my Friday with JF

31/7/2009


yuhooo..
waited for this Friday very very long time already.
dated Lynn n Faye.
planned to go to Gasoline for dinner and tarot cards.

yesterday,
actually i have Chemistry class at Kasturi at 3:30pm.
but the traffic damn jam.
so..i just tell my dad i can skip the class.
lols.
see..im so 明白事理。XD

okay,
go to Jivana straight away.
damn syok.
1st day can practice for such a long time.
it's really different from others Friday.
others Friday i can only practice for about 1 hour.
but yesterday,
i practiced for almost..3hours.
although is very tiring.
but i feel so successful.
because.. finally i can memorize all the steps.
yan !!! must practice more to be perfect !!

after practicing.
i think is a bout..6 something.
okay..still got around half an hour away from the time i meet Faye.
chat with Sheng and Jie.
bla bla bla ..
the clock still goes..tick tock tick tock..
it finally reached 7 !!
haha.. so happy..
go down and wait for my dear Faye.

tick tock tick tock.
7:15pm..
"what time ur friend come?"
"we said meet at here at 7something,but now already 7:15"
"where she come from?"
"behind St.1"
"oh,from there walk over here need some times."
"okay..."

tick tock tick tock.
7:27pm
"wei..why my friend haven't reach de??"
"yalorr..eh,there got many rob cases one.."
"harr??!!..so unlucky meh?"
"yala..last time my friend n i....."
"how??can u lend me ur phone?"
..
made a call to Faye..twice.
but she didn't answer.
lagi worry.
call Lynn.
she can't contact Faye too.
die lorr..heart beat lagi fast.

wondering...
is there any accident?
aiks.

"what your friend look like?is that her?"
"no..she a..short hair and also short short de."
"harr?short short a?lagi mudah 下手!"
"wei...don't scared me lahh.."
"i'm serious, okay?"
arhhhh...

call Lynn again.
huiyo..finally Lynn said that Faye reply her call.
said that she coming.
okay,Jie's dad came.
wait at Berry alone.
those foreigner..suck
see see see..
tak pernah tengok leng lui ke?

as i didn't take my lunch.
quickly run into Berry and buy a bread to ikat perut.
waited till 7:3x..
a voice called...leng lui..
huiyo..finally my dear Faye reached.

walk to the foodcourt to wait for Mr.Rapid.
..
as yesterday,
there was a roud-block right in-front of the kepong police station.
damn jam.this is also the cause of i skipped Chemistry class yerterday.
8:1x finally reached the bus stop.
meet with Lynn.
walk to Gasoline.
the lorong.
dman scary man.
and my two best friend keep on saying..
RAT ARH..COCKROACH ARH..
huiyo..
what a pair of "good friend" i have.lols.

read through the menu for about more than 10 minutes..
lols. as usual la..can't choose my meal.
this time we didn't act like sakai.
don't know.
maybe is because..
we grew older and be mature already?lols.
i think is because the place we be seated does not allow us to act like sakai.

finish our dinner.
then get into a Rapid and walked back to my house for K.
didn't play tarot card.
la la la la...

dong dong dong..12am.
Lynn n Faye's dad reached.
bye ~
lols.

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after our dinner.
we went to the steamboat buffet restaurant that i always go to ask for a job.
RM 3:50/hour.
damn little.
but still waiting their call.
job wanted.
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arhh..
still got moral assignment haven't finish yet a..
and u know what?
i washed my shoe this morning.
long time didn't wash by myself already.
haha.
*paiseh to say the fact.

