boy vs girl

HAIZ..

nowadays guys... REALLY BAD !!!

langsung tak GENTLE !

this morning, many "gentleman" act so "gentle" lorr.. idiot a..
just cut off larr..失败!
haiz...
hate this kind of "gentleman".
if my boy act so a.. GOODBYE !

like what i mentioned in my others article before.
现代的女生都在进步当中，可惜的是，男生却在原地踏步。
maybe this is one of the factor of so many bisexual nowadays.
haiz..

男生们，摆脱你们有男子气概一些好吗?
要的不是你们在女孩或朋友面前耍帅！
摆脱！
看到女性朋友拿着很多东西，就算她应付的来，也去帮她好吗?
现在的男生只会对自己喜欢的人这样。像什么啊?
这样不是疼她，而是讨好她。

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yesterday, bi class.
teacher asked us.. what quality u demand in a boy/girl.
my conclusion about this "experiment" is..
all boys answer about this question is...
demand physical beauty like beautiful and even got a guy say BIG !
but
girl's answer is always demand about inner beauty like honest,caring...

this is the differences between boys and girls.
我看过一句话，
是这样的；
男生。是为性而爱。
女生。是 为爱而性。

geram,
KY . yan

straight forward?

今天，过得蛮平淡的。
还有阿，昨天我很顺利的把漏了的功课补回。[add math,tatabahsa]
还有阿，数学的功课，我都有做了耶~
我的功课"们"终于 up-to-date了。哈哈 =D

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考试。
拿到考试时间表噜~
不知道怎么的，还没拿到的时候都很担心到底有没有足够的时间给我读。
可是，拿到后，却好像没那么担心了。
不是还有很多时间的因素，而是...我也不清楚叻 ==

前几天，化了3天的时间读完了sejarah bab1。
隔天，再回想，却一点也记不起。
怎么了呢？
maybe like what Ms.Helen said. our memory are very extremely limited. =(

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你。
对不起啊，那天不知道我发什么颠。
不好意思!

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气质。
这两个字，我很喜欢。
因为，有气质的女生都很美。
我都很喜欢。
可是，今天..既然有一位朋友用此词来形容她!!
拜托。
不要糟蹋这个优美的形容词好吗?

人，真的很奇怪的咯。
总爱在别人面前把真正的自己掩饰起来。
总爱，戴着面具面对别人。
何必呢?
唉!
你。明明就不是这样的。
你伪装得不累吗?

最讨厌那些伪装的人 !
小人 !

朋友们都叫我不要那么粗鲁，要细纹点。是个女儿家。哈哈
有时，我都有在想。是不是真的应该改下呢?
可是，我就是这样啊。
难道要我特地装得很细纹吗?
我不能叻。
可能是我的"功力"差吧 ~ =D
唉 !
最近都不知道怎么的~
总是感到很...自卑? [我也不知道怎样形容呐]
好听些，应该是有自知之明吧。
人早就应该有阿。
不是吗?

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前天+昨天 。
真的是很气死我咯!
为什么你们都这样的呢?
我们都是朋友，有必要说谁跟着谁的吗?
再加上，我的东西不用向你们交待吧?
那是什么眼神，什么态度阿?
"....我希望你会回我咯。"
我就是偏偏不回阿。
我的事情根本就不用你们来管。也不由得你们来管。
不是吗?
第一，你不是我男朋友。
第二，我讨厌向别人交待。
第三，根本没这个必要咯。
我知道，我回了你。就会受到第2封这样的信息。所以我不回!
如果，真的想盈所说的，你都知道我不喜欢。
那你还发?
无聊!
拜托，不要令我对你反感好吗?
就做回朋友该做的事而不是来要我向你解释什么。
okay?

confuse,
KY . yan

don't disappoint me.

just now,
my friend J tell me that he broke with her girl.
and the reason is SUDDENLY NO FEEL TOWARD HER !!
what is this?
is this few words the reason?!
IRRESPONSIBLE !!!

