting a speaker next to me.. since im awaken by such nice song,well... mood doesn't affected lols. damn high ~ let's dance ~ haha. the one who play this music so loud was my DAD -.- since when he became so up-to-date. i really don't know. and ask me to on the song by Flo Rida - Right round. omggg..



*you spin my head right round,right round, when u go down, when u go down down ~ haha.

love,
Ky. yan

untitled.

爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，感觉很重要。宁可空白了手，等待一次真心的拥抱。 :D



was about to write something. but i still got a lot of works to do. my to-do list was almost full. my school work, house work and so many other things. do i have enough time? i think i can do it ! fill the unforgiving minute with sixty seconds' worth of distance run. :)



today, im absent again :( i woke up late. well, feel that im getting worse. again i need to write a letter to my teacher. i think this will be the 6th letter i've wrote. my attendance for my form 4 must be suck. i promised myself i won't allow the same thing happen in my form 5 life anymore. cause my result are getting worse too. my attitude towards study was getting worse and also getting lazier. works not done, whatever learnt in school and tuition will just forgot after the class. it's time to work hard for my SPM, or should i say for my form 4 year-end examination? i just can't imagine my result for the year-end exam. the March test for form 4, i didn't really study and gave myself a reason - i don't know the format that the Questions ask. so i don't know what to study. then? the mid-term exam - aiks. not enough time tim ~ nvm, i must work hard for my July test. just read whatever i can read. and what reason i gave for the July test? - aiks. test only ma. lets work hard only for the year-end examination. omggggg... it's time to wake !!!

was setting my alarm clock.
Ky. yan

the poem - IF

hey guys :)


today, my english teacher,Mr.Malek taught us the poem named - IF.i love this poem a lot. since Kumar ( my tuition english teacher ) has discuss this with us, i feel that..i really got to learn the moral values from this poem :) but, i haven't -.- i hope i will learn it soon. lols. here is the poem :) i love it so much. and today's english period is the 1st time of english period that I'm behaving so active. haha.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' * i think i got to learn this to improve my locking + poppin skill :(

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends CAN hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

I've highlighted those sentences that i feel that, it's really true and i got to learn the moral value. Besides that, when Mr.Malek discuss the sentence - Neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you. Maybe is because i nod my head damn obvious or what ~ haha. he asked me, am i experience that before, which means have i experienced hurt by loving friends before. lols. i think teacher forgot the essay that i wrote for the mid-term examination. hmmm, ya, definitely foes will hurt us ~ but friends. why should friends hurt us? teacher explained so : the people that we loved the most is the people that we hurt the most. hmmm, actually i don't really agree with it. and those example that he gave it's quite... rotten haha.. shhhh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

hey blogger :)



hmmm, few hours later will be our Malaysia's 52nd Birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA :)
may what our PM said will come true ~ 1 Malaysia. Besides that, few hours later will also be my daughter's 1years old birthday :) hehe. recently, she get fatter -.- when she's climbing up the slide, she keep on fall down and can't get into the whole as easy as usual -.- bing bom bao bei ~ i think she had changed too. changed to be dislike me :( always bite people. made us dare not to carry her -.- aiks. girl, I'm your mum larr..



oh ya, thanks for my friends that had left message and sent me a message for concerning me after reading the previous blog. especially R. although what you said to me..i already knew..but,hmm..after reading ur message, i feel like..ya,u're right. i got to face them with this way..^^ thanks :) i will be okay soon. i just need some times for me to cool down and learn the right way to face people in this WORLD. i hope I'm still in my childhood. nothing to think, nothing bothering me, just do whatever i like. everyone hope too right? but no, the reality is always cruel. we got to face it even thou we not willing to. love u,guys :)


*wish all those kids good luck in their UPSR examination :) Josymm, good luck :) few more days to go only. just need to be hardworking for few days, then u can enjoy and feel the success. don't disappointed us. trust yourself and good luck. muacks. love always.

will be okay soon :)
Ky. yan

whatfriendis?didihaveafriend?

