HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

hey blogger :)



hmmm, few hours later will be our Malaysia's 52nd Birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA :)
may what our PM said will come true ~ 1 Malaysia. Besides that, few hours later will also be my daughter's 1years old birthday :) hehe. recently, she get fatter -.- when she's climbing up the slide, she keep on fall down and can't get into the whole as easy as usual -.- bing bom bao bei ~ i think she had changed too. changed to be dislike me :( always bite people. made us dare not to carry her -.- aiks. girl, I'm your mum larr..



oh ya, thanks for my friends that had left message and sent me a message for concerning me after reading the previous blog. especially R. although what you said to me..i already knew..but,hmm..after reading ur message, i feel like..ya,u're right. i got to face them with this way..^^ thanks :) i will be okay soon. i just need some times for me to cool down and learn the right way to face people in this WORLD. i hope I'm still in my childhood. nothing to think, nothing bothering me, just do whatever i like. everyone hope too right? but no, the reality is always cruel. we got to face it even thou we not willing to. love u,guys :)


*wish all those kids good luck in their UPSR examination :) Josymm, good luck :) few more days to go only. just need to be hardworking for few days, then u can enjoy and feel the success. don't disappointed us. trust yourself and good luck. muacks. love always.

will be okay soon :)
Ky. yan

whatfriendis?didihaveafriend?

朋友。
我有吗？有啊。还蛮多的。敏和盈还曾经说过我"滥交"。
可是，有用吗?听过，相识全天下，知己有几个吗?
我真的明白了。我真的很不开心。
我很想找个人谈谈。打开电话，写了一篇很长的信息。可是，写到大概第4封，我停住了。在想，我该发给谁啊?把信息存了起来，看看我的电话簿，从A找到Z。我都找不到那封信息的收信人。于是，发了一封"睡了?我很不开心耶~"给一个我很相信的人。可能太迟了，没回我。睡了吧~再发多一封"slept? damn down"给一个我很珍惜很珍惜的朋友。没回。也睡了吧~ 开始觉得，我的好朋友是我的blog。他不会看小我，不会嫌弃我，不会丢下我，不会不理我，不会给我承诺；所以不会伤害我。刚正的想过，想闭着眼睛，随便乱选一个号码然后把那封很长的信息发出去，可是...万一发到给不熟的朋友呢?哎~



昨天，看回我的箱子*装很有记念性的东西。看到，我Form1盈，敏，勤，芯，蔚送给我的东西。其实大部分都是盈和敏做的，他们俩写了很多东西给我。看回，真得很怀念以前。以前呢，有什么都说，现在呢?哎~看到一句，敏写的。我们的怀抱永远为你打开，有心事要诉苦时可以打给我们。我在想，如果我真的打给你们，我该从哪里开始说起我的心事呢?我们真的很久没谈心事了。没有记错的话，好象有一首台语歌的歌词是，心事何人知。对阿，心事何人知啊?

Bowling + chit chat

today, did quite a lot of things.

- fried rice
- cleaned bao bei's house
- gather with my dear friends :) * the most important thing



when i was busy cleaning my daughter's house, received Joe's call. it's Issac. date me. ask me to accompany him to Selayang mall for bowling. okay.. argue for some times then finally deal with each other. quickly keep everything and bath. after some times, Joe and Issac reached. so fast -.- I'm still enjoying my fried rice lehh.




reached Selayang Mall. met Joe's dear, Wee. hehe. i think this is the 1st time we go out together right? but she said that she came to my house before. hmmm...sorry girl, i really can't remember =( anyway, just be happy with ur dear. both of u damn sweet nehh ~


let's talk about bowling time. I'm the loser :( so sad. guys,i really got a Strike and Spare before. but i just don't know why today so bad :( hng. the Issac, keep on scold me :( so sad to have such a 'good' friend :p. after that, we went to the male toilet for.....PHOTO. hahaha.. initially, we wanna go into female toilet but there were a girl there so, we walk into the male toilet -.- snap snap snap. those pictures at Issac phone. forgot to upload,aiks. got to wait for him to upload. sure take 100 years. after that, we went to Cone Pizza for lunch. not bad larr..