what means suddenly?
and i just keep scolding him.
then he ask me go to check in out in his fs's private album.
okay.
went ~
what i saw.
really shock !
really !
the few days before, i saw his photo and left him a comment.
but i didnt ask him straightly.
got indirect meaning.
but he not understand~
and reply me asking what did i mean.
okay ~
well ~
just forget about it.

and now.
i saw ur private album.
i really shock !
what the hell happening ?!
u told me u broke yesterday?!
how bout those photo?

please,
u're my good friend.
and she is my friend too.
i hope what u tell me will not make me feel that u same with w.p !
3 of you were my friend.
what had happened ?

just hope u all won't take everythings as guranted

my butt .

hmm..

BUTTOCK damn pain lorr..
i think blue black jor.. =(
yesterday learn that skill okay lorr.. moderate.
but my buttock pain leh.. keep hit on the floor ==
and after the class, my left hand and leg like lost control...
walk also like almost fall like that.

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recently i love listening to LEEHOM's new song. [ 另一个天堂 ]
not bad. i love the melody.
but my sis say the melody nice but they sing like hell ==
okay la.. not bad.
the girl very 厉害 !
2nd of May no locking class. teacher go to Leehom's concert.
lols.
must remember a !!!
worrying i will forgot and go there like that day i went to super but they off ==

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mid-year exam.
11/5/2009
what to do?
study hard lorr..
what to do ~
haiz..
till now im still in sejarah bab 1.2 ==
then others subject havent touch yet.
SHIT !!!

worrying,
KY . yan

last minute decision.

heyyo...

just back from 1u ~
lols.
not for shopping la,actually.
just going there to buy my knee pad.
really last minute decision.

wasai ~
when with lynn.
the eateries we take our dinner damn romantic man.
not damn la..
just quite.lols.
almost all in white,got candle,playing french's song ~
but the "guy" in front of me is...LYNN. [hahaha, sorry lynn :P jk only la]
not must be couple one ma.. friend also very important de !
huiyo ~

dunno what we gossip about then i say,
i not willing to have a boy, i don't need and even don't want a boy !
then the sakai asked me,
whats the duration of this sentence? [i think will last quite a long time ba,as so many experiments done.]

emmmmmm....
sorry for disturbance.
good night.
sleep tight. FP~

out of control,
KY . yan

Sexually Transmitted Diseases

HAHA..

today ponteng sekolah. hehe,cause friday's class kinda boring la please.
just woke at 11 something.lols.

what to write leh?
what i know is mid-year exam is around the corner.lols
but im still in the "whatever" mood.
arh ~~
many things to memorize a ... =(

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yesterday, BIOLOGY class [kasturi]
teacher do the revision of miosis. lols.
then those guy say lorr..miosis is for sex a..bla bla bla ~
then teacher asked,then sex is for what?
大家异口同声的说，for FUN !!
hahaa..

but i don't think that funny lorr..
teacher say many things about SEX.
and talk about STD. [ sexually transmitted deseases ]
and what teacher said i damn agree !!
in the past,
the procedure of having sex is --> couple,marry,have sex now,
the procedure of having sex is --> have sex,couple [if enjoy the sex],then change.

haiz...
sampah masyarakat.
mem-per-xia-sui-kan ladies !!!


got a good suggestion from me,
if u love having sex without love,
just get into RAPID KL bus, the red and white one.
then get down at the CHOW KIT station !
and interview la..
got salary also.
not bad what. thiew !

geram,
KY . yan

exam vs hair style

today assembly teacher announced that our mid-year exam falls on 11th of May.

hmm, SEJARAH !
aiks, what can i do to improve it leh?

i think quite a lot of guys started doing their revision.
but me? lols.
as usual, think but doesn't take action.
see lah, im still bloging now =(


