Jay ♥♥♥♥

wowww, finished 1 week SPM examination. Hope everything is fine and hit my target :)
so do all my friends :) Good luck, people. Love.

know what? Today whole afternoon was upset n moody because of my dear :( Daniel tagged me in Nicholas's picture. It was my dear's concert ticket. I was so desperate for it since year 2008 after the concert. HAHA. but then, due to some finance problem(driving license), gonna satisfy my dear. T.T few hours before, sis saw my status on Facebook and commented. LOL !! I was like..OMG !! r u sure?! " it's RM330 le, jie ! " "it's okay la, just accompany me go lo~ " wowww !! love u so much. HAHA.

Ky

变? 害怕。T.T

21/11/2010, 2112. Sunday. Single day more.

Look through back what I had wrote about for these few weeks was all about SPM. This torturing, frustrating stuff. Yet, today.. It's a day more to go. I have the passion to blog still. I don't know what made me feel so free although Im really not ready well yet with my subject especially Biology and History. Gratefully, I have finished reading History few days before, but when I open up the exercise and start doing it.. SUCK ! I read it, but why?! aiks. I think, the day before History paper, must be a very suffer day for me. Every time when I was thinking about the examination weeks, it make me feel so excited, especially the 2nd week of examination. It feel like, everything is over once you reopen your eye again. yet, Im worrying that, everything is gone when I reopen my eye. Because, I know, I doesn't put as much effort as I did in the trial paper. I don't know why, I do know the importance of SPM. and I really wanna get a good result, get scholarship, finish my tertiary study and realize my plan ! Dad and Mum, wait for me :) Love you.

人生...
最大罪恶是【不孝】
最大破残是【绝望】
最大礼物是【宽恕】

这，就是我唯一想对'你们'说的东西。不要做会令你遗憾终生的事情！

Last day of Form 5

Today was a tiring and upset day for me actually.
Im a former SMK Taman Ehsan student officially after this noon. :)

Finally got our 5Mulian'10 's class T-shirt. hmm, it's acceptable. We ss after got out examination slip from teacher. it's kinda great actually. Yet, disappointed once again. Trying hard to thinking in a positive way, but the truth was so obviously in front of me. I could not run away from it. Anyway, 5 Mulians ! All the best in SPM , jom perang sampai the end of the examination !! :) 5 years we spent together in this school. Time just past too quickly, everything is still fresh in my mind. Even the first day we went to this new school, what pn.neo had told us. (pakai tali leher sepanjang hari, baru smart and macam pelajar kelas A) LOL ! what a joke.

Form 1, Form 2, Form 3, Form 4, Form 5.
Form 3 was the craziest school life I ever had. The way we study in class, how we act, it was totally crazy ! LOL.
Form 4, it was really a honey moon year for me :) We just spent our time together with laughter. And the day we celebrate mid-Autumn festival !
Form 5, a year full of pressure? nola, i think. just this few months nia. hehe.

people ! U had coloured my secondary school life ! May we enter a wonderful path that brings all the besty to us ! Love.

Relaxation xD

15/11/2010 ____ 7days left.

current study status : Haven't finish learning n memorizing. U know learning? not revising but learning new terms, new stuff ! damn -.-

13/11/2010

It was like a farewell day at Super. I believe most of the people do have a swollen eye like I do on the next morning. LOL. Watched the movie that I really anti to watch in front of the others -- 母亲节快乐。 I watched it 4 times including that day at Super. Before the movie start, HuiDeng told me that it was the movie she lend to me few years ago. I feel like going home when I know it. Because, I knew I will end up crying and do not wish to cry in front of 100+ person. LOL. Without any exception, I cried like I did for the past few time I watched it. The first time I watch was at Standard 3/4, borrow from HuiDeng :) LOL ! emm, it's a not-bad-movie and really could make me love and care my parents more. Feel so sorry to Ms.Ting and Mr.Lee T.T When the slide show of them was played on the screen, tears drop again :'( And I found that, it's really hard to say sorry to a person from the heart. but I did xD BRAVO ! *claps*

As a relax method, I blogged. xD It's time to torture my mind again.
And DUDES, jom go for Rapunzel after the exam ! Dad and mum used to read this story to me every night before sleep when I was a little girl ! and now, Im 17 ! HAHA XD Love u, dad n mum !