Issac house. after our meal, Issac's mum fetch us back to his house. well, bullied by Issac. his brothers were CUTE. totally different from him :p Issac asked me something about xxx, just made me feel down. people, don't link xxx to T, not him. the Joe and Wee just sweet sweet at there lorr..throw both of us away :(



kay la, people. got to go for locking class already. long time didn't go. hehe. Locking, Im back :) and...Joe and Wee said that, they can't really get what i wrote in my blog.hmmm.. really? people, u all get it? or.. is my english standard too 'high'? lols. luckily, Issac get it. lols. Joe n Wee, upgrade u all's english standard larr. :D

happy.
Ky . yan

what a big mistake -.-

walao ea..



feel like throwing off my phone. :( yesterday night sent wrong messageSSSS. omgggg... text with the wrong person for few messages -.- shit. since my message inbox is quite "special" and i didn't memorize their number -.- arggghhhh ... may god bless me :( really damn stupid !! 既然跟他聊了起来 。还以为是对的人-.- aiks.





omg.. always send wrong message -.- always send wrong message also damn important message !!!




save money, save money !!!!!
save money, save the world, save ky !!!

sad,
Ky. yan

second trip :D

hey blogger :)




lols. here to share my second trip of this August holiday. :D



glad to have second trip. wish to have third,fourth,fifth trip....and so on ~lols. okay, this trip were held on Monday. at Timesquare. guess what we did there? shopping? sing k? photo? lols. BINGO. we did everything i wrote. haha. since Raymond said that Neway having promotion during this school holiday, so.. just go !! haha. 9 of us. total amount was... RM57++. Rm 7/person. free 1 drink + salad buffet for 1 hour. haha. quite worth right? but..here come the sad news guys, the sound system of our room was bad. and.. maybe is caused by haze or what. many of our voice like La Carlotta. -.- remember? the frog sound. aiks. but we enjoy it, i think. lols.





after that, we went for tea at Old Town. it's quite...suck -.- then, we went for shops. lols. but i didn't buy any clothes since I'm saving my money for driving test :) *Frean, remember u dated us to go for undang-undang class ya. my leg was damn tired and damn thirsty after eating the food, so many MSG -.- purposely go to 7/11 to buy a bottle of sky juice,lols. then walk over Sg.Wang for... photo. haha. we sound like...doesn't snap photo before -.- purposely walk over there for photo and walk back to T.square. omgggg.. it's really tired actually. back + leg pain.. aiyoyo.. Since i have chemistry class on 8pm, so we back around 6 something. wow..this time was damn clouded. it's sure jam as it is after-work time..4 of us were like..Sartin fish. especially in the KTM. oh ya, i met HF too :) lols. damn tall -.- feel so pressure standing beside him. haha,anyway, miss u,muacks :)





wish to have a scanner, so that i can upload those photo :(
nvm, my birthday is coming soon..haha :D

and Mr. blogger, I'm much better than that day. I'm fine right now :)

a day with dear G'na.

hey blogger :)




lols. i went to Redbox, The Curve with my dear G'na :) *muacks. obviously is she that pay for me the whole day,haha. two siao siao went over there sing for 2 hours. scream like hell, sing like heaven :) haha. i prefer Neway since their service are better. lols. after that, went to a shop named Kitschen. bought few clothes :D same thing happened. -.- when we pay, the total amount were more than what we had in our wallet. so, as usual, my dear sister asked the guy is bank card allow here? the answer was.. sorry miss, we changed the machine, bank card were not accept -.- up-side-downed our wallet, pour everything out... huuu ~~~ fortunately we can pay. haha. luckily there are not much people in the shop. lols. what to do with us? always shopping will happen the same thing,lols. quite used to it already. the 1st time feel damn embarrass..but soon.. getting more used to it already -.- it's us... Mak family's princess. haha.



it's an enjoyable day. spending a day with my family is the best. need not use money actually. haha. today, it's actually i accompany my dear since she's quite moody and texted me early in the morning, ask me to check the price for K lunch. aiks. since im a good sister, sure i will accompany u :) haha. i feel moody on that day too actually :) so? but our K room isn't that moody please ~ the room was H.O.T.. full of our nice voice..lols



here the photo we snap :)



lols. girls will normally snap photo in toilet right? we do :) and see what idiot face she made -.-























sing ~

la la la la ~~~

my first holiday trip spent with my sister :),
i love u, guys,
Ky. yan

A diary.