By,

Ky.yan

烦恼

流泪，痛哭中。

我不想哭的。
真的不想在家人面前流泪。
我知道她们一定会很担心我。
可是，我就忍不住。
眼泪一直的流。
就停不了。
也很久没酱哭了。

爸妈都以为我是因为他而哭。
其实不是的。
根本就没有你们所想的他。
你们想的他只不过是我的朋友。

终于忍不住了，姐也看到了。
一直问我，到低发生什么事。
可是，我就是那么没有用。
眼泪一直一直得在掉，
我有很多很多想说，
可是...我都说不出口。
因为，一想要开口说，眼泪就涌着出来。
唯有，用被子把脸盖着。
什么都说不了。

说真的，
我真的不明白做别人父母的心情。
有时，
我真的觉得道理在我这里。
可是，每次发了脾气，
都很后悔。
都会觉得，
其实，爸妈有他们的想法。
虽然我不知道是什么，可是我知道一定是为我好的。
可是，我只希望你们不要再把我当成小孩。
我就来16了。
我会分对与错了，重与轻了。

做工。
我不可能去那些cafe做。
因为都要做到很夜的。
我知道我自己一定会定不顺的。
虽然说，我在家也一样那么晚睡，
可是，有做工和在家里休息是不一样的。
所以，我想去那些店that在9点多，10点关的。
可是，我的时间呢?
我真的不知道。
想到时间的方面，
其实，最方便的就是彬那里。
拜六礼拜，算时间。
又轻松。
可是，家人却不给。

我知道。
我明白。
可是这是目前为止，我想到最好的选择了。

我知道，姐现在做工了，
也有自己的东西烦。
我真的不想烦她的。
对不起。

糟了，
我的眼睛明天一定很丑。
Ky.yan

心理测验

played few of the test on Facebook.
some ridiculous, some accurate, some..maybe accurate but i don't think so?..
here they are :

测试是否有同性恋倾向
result -妳喜歡男人中的男人，有男子氣概與強大安全感，才是妳理想中的另一半。
lols, when i saw this.. my mind linked to K². XD

一生中爱情最大的失误
result - 在生活上有問題時，你只懂逃避,愛情方面也一樣，因為你的拖拖拉拉令很多人愛到影響,和情人分手後仍會有藕斷絲連的情況發生,想做就做，想愛就愛吧，機會溜走就不復返！

你属于哪一类型的学生
result - 是一個既保守又很守規則的學生。就算學業成績不是很好，你依然會認真地讀書，不會受其他人影響，也不會為了達成別人的期望而努力。你不想在課堂上被老師、同學注意，只想一個人默默地做自己的事、讀自己喜歡的書，是個很有個性的學生。

你是装可爱还是真可爱
result - 身邊的男孩都覺得你是一個可愛的女孩，雖然沒有刻意表現，但會在適當時散發出迷人的魅力，一點都不做作，卻讓男孩們心跳不已。但你的可愛有會讓周圍的同性 產生反感，認為你對男孩的態度八面玲瓏，處處在討好異性，可能會聯合起來排擠你。最好把溫柔留給喜歡的人，就可以避免這種批評
mind linked to someone.

友情虚假指数
result - 真心換狼心的你，常常被人論斤拍賣。這類型的人很真心很善良， 常常會不明白為什麼別人會出賣他。

单身的原因
result - 太有才华
ridiculous.

to-be-continue.

trip canceled.

yuhuuu ~

listening to Jay's old song.
enjoy ~
as today was 29th of July, Super is closed.
so..haha..
no tuition classes.

hmmm..
actually today is the day that the whole class of 4 Mulia's students waiting for a long time.
finally it reached. but it's doesn'tgoes like what we expected.
actually it's a trip organized by Kelab Reka Cipta [i think] to UPM.
teacher choose our class to go to this trip.
we are the only class chosen.
yesterday's meeting, teacher said that it's because they think that we are 4Mulia.
should be very discipline. lols.
well..
but yesterday afternoon, received a message from friend,
said that the trip canceled.
because of H1N1
sad lahh..
the 1st reaction was...yo !! got to study !! rrrgghh...
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was busy doing my moral assignment.
i finished 6 esei. 2 more to go.
haha.
thanks ya, guys. =) [for lending me the esei]

thats all for today.