By
Ky. Yan

10 days.

erhemm. It was 0225, 12/11/2010. 10 more days to go for the life-decision-examination - SPM.

progressing subject was still bio, sej and also add math.
aiks, seriously, was not revising Biology but learning it ! dutt.
I just wish to have an A- it's enough. please, I already lost an A(BC)..

yesterday survey some further study programmes and courses. Checked scholarships requirement. Aiks. Zam shang n Gah yao ba, Ky ____ :(

All the best, dudes. Love.
反省当中... ////// ....... 30%

Ky.yan

Sweet 17 ________♥

yea, Im here to update my 17th Bday celebration's memories :)
once again a~ thanks my dad and mum, family and friends !! Love you guys ♥
seriously, this year was the most wonderful birthday I ever had for 17years. LOL. it's the first time and of course I hope that it's not the last time la! HAHA



31 oct 2010, celebrated with my family. always the sweetest and most wonderful ♥

2nd Nov 2010, what a surprise ! HAHA. actually, Im really sense-less. so many tips, yet I don't know. HAHA. Mummy is really suck in lying. lol. another cake I had for 17th Bday. HAHA. celebrated with my chemistry's classmate, family and lynn. hehe. Thanks !

3rd Nov 2010, the special one ! celebrated with those monkeys at Green Apple. dudes, I think, I really understand what's u all thinking and wanna do. haha. too close d ba? HAHA. sakais~ Each and every time we gather together. It just give me a special feeling. undescribable feeling. but I love it very much ♥♥♥ Thanks for the presents，wristband, little cucu and the cake :) !

*why can't upload pictures?* next time ba :(

gah yaw!

0319, I was alone on the net. initially was thinking to online to search for some companion. but, no green light in my msn list. swt. aiya, Ky!! work harder and harder and harder! I know you can do better than now, work harder than now (as now really lazy) that's ur future.. 2 weeks left nia~ 顶硬上吧! HAHAHA ~~

APPRECIATE .

it's 0135, good morning !

update stories about my birthday awesome's celebrate next time after I got all the pictures from sis and joe. hehe. really thanks my family and friends ! 我是幸福的 ♥ 我爱你们!! hehe *psps*

Just now went out for another "celebration" again. LOL! macam very old d, so many celebration. HAHA. okayy, actually what made me to blog was my guilty feeling. Yesterday, when we're celebrating my 17th Birthday at Green Apple, a couple about their 40s came over our table for donation. something about the auntie was suffering from arteriosclerosis bla bla bla. Initially, I did thought that they're fake or whatever. but then, when I saw them was halau by the boss and the auntie's actions..I believed it. I know, what Frean said was reasonable, but what if they're the true one? not everyone,especially man, could doesn't care about they face, self-esteem and wanted money from others. it's shameful. but he did. I believe they're really helpless. aiks. T.T WHY I DO NOT DONATE EVEN RM1? It seems nothing to us maybe, but it means a lot to people who need it. I understand it ! T.T

Furthermore, just now went to bungkus supper with my brother. Saw another auntie and uncle. why they still need to work so hard in their old age? that time i went to buy supper was 12.ooam ++, where's their children? aiks.

Appreciate.
Ky.yan

Sweet 17 ♥

5hours and 30 minutes later, I will be 17 years old:)
LOL ! gonna think and act like a big girl.

first and foremost, I need to thanks my parents for bringing me to this wonderful world ♥
and thanks god for giving me such a wonderful and lovely family ! I will do my very best in Exam and will not disappoint you all :)