hey guys, damn boring. holiday just start :(


hmmm.. should i feel happy as holiday just started so that i need not to face friends? Since when friend make me feel so? now, the only thing i wanna live with is just me and my family. that's all. family is the most important stuff in the world. forever and ever. they will not abandon me. ya, sometimes feel like.. there were a gap? but actually no.. my parents were damn up-to-date, even use PPS for drama -.- my dad have a Facebook account too ~ haha. I'm proud of him for this. hmm..about my sis and bro..mmmm... don't know la.. although the time i spend with my brother were damn little actually, but i think it's quite enough. if we spend much time together, i think i will die of kena dera, XD . my sister? not bad la, as we share room, we often gossip at night and sometime will end up with tears and quarrel -.- and the other morning, we just forget about everything. this is what we call, FAMILY :) right? muacks, love u all.


hmm.. today went for Jivana as usual. learned Poppin. omgggg.. I'm a idiot. should practice more. kay? and there will be a competition on Dec. should i follow my mind or listen to them? should think about it. waiting for Monday :) I'm coming.. lols. actually today dated Issac. the lazy bum said that his mom don't allow him worr.. as he went out for the whole day. hng! go out for squash and cc then okay la? i not important de la ~ sad :'( haha, but that day he said something made me feel damn ss. lols. love u, muacks.


just saw some one's personal message. lols. damn funny. she was scolding others, but i think what she wrote there were definitely what i wanna scold her. lols. well, is good to let u feel the same. how was the feeling? get it? u just made me hate u, woman.

*yawn
Ky. yan

moody.

today, was a very very moody day for me.

anyway,first and foremost, i got to describe about my school life for today. ya, i went to school today as i promised Faye to go. nothing to do at school. our class's attendance was just 10 people. 4Mulia,consider the 1st class of form 4. what is this? haha. and they said that no one will go to school tomorrow. 4 Mulia start holiday on today. lols. today, Hatim brought a portable speaker to school. lols. our class was like having a concert as no teacher in class . Malek came in and ask... what we want to do? if he wanna teach, is it okay? of course our answer will be NO. then he just wrote down his number and go. he said that, if any thing happen just phone him. haha. what a understanding teacher we have :) we read novels, sleep, listen to the song, chit chat and so on... actually it's kinda boring. feel so regret that I've went to school as I've so many works to do at home :( still have many slides to go.. and now already 21st of August. :( that's why i have no time to blog actually :(


okay, willing to story about my moodiness.
actually, not really know what happen to me. just feel so down and moody. things that appears in my mind was... i don't know. people in this world? i feel that, people made me feel scary. am i got to wear a mask to face the others so that i won't feel so down anymore? why? people were fake nowadays. friends. i just wish to format my life just like formatting our computer,if i can. i wish to delete all my friend list. omggg... what happen to me? i don't know how to describe my feeling. in the bus, i think about many things. at the moment, i feel like i wanna blog now, i have many things to say. but now... everything were in my mind, but i just dunno how to type it out. i just want SILENT. i just wanna hide at the corner of my bed, cover with blanket and cry everything out.


what should i do? am not okay at all. who can i talk to? my sis was not in, my friend? who? friends is no longer as good as i think. i used to define friend as ... well. but now, it's no longer that definition !!! friends could be fake !! or should i say.. everyone were fake?! i think i really need some rest. what i can do is just rest and shut my mind down. everything will be okay later. i can do it. cheers ~

moody,
Ky.yan

H1N1

lols, today skipped school. haha.


wake up at 9:30 to do my work (translating).mm.. till now, i finished about 16 slides. many many more to go... wish me luck,people :)




yesterday received Chris's message said that her sister was suspected having H1N1 and need to quarantine and this also causes she got to quarantine and can't go to school :( was damn shock while i read the message, quickly grab my mum's phone and make a call to her. guys, really got to drink more water and make sure of self hygiene. H1N1 are spreading damn rapidly. cases are increasing day by day, or should i say hour by hour? aiks. when will this sad things stop? may god bless us ~



got to continue with my work already, bye ~
muacks, take care ;)

love,
Ky.yan

cooperate's 4Mulia :)

hey guys, feel like long time didn't update my blog.




mmm.. not really recover from my flu. after applying those medicine was damn damn damn dizzy. that's why i can't attend my locking class on Saturday. and also can't enjoy the steamboat party with my family :( so sad. but luckily they left my favourite crabs and other stuff for me. haha.