朋友。
我有吗？有啊。还蛮多的。敏和盈还曾经说过我"滥交"。
可是，有用吗?听过，相识全天下，知己有几个吗?
我真的明白了。我真的很不开心。
我很想找个人谈谈。打开电话，写了一篇很长的信息。可是，写到大概第4封，我停住了。在想，我该发给谁啊?把信息存了起来，看看我的电话簿，从A找到Z。我都找不到那封信息的收信人。于是，发了一封"睡了?我很不开心耶~"给一个我很相信的人。可能太迟了，没回我。睡了吧~再发多一封"slept? damn down"给一个我很珍惜很珍惜的朋友。没回。也睡了吧~ 开始觉得，我的好朋友是我的blog。他不会看小我，不会嫌弃我，不会丢下我，不会不理我，不会给我承诺；所以不会伤害我。刚正的想过，想闭着眼睛，随便乱选一个号码然后把那封很长的信息发出去，可是...万一发到给不熟的朋友呢?哎~



昨天，看回我的箱子*装很有记念性的东西。看到，我Form1盈，敏，勤，芯，蔚送给我的东西。其实大部分都是盈和敏做的，他们俩写了很多东西给我。看回，真得很怀念以前。以前呢，有什么都说，现在呢?哎~看到一句，敏写的。我们的怀抱永远为你打开，有心事要诉苦时可以打给我们。我在想，如果我真的打给你们，我该从哪里开始说起我的心事呢?我们真的很久没谈心事了。没有记错的话，好象有一首台语歌的歌词是，心事何人知。对阿，心事何人知啊?

Bowling + chit chat

today, did quite a lot of things.

- fried rice
- cleaned bao bei's house
- gather with my dear friends :) * the most important thing



when i was busy cleaning my daughter's house, received Joe's call. it's Issac. date me. ask me to accompany him to Selayang mall for bowling. okay.. argue for some times then finally deal with each other. quickly keep everything and bath. after some times, Joe and Issac reached. so fast -.- I'm still enjoying my fried rice lehh.




reached Selayang Mall. met Joe's dear, Wee. hehe. i think this is the 1st time we go out together right? but she said that she came to my house before. hmmm...sorry girl, i really can't remember =( anyway, just be happy with ur dear. both of u damn sweet nehh ~


let's talk about bowling time. I'm the loser :( so sad. guys,i really got a Strike and Spare before. but i just don't know why today so bad :( hng. the Issac, keep on scold me :( so sad to have such a 'good' friend :p. after that, we went to the male toilet for.....PHOTO. hahaha.. initially, we wanna go into female toilet but there were a girl there so, we walk into the male toilet -.- snap snap snap. those pictures at Issac phone. forgot to upload,aiks. got to wait for him to upload. sure take 100 years. after that, we went to Cone Pizza for lunch. not bad larr..



Issac house. after our meal, Issac's mum fetch us back to his house. well, bullied by Issac. his brothers were CUTE. totally different from him :p Issac asked me something about xxx, just made me feel down. people, don't link xxx to T, not him. the Joe and Wee just sweet sweet at there lorr..throw both of us away :(



kay la, people. got to go for locking class already. long time didn't go. hehe. Locking, Im back :) and...Joe and Wee said that, they can't really get what i wrote in my blog.hmmm.. really? people, u all get it? or.. is my english standard too 'high'? lols. luckily, Issac get it. lols. Joe n Wee, upgrade u all's english standard larr. :D

happy.
Ky . yan

what a big mistake -.-

walao ea..



feel like throwing off my phone. :( yesterday night sent wrong messageSSSS. omgggg... text with the wrong person for few messages -.- shit. since my message inbox is quite "special" and i didn't memorize their number -.- arggghhhh ... may god bless me :( really damn stupid !! 既然跟他聊了起来 。还以为是对的人-.- aiks.





omg.. always send wrong message -.- always send wrong message also damn important message !!!




save money, save money !!!!!
save money, save the world, save ky !!!

sad,
Ky. yan