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my hair !!!!!!
sucks!!!
it starts to curl !!!!
oh my gosh ~~~~
at home i just let it be then better de lorr..idiot a~
whenever i need to go out for tuition or school it become.. SUCK~~~
ESPECIALLY at school.
today, feel like tiding all of it up.
what a foolish hair i have?!


wondering if my hair is curl, why don't i just let it curl ?!
willing to curl it.
but the length ~
mmm,
for me,i love this length in curl hair.
but the thing im worrying is..
the hair-stylist ~
did they know what i want?
will they understand?
i choose to curl it is because it's cheaper than straightening it further i think i will be more tahan lama ==
so ~
okay,well.. i don't know which to choose.

the curl i prefer i something like this.but the curl is smaller lah cause my hair shorter mah ^^ hehe~



suit me?
hmmm~
is our school allow?
whatever lah ~
smkte... "good" school~
lols.

orientation =) keep it up,my friend

hmm.. actually kinda lots of thing to update. but...

don't know~ just feel like don't know how to express those 不寻常's feeling.





okay, today went to school for the BMSM's orientation.

actually already setted my alarm clock at 0620.

but i forgot to switch off silent mode before i sleep. further more, my phone so "canggih" ,as it's silent so the alarm won't work. SUCKS !





0723



i waked by a vibrate sound.

stare at the clock on the wall, 7something????

suck !

lynn calling !!

arhhh...

world record !!

i used few minutes to finish all those stuff [bath,brush teeth,change]

i also not sure whether i got use shampoo anot ==



the sweat thing is, when the game starts is an hour after i reach ==

what la ==



hmm..

okay,while playing.. many things refreshing.

i don't know why,after friday..after i knew that stuff...im not me.

really tired!



but it's worth !

our group is the 2nd !!!

yahoo ~~!!!

fake smile,

KY . yan

发泄。真有用=D

到底发生什么事呢?
为什么我会这样的呢?
我也不知道，因为跳舞跳不好，觉得自己很没有用的问题吗?
还是...digi的事?

我真的不知道。
感觉上，我就是很很很没有用。
应该可以用一事无成来形容吧。【找不到更好的形容词了】

功课。
我超烂。人家补习，我也有补习。
为什么我就是那么的差?
我知道，因为懒再加笨。
K老师说得对。
他们说他们没有读书，就真的没有读吗?
呵。这样的话我也会信。
虽然知道考试要到了，真的很多东西要读。

sejarah. 第一课都不清楚是什么。
chemistry. 还好。因为我都蛮有兴趣的。
english. 烂。
BM. komsas我真的不知道怎么办。
bio. 都okay的。只是不是很想背那些cell的东西。miosis那些都okay.
physic. @@
add math. 要多练习。
math. blur.
moral. okay的。我一定要拿A。
est. 要很用心做。


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跳舞。
也超烂。
唉，为什么会这样的呢?
我不是一直都很想学跳舞的吗?
现在我就在学了啦。
为什么就是那么的差?
为什么就是不肯去练?
今天，老师叫我们battle.我既然什么都做不出。
只是做最简单的。
现在在这里怨也没用。
只有付出，才会有收获。
自己反省下吧，麦嘉欣。[you are old enough to think]