Monday.
not willing to go to school actually as my parents say that don't go to school and spread my flu to the others. but Mr.Lynn's file was in my beg and also bsim's USB is with me. and also have a presentation section during EST class. so.. got to go :( well, the 1st time i bring old clothes to school to clean our classroom. Sunday night, saw some friends' personal message that talk about H1N1 case in my school. as our school have confirmed case. so sorry to say that :( then, accidentally say Kuan's personal writing got to bring old clothes, pails and other cleaning stuff to school to clean our class. lols.okay, i post it to my personal message too. and also type it in a message and forward it. see, I'm so kind too :)

okay,
as usual, after the assembly, we went back to our classroom. everyone of us in 4Mulia was busy cleaning our classroom with Dettol. lols. everyone was so cooperate to each other. feel so happy to see everyone work together. :) my love towards 4Mulia are getting deeper and deeper.haha.

love,
Ky. yan

Flu 'ing :(

finally I'm free to blog :)
yesterday was busy translating those files. still have 80+ slides to go. wow.. it quite tough to translate actually as it's about beauty stuff. actually not bad too, can improve my English and gain some beauty knowledge. hehe.



guys, really suffering from my flu now :( just came back from the clinic. this morning my voice was totally lost. -.- so sad. after going to morning market with my parents they bring me to the clinic :( feel like 上了贼船 -.- doctor said that it's just a normal flu. and the cause of my sore throat and my lost voice is the greenish stuff 倒流 or something like that. I'm free from H1N1. XD. but seems a bit sad while doctor said it was just a normal flu. -.- he said that H1N1 is actually start by high fever about 38.+ °C for 2 days. so, peoples. are u the lucky one? lols.


hmmm.. wondering is Pn.neo recover from her fever already or not. she have a baby to take care of.. aiks. mother ~ 世上只有妈妈好 ~ :)

bye,
KY . yan

disappointment.

人嘛 ~

为什么总是爱整风头呢?
为什么总是爱拿第一名?
为什么总是那么的自私?
为什么总是爱贪慕虚荣?
为什么总是爱那么高调?

you, really make me so disappointed. girl. aiks. why? because u wanna attract others' attention? or...? please, don't act so. I'm speechless towards your attitude and what u said. i can only say, ya ~ well.. 说多错多。最好别出声。XD




human being. what a strange monster. aiks. recently i noticed that, the scariest stuff in the world not insects, ghost or what, it's human. the real face of human. won't you feel guilty? or confuse about yourself...? wearing a mask to face everyone. i wore it before, but i tear it off as i feel that it's really suffer. can't really breath -.- i just hope that u don't tell lie on me anymore. no, i should say that... don't tell lie that i already know the truth. today, u said that.. i was like... huh? why what i know not so?? the truth.. u know, i know lorr.. right? aiks. people, she made me really disappointed. you know? so sad.

confusing and sad,
KY . yan

happy day (:

hey guys.

here i m again (: i love my blog nowadays. Muuuuacks. *lynn,see,mine was complete.lols

today,early in the morning. damn suck. damn tired. and i really lost my voice. u know, it's so sexy. and it's so suffer to talk. so.. the whole morning i refuse to talk even thou my mouth was damn itchy.lols. but i can only keep quite for some time. when the pelantikan pengawas program starts, our gang starts to chat again. my darling a,huiyo.. he just suddenly give me slap on my hand as there's a mosquito -.- i don't know it's a mosquito or what.. it seems big. i was SHOCK. -.- suddenly slapped by someone pula.*finally i understand how my darling feels.haha.




