stop everything !! right now.

aiks, should be a happy day but... i rather did not receive that suck message. today, right after recess, my phone vibrated. zzz, zzz , zzzz... well, was thinking must be her as recess keep on disturbing, so..flipped up my phone and see what nonsense she send it to me again. BUT, when i am in my inbox, the phone number occur wasn't hers but his. double checked, triple checked..*jump up will cheers. well, doesn't wish to say the message detail but it really made me feel like, oh my gosh, i got it !! surely, share my happiness to Faye. after texting few messages, my phone run out of credit as i left 60+ cent before the first message. ran over murni class and ask Lynn's help. lols. and story my happiness to Chris and Lynn. haha. but at last, still i doesn't reply his last message as i feel that.. this is what i do normally ( no credit no reply). right after school, ran to Readers for top up card. reply him. tick tock, tick tock, tick tock.. no message receive. then, simply send another message over with a...question. no reply too, that time..i was so happy that he doesn't reply as it mean his phone run out of credit too xD. then i went for a nap :) after my nap..many messages and missed calls. just pray hardly that no message from him..but..aiks. while texting...no mood. after few messages..his phone no credit. well, i said many times!!! NO HOPE NO DISAPPOINTMENT !!!! who give me the hope and who grab it back??!!! it's U !!! each n everytime, i remind myself..that it's impossible !! everything was my imagination and it will not come true, will not be the truth FOREVER ! but who is the one that always give hope to me? maybe everything was my fault, am thinking too much ~ it's time to stop everything. 是我想太多。

will impossible be i'm possible? miracle.

decelerating,
Ky. yan