朋友。
well well well~
speechless.
自己知道就好。
说多错多。
我很清楚知道，
多一个朋友，多一条路。
多一个敌人，多一道墙。
可是，人是会变的。
我看过一遍文章。
里面说，一对情侣为什么会因为性格不合而分开呢?
在一起的时候，不是都想清楚了，就得适合才在一起的吗?
其实，人都一直都在成长。一切一切都在变着。
在不知不觉中，我们的性格也在变。
关键的是，谁比谁成长的快。
如果，女方不断的成长，而男方却停留在他们刚相识的地方原地踏步。
这只会导致一段恋情的句点。
朋友也一样。
我们都是在成长中。
曾经，在我的人生词典里朋友的definision就是
一天朋友，永远朋友。
可是，人长大了。见识及遭遇的事情也多了。
这个definision也在变。
这令我想起，凌在我的纪念册写的一句话。
没有永远的朋友，也没有永远的敌人。
对啊，爸妈每次都说，你要人家怎样对你，你就要怎样对人。
你对人好，人家一定会feel到的。
可是。有吗?
你们有感觉到吗?
呵。或许吧~
best friend. friend forever.
这些东西，已经很久没有在我的言语中了。
最近，朋友都令我觉得到几句话。
- 没事不登三宝殿。
- 有求当你是宝，没事当你是草。
- 有事钟无艳，没事夏迎春。
besides,也令我觉得朋友们。在我需要帮忙的时候，都会跟平时不一样。
呵。无言。
对或错。是或否。
我不知道。这是"朋友"给我的感觉。


家人。
之前，曾经有一段时间，我都觉得，我跟家人都好像沟通不到。
我想的东西，他们完全get不到。
不知道那段期间，是不是叛逆时期叻。haha.
可是现在呢。
终于知道，姐跟我说的那句话是对的了。
家人永远都是对自己最好的。
对啊，他们都没有背叛过我。
也没有伤害过我。
也没有利用过我。
我要什么，能做到的他们都会去做。
我知道，我一定要考到好成绩。
因为，拿到 UPSR 和 PMR 成绩时，你们都比我开心。
看到你们那个样子，我很开心。
其实，PMR 的成绩，拿到7个A。我不是很开心。
当然，一知道成绩的时候很开心。
可是冷静了下来，想想。
那不是因为我厉害。而是，水准低。
真的。所以，我也不怎么觉得光荣。
可是啊，一回到家。
看到你们那开心的样子。我就很满意了。
听我朋友他们说，他们的家人都没有东西的，可是我的家人啊又这样又那样的。
我真的觉得我很幸福 =D
所以啊，SPM 我也要pass with flying colours.
呵呵。加油!

HUUUU ~~
写完出来，真的开心多了。
^^

feel much better,
KY 。yan

closer with my dream.

hi, here im =)

hmm,willing to write in Chinese. as im a CHINESE. worrying i wiw to will forgot how to write ==

emm,今天过得还蛮充实的。可是真的很累。上补习课时，都快开不到眼睛了 =(
可是啊，那个"好人"智啊，一直到哪里吵吵吵 =p
他真的没有静过for 3秒。[本小姐真是个诚实的小孩]
虽然今天真的很累，可是啊，不知道为什么，就有种...过得很充实的感觉。开心 =D

大概是因为我读了那本梁惠美写的书吧。
在这里介绍下，哈哈。不错看下的 =)
心理治疗师手抄本 by 梁惠美。
真的很好看。
不知道是不是因为对心理学有兴趣所以一开始看，就不想放下。
真的，第一次看书看那么快呐！
有读到蛮多症状的，也有读到精神分裂症[schizophrenia]。
我又一个亲戚也有这个病。看了也好，能更加了解这个病。=)
真的很希望能读心理学，能够开解那些病人又能接触到不同的人。

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哈哈，妈妈今天的晚餐煮了咖喱鸡 =D
好吃呐，跟外面的有得比。
我看分分钟还要好吃呢!!

对对对!!!
还有，今天看的那本书说..
被朋友背反，被爱情伤害过的人都很容易得到精神分裂症。
所以啊，我有点担心我自己。
哈哈。而且，也有几个症状我都中叻,啊!!!!!