wow ~~ wei ling.today only we know that wei ling was the Naib Bendahari of pengawas. we're proud of u !! lols. while his name called. everyone of 4Mulia claps and shout.yuhuuu ~~ must be very happy huh?lols. keep it up ;) and the most funny thing happened was.. Phua's daughter. when the "mc" called her name, everyone at our side shout and claps. haha. and Pn.neo show us a face like... u know?lols. since when i enjoy taman ehsan life? ya, i love SMK Taman Ehsan. haha. i wrote this on my eraser before and scolded by my dear Faye -.- must learn from me lehh.. cinta akan sekolah (:




today,was other groups' turn to present. hmm..the 1st group for today was my darling's group.lols. taught my darling to dance and sing to make us high ~ lols. what they're presenting was a drama about a singing competition named " 4 Mulia got talent ". the contestants was Jeff and Richard. lols. haha.. my darling sang the song named Don't Cha. huiyo..sexy man~ will post the video when i got it. lols. then the second contestant was Jeff. he sang Thunder. everyone bu on him as he is the one that lose the competition. haha... and u know what? while my darling was plugging off his button, Mr.Malek said that it's a soft porn. haha. oh ya, forgot to introduce their group member,Richard,Jeff,Kent,Pro.Kuan and uncle Hing. haha.



just now went out from school with mun and lynn. was 38'ing all the way we walk.omg. long time didn't did such "cute" stuff. okay, the climax was... as those guys that walk infront of us really slow.. so we walk the short cut.. a pregnant teacher was walking infront of me.. so i tell mun, mun a.. hold my hand la,im pregnant a... u know?i said this quite loud..and after i finish saying..he's staring at me -.- so malu... and the lynn n mun just keep on laugh :( anyway, this is me la. :p and a good news here. he couple with a girl from another school. just knew this news. i not sure whether it's a truth news or fake but some one tell me so... anyway, good luck to both of u. (:

happy day,
KY .yan

presentation. XD / :(

hey, this is for today. (12/8)

today, was our (4 Mulia) oral day. don't know. we just feel so excited today. maybe is because of our group's topic? it's about Lesbian.hehe. interesting right? Aqmal recorded it for us.thanks ya ;) my group members was Odie,Eileen,Faye,Y.mun and me (: of cz Y.mun and i were the lesbian. hehe. three of them were gossiper. u know? those "o ba shang"?hahaha. XD. our presentation goes smoothly. and Mr.Malek said that this was the BEST presentation presented to him. we got 5 marks over 6. lols. *claps. but guys, Richard and Kent said that Y.mun and my voice was so soft. it's not my fault, I'm born to be so gentle. haha. anyway, fortunately teacher say it's loud enough. lols. anyway, guys. thanks for supporting us by sitting in front and also pay attention la (: *muacks. what i what to say is.. i really work hard on this presentation cause I'm interested in the topic. teacher pulled out one of the point in our conservation and asked. " y is being a lesbian or gay against the law of nature?" well..no ones answer him exceptVela.lols.

During the process of preparing our conversation, there's a bit disagreement. ya, i know it will surely occur as there 're 5 peoples in a group. won't be every one's opinion same right? anyway,i can only say that, after this preparation. i learned a lot and unveil many peoples' true face that hided under the mask? or.. well. as long as i know,it's enough. (:

today,got back of class photograph. huiyo. i love this year's photo.1st time feel so satisfy with it. especially the free style. 4 mulia. Ga Yao. be pro forever (: lols. *since when i become so lame -.-

sadness and disappointment.
girl, u really disappointed me. i feel so shock when u tell teacher so. that moment i was..stunt.the one that said so was u..but why?I'm speechless. really speechless.but what can i do? i can only quickly ask teacher another question. i thought u changed? but u're still the same as that time.now, there's a gap in our friendship. but u don't know. i know it just a small matter. but.. i think i need some time. 江山易改，本性难移。i should believe on what old people said. aiks. i just wanna know why will u say that? to protect yourself? but i think it's not necessary. what for? non of us ask so. argghhh.. u're driving me crazing,girl !!! the most scariest thing was.. still u can act nothing. and the innocent face. how come? aiks.

friend. this word sound so familiar but strange to me. good friend? best friend? who can i believe? i can only believe myself.i just miss my primary school time. 7 stupid brainless kids, chit-chatting over there happily. no faking, no acting, no cheating. it's just a very pure friendship. that's why i always keep this friendship. i love u,guys. *muacks. well.. good luck guys.

cheer up,
KY .yan

11/8 -tiring tuesdayyyyy

hey guys, didn't upload my blog. was damn tired these few days. aiks. suffering from sore throat. sucks. i just hope that my voice won't goes "sexy".. more water needed. what kind of weather is this? i need a magic wand to change it to be a winding day. hmmm...

