confused.

It's 0246 now.. 29days more to go.
just finished my add math brief revision. gonna do more practice to achieve my goal. Initially, like what I said in the previous post, I do felt satisfy for my trial's result. But, when I look into my "definite goal" list today, many subjects do not achieve the gred I aimed. moral, bm, bi, chem, etc. Just now, was busy doing survey for further study's stuff. still blur and no idea about which college/ U to choose. and I do have few courses which Im interested in. Really worry that I choose an unsuitable course / path. few months more, I will be really step into the society. Excited and also scare.

After SPM, I want to do many things~~ LOL ! faster over ba, SPM!!!
DRIVING LICENSE. saving saving saving $$$.

By,
Ky :)

1 month

ahhh~~ Its 22 Oct 2010. 30 days more.

Seriously, I gonna study much more harder. *wish I could*
Trial result was not bad for me actually. counted as satisfy :)
Worrying, what if my real result isn't this good? How am I going to face questions without TIPS? aiks.
work harder + harder + hardest! dudes, let's study !! HAHAHA.

results.
BM - 71
BI - 71 *embarrassed*
BC - 56
MM - 96
Sej - 84
PM- 89
Chem - 76
Bio - 68
Phy - 85
AM - 77

aiks, bc n bio~~ is killing me~~~~~~

原来还有《他》

昨天的我，因为你而浪费了我宝贵的睡眠时间。再一次以泪洗脸。
原因?我也不知道。突然想到盈的部落也有一个文章--《what I care about you, others care about me》。的确，也适合昨天的情况吧? 刚刚才知道，原来昨天在我失意时，他也因为我而失意。而你呢? 我不会再浪费我的时间在你身上。不是因为读书没时间，而是你没有占据我读书时间的资格!

今天，令到你放下我的原因，也会是令到你感到放下我很后悔的原素 !

results.

1258, I should not be staying at home blogging right now. I should be in school studying with 5Mulians. What's the factor for my absence? today will be giving out BC paper, and this is one of the reason I run away from schooling. Aiks!
Yesterday, got to know my Bio n BC mark for this trial. okayy, as what expected..It's really suck. got a B for Bio and a C for my BC. I do not blame for taking BC as I did as usual when I got to know my result was this suck, is just I feel that..why others can but not me? They used to write, read and talk in Chinese, I do too. The only different is, they put more effort in this subject than I do.

Actually, days before getting Bio n BC result was good. Results that I got is quite satisfied. Is just Chemistry, the subject I used to be confident on. the subject that I aimed A+. but i got only an A- for it. Really gonna work more and more harder to achieve my goals. but the problems is, after trial, I do not study for any subject. Even I do want to, but there're always stacks of rotten reason to put my footstep away from my desk. 借口是迈向成功的最大敌人...

Im still a scorpio!

what you waiting for actually?
what u want as a return in the future for today's hard work?
does these questions ever appear on your mind?

today, my mind came across with these questions.
ya, what I want? what is the main purpose for my hard work? which day is the one Im waiting for? and now, I can surely say that, the day Im waiting for is the day I could shut you all's mouth with my achievement!

thanks god !

firstly, I should thanks God for saving our life(s) today! If not, I have no chance to write out this article.
since I promised Issac to treat him, we went to DPC and then went for tea after that..Once Im in the car, he told me that he drive into a hole and now the whenever he turn the steering, have a very loud sound.. kay, checked, but nothing different.. on the way for tea, a car horn us and told us that there's something wrong with the wheel.. that scene is really scary..quickly stop at a side and check. whole wheel is totally bended. I know, it's really dangerous as bro told me before that the wheel kena hole is not a small matter.. drive slowly to aman puri and check, it's really getting worse and ask a foreman to check, said that the absorber mul xxxxx broke, bla bla bla.. Aiks, anyway, really thanks god. the feeling in the car is really difficult to describe!

to whoever that drive, especially u,Issac!
always bear in mind that, safety first. Be patient, don't rush!
I really heard of many accidents recently, even some of our senior had passed away because of accident. Even don't u love urself, please think about ur family, ur parents. how hard they brought us up, but just because an accident, it take our life.

safety first!
drive moderately, don't wind down the window too low, lock the door!
so many cases happened nowadays, we should alwsay be aware! I tell u because I care bout u, please, listen okay? don't always use "belum biasa" as a reason! *issac liu*

worry,
Ky

Im speechless

reason reason reason!!!!


give urself a good reason for this idiot-ness, bullshit-ness!! MKY!!
what the hell is happening to u?! It's chemistry paper! Chemistry, the one u used to handle well among the 10 subjects. but why?!! even tips is given! 40marks!