所以呢，要看得开一些。
不要再跟那些人一般见识。

up-grading,
KY . yan

3/4/09

wuhuu ~~~





SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK !!!





one night went to 3 eateries. [pao bing,fu yun,gasoline]

first and foremost,[lols] after chemistry class,i went to Jusco with lynn.

we went to the amusement park and play the "basketball" =)

happy neh, first time play till the 3rd stage. [tembak sama-sama with lynn de ==]

lols. my arms so tired la. but feel so successful =D





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went to pao bing [lynn favourite outlet] =)

sambil makan sambil 吹水,sambil wait for faye and chris.

wasai,heavy rain man.

run from pao bing to fu yun. [the "clever" lynn a.keep on step on those water ==]





wuuhuuu ~~

steamboat neh!!!!

期待已久的一餐 =D


SEDAP !!!



gasoline.
haha.sakai ghost上身。
we ordered BEER as our drinks.
2 bottle of CARLSBERG =)

haven drink, we already drunk. [should i say i rather than we?lols]

CHI CAK CHI CAK...
snap photo la..not cicak ==

here they are.






round-faced KY









apa ini ? aiks.









refreshing those stuff.









CARLSBERG ! good.









let's drink n enjoy it =)










cheers =)









drunk KY.

happy,

KY . yan

traffic jam =(

yesterday,

suck day !!! (night)

after having tuition classes at kasturi, as usual, walk over to the road side "detcting" my dad's car.yesterday was a bit different cause both of the road full with vehicle.detection failed.phone my sister and check it out. dad on the way. okay.

5 minutes past.

....

10 minutes past.

...

students that waiting for transport getting lesser and lesser.
my feeling became more worry. as there were so many foreigners, whenever they walk over those eye keep looking. feel like so scary u know? suck.


20 minutes past.

....

make a call to my sister again.
asking her what car is daddy using. worrying that his car had gone while im observing whether there are "naughty man".

half an hour past.

....

call daddy.
wasai,daddy damn "fire".
ask me to walk over to the opposite of kasturi. as usual. my brain totally blank.

???? @@
"where?"
"opposite of kasturi lorr"
"i at the Maybank there worr.."
"what, u walk over, go across the road!"
"okay,okay."
...

heart pumping faster and faster ==
need to walk across the busy road neh.. scary.
fortunately, i smart. walk across while red light.lols.
wahh.. very brave leh..
then wait at the mamak store there.
suck!
there lagi banyak "ma lak low" ==

after 5 minutes.

daddy called over.

"yan, where are u?"
"the mamak there la,the what KAFE MAJU.（i will not forget this)"
"okay, now im at the traffic light there,u walk over here, then u can see my car jor de."
"okay, but u turn over here la,im at here now."
"i can't turn la, u come la"

sigh.
i walk back to my "start".
same thing. walk while the traffic light turns red.
but when i reach there. i didn't see my daddy's car.
call again ==

he tells me that he at the condo there ==
walk back there again ==

3 times.
walk across the busy road.
my 1st time.

the reason for so jam is yesterday was JUSCO day ==
J-cards member will have 10% discount. (i think)
hey, aunties and uncles.
10% only, don't make the traffic so sucks la.
air pollution a !!!

save our world.
im running out of time d,got to prepare for CHEMISTRY class.
bye.

normal day =)

huuuuuuu ~~

what the hack.
what weather Malaysia having?

DAMN HOT !!!!

worrying i will got skin cancer ==

recently, feel that SMKTE school life kinda suck lah.
9 period per day, only study for 1/4 of the period ==
i prefer teacher come in and i lepak, lols.
today,borrow my friend's magazine. YG.
hmm..
of course read about the zodiac.

SCORPIO.
外冷内热。总让身边的朋友觉得很阴沉。
always also this same sentence. okay, this is a very very accurate stuff. lols.
but can u please don't use 阴沉? feel like im those "dirty" stuff.
beside, i also played 心理测验。
some of them quite accurate.lols.


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friday going for STEAMBOAT BUFFET for my lynn's birthday celebration.
exciting.
waiting for that day.
emm,YUMMY~ that restuarant kinda not bad la.
as i went to so many buffet steamboat this is the best la. (lot of food,yummy soup,peace..)