yesterday sleep at 7 something. damn tired. went to a friend's house. wasai.. his house .. they said that there's 6 puppies. ya. they're cute. but it's too many.please. it's so scary,u know? the situation was like... getting into a farm -.- one of it is really cute when i look at it patiently. anyway, i think yesterday few of us scared u'all huh? sorry, puppies (: back around 5pm. damn tired. as my mum cooked curry chicken yesterday and i didn't taken my lunch.. so i ate 2 plates of rice. lols. and after eating.. i just lie on the sofa and nod off while I'm watching the drama. -.- sleep sleep sleep.until today's morning. wow..wonderful time. and this is also caused i can't blog. lols.

guys who called me yesterday, sorry ya. especially Issac. lols. i missed his call twice. lols. that day of my sis's convo and yesterday. sorry ya. *muacks. and it sound serious. what happen to u? waiting for u to packed ur luggage and listen to ur story and be ur counsellor neh ~ hehe.

muacks,
Ky . yan

apologize and convocation

Att :friends that called me yesterday.



sorry ya,guys. yesterday was my sister's convocation. i went out for the whole day without my phone. as my phone was out of credit and I'm thinking that no one will contact me so i just leave it at home. sorry ya,guys. damn weird. when my phone is with me,it doesn't ring. aiks. yesterday when i switch on my phone. shock. maxis keep on sending message to me. sweat. and also i missed a few important message and calls. sorry ya. i missed a call from my dear issac n hanjoe. but if i received i also can't make it because i think im having dinner with my family at Sg.Buloh . sorry guys. miss u all a lot.




Convocation.
while those graduands walking into the hall.my tears feel like coming out.i just don't know why.feel curious about it too. i just hope that i can walk into the hall like them too. i know i must do very very hard to achieve this. yesterday, while they're introducing those courses that UTAR have, dad n mum asked me which course will i take. my mind was blank. i don't know. I'm interested in psychology but..i don't really clear and know more about it.or...be a chemist as i love chemistry a lot. or...physicist?lols.hate physic. it's time to think about it seriously.not much time left for me to fool around. I'm a big girl now (: haha. my sweet 16 is approaching. besides, yesterday, a speech given by Pro.Chua. said that we got to thank each n everyone beside us especially our parents. they gave us many supports in many ways, directly and indirectly. without our parents' love, we can't achieve such a good result. and many about families and parents stuff he said.it's so touching.but before he say these,he gave a very long long long speech about ...about..i don't know what.dad n i nod off. lols. i know it's damn no manners. in the hall, while it's Gina turn.. i was thinking whats feeling my dad n mum have? i think they must be very proud of her.and a prove of their sacrifices. love u,daddy mummy. *muacks.

By,
KY.yan

congratulation,Gina (:

tired,tired and tired. went out for whole day. my dear sister's Gina convocation (: congratulation. *muacks. will upload those photo next time as im damn tired now. will talk about convocation's stuff in detail next time. good night,guys.

tired Friday.

damn tired. lols. today learn some new jazz's stuff. i think i prefer new jazz then locking. but it's just some pose of new jazz too sexy that make me feel like dare not to do. lols. as I'm ... well.

damn geram lo,today. went to Kasturi for my Chemistry class. go over there,eh?why the board wrote form 1?go to the notice board and check. Chemistry class canceled?? ask the auntie. bull shit. teacher on mc. wth. this is damn...aiks.why don't they inform few? at least they will spread it out what.quickly ask y.mun call lynn. fortunately dad haven't go back and the traffic is smooth. if not, i think Kasturi sure give my dad a very bad image.

arhh,my forehead pop another pimple out again. suck. just now view those photo album in my sis's lappy.wow, i look so young last year. it's really a very big different between last year's Ky and this year's Ky. i miss that, look so young. because of the hair style?or...i already old?omg.no !!!I'm still 15.lols.waiting for my 16.sweet 16 man (: hope that my 16th birthday won't "celebrate" like my 15th birthday. damn sad.): i think my 15th birthday is the worst birthday i ever have.i hope that is the 1st time and also last time (:

kay la,guys.really got to go to bad right now.my eye can't open already.night (: muacks.

anti-pimples.
Ky. yan

H1N1 vs L.O.V.E

During Kumar's class. as usual,each n everytime he came in the 1st thing he do is to "report" to us what had happened recently. it's quite good actually. can get news without reading through newspaper.ya,today he said about H1N1. so sad to hear that HK having H3N3. it spread faster than H1N1. upgraded? lols. got to listen to the news later to confirm.