Ky.yan

results.

hey guys,
im here.

today,i got back 5 papers for the July monthly test.
my result was suck.
really suck.
really disappointed with it.
okay,1st paper i get is Modern Math.
when teacher read out my name,she praised me.
"Kah Yan,...arh, kahyan's graf is nice too."
wow,damn happy.
once i got the paper,flip it over...my score.
well, it's 65.
i think this is the worst marks i ever got for my Modern Math paper.
or maybe is because 1 question consist of many marks,so..
but i know,it's my problem.
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next period was Moral.
okay,praying that my moral will get a better n better marks.
because i had memorized every bidang that teacher taught us.
and what the paper asked i really know.
but i only got 78 for it.
my moral,each n every time moral i also got memorize.
but i never ever got high marks for it.
and even i failed it in the March monthly test.
sigh.
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okay,it's recess time.
at least is time for me to breath in fresh air n re-fresh my mind.
today,no mood to be sakai with Lynn n Chris
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Sejarah period.
okay,i didn't expect i can get high mark for this paper.
as i had said, i only studied for 1 chapter.
and u know what, i passed it.
haha.
42.damn happy u know?
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Chemistry period !!!
hehehe,i got 88 only.
quite disappointed but happy also lahh..
but she got 95.
wasai..the suck face she say the sentence.
feel like slapping her fuck off face !!
so what? get so high mark for what..it's the same 1A lah.
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i got 80 for mt EST paper.
till now,
i only got this papers' marks.
tomorrow will be getting Additional Math Paper.
actually it's quite easy.
but now,im worrying my decimal place.
aiks.

okay la,
Ky . yan

locking. effort.

yesterday went to Jivana as usual.
damn suck.
as my "aunty" visited me..stomach damn pain.
feel dizzy too..
the steps can't really remember porperly..
guys,
paiseh ya..
repeating the steps so many times to teach me. =(
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feel that got to be more serious a bit in everything of my life.

my study,suck.
my social,suck.
my attitude,worst.
just wish to have at least one stuff to let me pro in..
i chosen dance. as my family,aunties uncles said that im born to dance.
okay, choose dance then. and of course i love it too.
i chosen locking.
i can't do well !!
i didn't practice.
why??!!i duno!!
yan,please la.. practice make perfect. why they can do it but u just can't do it??
i know u can.
just need to practice more.
put more effort on everything of ur life okay?
aiks.
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many stuffs to do a..
need to clean my bao bei's house.
need to do note for my friend.
need to do the moral assignment.
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yesterday，
those questions he ask.. lols.
so cute la u..yo..
y will u ask such questions?
and ask,if i...what will u feel?lols.
anyway,
good luck to u la. =)
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it's time to clean her house =)
oh ya,Emyle came to my house today.
damn cute girl.
must snap photo with her.
will upload la..
let u'all see how cute + pretty she are.
sharing is very important. i know =)

watching Magic English with Emyle,
Ky . yan

my goals.

hey,
damn happy damn high !!
yuhuuu ~~
lols.

tomorrow will be the last day of July monthly test.
Chemistry,EST,PJK.
u know what?

C H E M I S T R Y
love this subject.
i said before,
i must try my 100% best of the best to score high high marks !!
no mistake allow !!
hehe.
im just worrying 期望越大，失望越大。
like the mid-year exam. aiks.
but never mind.
set my goal first =)

English For Sience and Technology.
it's nothing to read.
it's easy if u know what the essay title want.
but of course,
if the title is about something u don't know,then goodbye.
hehe.
damn swt's stuff is,
i just know that EST paper fall on tomorrow ==
luckily faye tell me ==
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yan,
EQ.mana EQ awak?
must be well-trained ya.