suck,i think i am having fever right now.and also a bit of sore throat. H...1..N1? choi!really,few of the peoples around me having cough n flu.the scarier was the girl(from my school) sitting behind me during Kumar's class.while Kumar telling us H1N1 stuff. she keep on coughing,non-stop. Jeff and i was..omg!lols. anyway,H1N1 is getting more serious nowadays. so guys,don't always think that a little cough or flu never mind. please go and check with doctor. don't harm the others. like what Kumar used to say, don't play a fool with it. lols. *feel like promoting Kumar.


congratulation!
today's physic class i paid 3/4 attention.lols.today's lesson was..GAS LAW.we learned Charles' Law,Boyle's Law and Pressure Law. lols.feel so successful that i can name the laws.-.- it's a good start for August.I'm hunting part-time job la guys.but the only thing bothering me was the time.my locking class.i just not willing to cancel my locking class. *moody.

L.O.V.E
I feel happy with my love life now. simple. ya,there's someone that i admire. it's just a little admire. simple n nice. we're just friend,a very normal friend. so i can demand nothing from him. I will feel damn happy when i saw him even just a sight. it's enough. but even i didn't see him,i will just complain to my dear Faye.that's all.of course sometime will have some over-imagination that make JFC feel beh tahan. simple+ nice. need not to worry will him go and know other girl or what.will not get hurt also. (: wanna join my club? *smile

following the flow ~

hey guys.
first n foremost,
got to story about my ear.
aiks.
yesterday, my dear Faye gave me a "diamond" earing.
it's purple in color = amethyst ear ring?lols.
at night,finally decide to change.
don't know where i find my courage from to change the ear ring.
cause the third lubang is damn difficult to put inside.
i think is because the aunty tembak sengetly. =(
wasai..
keep on put into it also cannot.
i think i suffer from this problem about 1hour.
finally..i cool myself down.
go n take a bath 1st ~
then can jor ==
scared me.

very good job.
i did a very good job ~
hehe.
wondering should i view her blog?
but no.
i didn't do so.
i said, i just wanna follow the flow.
as i said in the previous article.
i rather i don't know evrything.
i rather Mr.Lynn didn't send me her link before.
Lynn a,Lynn ~~~
okay,i said my life is coming back.
yoyoyo ~~~
oh ya, i didn't tell T about what i read from her blog.
why?
i tell him everything happened to me.
i trust him very much.
he can consider my best friend. [of course not as best as issac them.]
the cause i don't want tell him is because..
* he did something when i tell him about Hao's incident.
* i hope that her n my stuff doesn't involve anyone.i know if i tell him what i read in her blog sure he will say many bad things.so, i choosed not to tell him.
should i tell dad n mum about what i read from the blog.
sure they will "produce" many chance for us to talk. aiks. and sure i will be lectured by them again.okay, yan. don't listen to the other. just follow the flow.everything will be fine.need not to care what others think. support u !!
from now on,
no viewing her blog,
no telling others about her stuff,
no thinking much.
just follow the flow ~~
sometime,i was thinking,
will she see what i wrote?
lols.won't lahh,she doesn't have ur blog link okay?
so..write whatever u like here.Ky. =)
actually,the only thing i wish to know is..
who is the one that tell lie?
she or her boy?
this is the truth that i always wanna unveil it.
if our relationship become rotten till like this,all is because of her boy telling lie.
i think i will kill him. and i will feel damn regret on what i did n what i said.

JKFC.
huiyo...this name sound so familiar huh?lols.
long time didn't call this name lehh..
hhmm... actually nothing to write about us lehh..
is just..really long time didn't go out together.
the last time was..when huh?
the day we go for bowling right?
lols.
*muacks.

4 mulia.
huiyo..this class.
apa macam?beh tahan.
always catch catch catch.
the funniest was..pro.Hing.
yesterday,
he was aimed to be catch.
he just lie down calmly as he knows that he can do nothing to defense.
right?
lols. Ga Yao.
Wei Ling too..
haha..so cute ~ but sien lahh..always kacau him also damn serious de.. ==
joke with him but he answer me with a damn damn serious answer. Faye n i was...okay okay ~

ya,recently busy doing a drama for my English oral test.
it's about Lesbian.
lols. interesting right?
got to ask pro.Hing them to record it when we do the oral test.
lols.will upload if recorded.haha.
the 1st reaction of Mr.Malek when he knows that our topic was Lesbian is...huh?no kissing,okay?haha.the "funny" face he showed.

goodluck, guys.