i changed.
don't from what day,what date,what time i changed.
right?
i can't control my emotional.
like,
if i beh song a person, i will not keep it in heart.
i will just show the beh song face on the spot.
just like that day. =(
i must control my emotional but not let my emotional control me.
got to be more more more serious in this.
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oh ya,
recantly, i fall in love with a song.
hehe =D
夜夜夜夜。
i think 潘裕文 sing better than the original singer.
in my opinion,i mean.
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wei wei wei !!
i want to watch ice-age 3.i want to sing K. i want to eat steamboat !!!
hohoho,
jeff said he wanna belanja me watch de.
lols.
must "wat" him jor..lols..
and really sorry la,
i don't want to tell u who he is..because...
u will feel very disappointed when u know.
especially after u said that sentence to me today..
i already gave u damn lots of tips.
haha. damn noob lorr..like this also don't know.
anyway,guess it ba. i just not willing to see the disappointed face like issac showed me.
feel like crying u know?aiks.
i feel disappointed too.
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my goals.
chemistry,
ice-age3,
steamboat,
sing k !!!

goodluck,
Ky . yan

monthly test life.

1st day of July monthly test.

bm - 1 karangan rangsangan.
hmm, when all of us saw the title.. REMAJA BERWAWASAN.
I STUNT.
exactly the title that our teacher gave us as homework on the previous Friday.
damn it..
i haven't copy from yee mun.
as a conclusion, i just simply do it.
i can only remember 1 point, semangat petriotik.
aiks.

bi - okay lorr.
the necklace and the monsoon history i got study Kumar's note so i know la.
hehe.

sej - lols.
objective got 10 question.
only 2 question i know. ==
as i only study chapter 5.
then structure cham lorr..
non of it is chapter 5 ==
blank all.
only the maksud khalifah i know ==
cause pro kuan said that sure will ask..
so i memorize it. hehe, thanks ya =)
the the essay question fortunately got about chapter 5 one.
perjanjian Hudaibiyah.
got a little bit forogtten ==
i think i will get 30 ++ or ngam ngam pass if im lucky.
aiks.

mm - quite easy.
but after the paper..
i think i did some mistake la..
it consider a mistake or?
i don't know.
as long as i get an A for math enough.
so, MATHEMATICS !
我的终身幸福就靠你了 =D
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tomorrow,
physic,moral.

aiks aiks aiks.
P H Y S I C.
i studied.
i really did it.
but.. the resolution of forces..
and the what need to draw triangle de..
i dunno la..
aiks.
guys,
need u all's help tomorrow la..
must teach me a..
hehe.

M O R A L,
will study later lorr..
6 bidang to memorize.
aiks.
form 4 not a honeymoon year at all..
still got moral project to do.
aiya !!!!
i think i really got to be more serious on my study.
few months later i will be in form 5 already.
wasai..
big girl already..
Big Girls Don't Cry ~~~ lols.
add oil, guys.

bye,
KY . yan

study,friendship,love.

Tuesday, July monthly test.
and whats m i doing here?

i know,
i should be hiding inside my room and study.
cause the 1st day was bm,bi,mm and sej paper.
okay,bm and bi can't study,i know.
how bout sej???
i not willing to study.
although it's only 3 chapter.
like my dad said, i have no choice.
i got to study although i hate it.
but my excuse was... this is only a monthly test,daddy.
well ~
later still got to go to Cheras as my aunt came back from US ady.
hmm..
anyway, good luck to all my friends la. =)
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F R I E N D S ?
huh? speechless.
知人口面不知心阿。
like what the others always tell u.
don't trust the others easily !!
the fact is so obvious already.
face it lahh.. aiks.
maybe... it's my problem ~
and now,
somethings changed.
whenever i feel down,
what hotline should i dial?
it's no longer that number.
i know,
it's all my fault.
i just hope that this is the best choice =)
good luck, guys.
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for u,
sorry.
good luck.

loved,
KY . yan

St.John 30th anniversary dinner.

long time didn't blog ady lorr..
same reason la, lazy ==

okay, July monthly test coming soon.
fall on next monday.
test only la.. take it easy.
i must score high score for my chemistry !!!
cause this test only involved 1 chapter. but this chapter is quite confusing for me.
but i will try my very best to score high marks !
others subject?
just follow the flow ~~

NEXT

Saturday.
i skipped my locking class for the St.John 30th anniversary dinner.
the dinner... okay~
when we [issac,joe,me] reached there. STUNT !
their wearing and ours was.. "a bit" different =='''
so paiseh ~~
then that 2 prince keep on scold me =(
hey guys, please. i feel the same la.
aiyo..blame me pula =(

walao,
half-former.
the whole cupboard i rotated it still can't match my skirts with any cloth to look former ==
search search search ~~
finally i found a dress.
no choice ~
got to wear it.
it's my sis's dress. look a bit ~老土?
cause of the flower ==

<- here it is
how was it?
i know my room is damn messy ==
lols.

the dinner's food. okay only la..
a bit disappointed with the shark fin soup lorr.. =(
three of us keep on snap photo only ==

yan and joe.
2 scorpio =)












*my face getting fatter and fatter =(



still got many pictures,some with issac and jeff one.
but the idiot joe haven upload yet.
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow...
anyway,
frienship forever ~ muacks.

mood affected by some bitch

heyyo..lols.
wasai..back pain =(
today's locking class quite 激烈。
each and everytime after learning this kind of dance sure back pain de.
maybe it's because i hurt it before.

hahahahha..
played many facebook's quiz.
many of it said im those 温柔体贴，溫柔優雅。lols

wait a minute.
saw something again.
damn beh song!
hey girls, 你们都不带眼识人吗?
make friend with the others because of they are pretty? PUI !
rubbish !!!

aiks.
no mood a!

waiting for a happy Friday

hu ~~

just finish playing sushi no suki.
right hand damn tired ==

just now when i on msn..
i found an SECRET ~
it's really shocking.
the only thing i wanna tell u is.
i appreciate u !本小姐挺你!欣赏你!
hehe ^^

recently fall in love with facebook's games.
i admit it's kinda childish.
but it's really nice to challenge ur friend.
and after a few hours when u on saw a notification said that ur friend beaten ur score.
the go and score a higher score. i like.ya.
but so far, none of them im in the first place.
only sushi no suki. cause onyl 2 of my friend played ==

tomorrow will be Friday again.
still can remember what had happened on the previous Friday.
the previous 2 Friday,it's really damn suck.
i hope tomorrow will be better and better !!
hehe ^*

S T E A M B O A T !!! B U F F E T !!!

Im coming ~ =)

hahahaha...

walao !!!!
i saw something !!
KNS !!
damn doggy lorr u !!
what the hack !!
u totally spoil my mood !!
sucker !!! disaster !!
y a?
i tot u hate me?
y keep on copying my style? my stuff? thiew !!!
remember !
u're just a dog !
no..
not even an animal !!
at least animal have sex for reproduction. but u're not !!
disaster ！such a shame!!
I SHAME ON U !!
bull shit !!!
when is the balasan????
im can't wait to see it !!!
ya. i know,at this moment i like a witch.
so ugly so cruel.
对，我是天蝎座的!我就是那么的恶毒。
可是，只会对你这些"特殊人物"。
应该感到很庆幸吧你!

kay kay kay,
calm down !!!
it's not worth to make myself like witch because of a disaster.

oh ya,
today..hahaha..
damn happy lorr..
dunno m i 心理变态or what lahh..
at toilet..when chris tell me that the "animal" stare at me.
i felt so damn happy.
not happy is...暗爽?dunno..lols
feel very happy because i made someone like u hate me.
lols.
but please.disaster !f**cker!!
if u hate me so much just stop copying me la..
if u hate me + copy me.. this call jealous.
okay?
pretty so what?no brain.
好听点is naive,不好听is brainless.
波大没脑讲的一点也没错!'

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aiks.
no more mood to write jorr lahh..
today,need to iron my uniform by myself.
cham =(
bye =)

by,
KY . yan