Ky.yan

on my way back.

some thing happened made me feel regret that i wrote the article before this.
well..

u still the same.
heart break.

my life coming back.
KY.yan

confuse 2

guys,
it's bothering me.
whenever i see her face.
things floating out on my mind.
i just wanna stop everything. and back to my original life.

okay,
if u really wanna apologize,
why don't u do so?
i know, sometime it's damn difficult to say out..S.O.R.R.Y to friend right?
i felt the same before.
but..at least don't act like a witch or whatever i dislike lorr..okay?
shit !
y m i talking these type of craps???? KY a !!!! aiks.

next,
i really feel curious about what make u feel sorry to me?
isn't the same thing that make me hate u?
or...others stuffs that i don't know?
if it's really about the stuff that make me hate u,
why?
why that day that when u act rude to my mum and both of us argue..
u will said so..
said that i create a story out?
it's true.
what my dad n i said to ur dad is the truth of the truth.
but why?why u said that i very pro in creating stories?

may god bless me.
i just wanna stop thinking..
the article she wrote.
the incident.
the happiness time v spent 2gether.
the 100th month anniversary.
the name.
everything !!!!

STOP EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!
i want my life back !
i rather i didn't read through the article.
i rather my hate toward her getting lesser and lesser and make she disappear in my life.

u know?
she.
she really know me very well.
still remember.
actually what really happening i not really remember.
the point is..
she say everything that in my mind.
u know?
every single word she said is definitely same as what i wanna say.
that time i was...SHOCK.
and she was just perasan'ing and say..geng lehh?
well ~

i think 10 memories is enough for me to refresh.
i just don't know how to face the others if our friendship suddenly "transform" to become as good as last time.
peoples used to say we're sisters and can't differentiate us. [the uncle that stay infront of my house]
hey people,
both of us so big different okay?
one eye big one small. ==

well..
just follow the flow.
we can do nothing.
bak kata pepatah,
多一个朋友，多一条路；多一个敌人，多一道墙。[must praise me menggunakan peribahasa yg sesius.lols]

may god bless us,
i just hope that u will feel regret on what u did,
and please,
stop doing those stupid things that will definitely regret.
that's all i wanna tell u.

Ky.yan

confuse !

sucks,
what happened to u????
no no no no no !!!
she's evil !!!
don't believe any single word she wrote !!
it's just lies.
u know her well right?
no !!
don't drop ur stupid tears Ky !!
oh my gosh !!!

ya,i admit what she wrote is really...made me feel that..it's time to end my hate towards her.
but another inner voice telling me that,
no..she's just a liar.
she is a damn good actor.
sometimes,i fresh back..or whenever friends ask me y didn't friend with her ady..
i recalled back the incident.
it's actually a damn little thing.
don't u think so?
but why?
i just take it so seriously at the moment?
maybe is because im a Aries too?
or.. T always say her bad things to me?
as u all know that, im a easy-influenced by others girl.
well well well ~
just follow the flow..
this is the article i wrote when the incident happened.
click.
i think the biggest cause that make my hate towards her is..
she act so rude to my mum.
before she acted like that,
my hate toward her already..decrease.
but after the incident..
well..
guys, if someone say damn rude thing to ur mum..
will u get angry?
will u wanna protect ur mum?
ya..i did.
im tire with the hate already.
and u know what?
before i see her article,i mean yesterday.
i got talk to her.
of course not like those times larr..
is just..nah,this for my dad.
bring a spoon over.
thats all.
ya, i know..
my parents always keep on "wash my brain"..
ask me not to remember those unhappy things as that just a small matter.
but...i don't know.
i just remember the witch face she shown to my mum n my sis.
u know?
sometime, i saw her sitting alone at the sofa..
i feel like going over there n chat with her.
but no !
i can't do so..
because....??i don't know.

ya..we spent almost 10 years together.
my childhood...
my happiness..is always involved her.
but things changed...

CHANGED !!
no re-change !!!

yan,
please..don't think so much.
it's maybe a trap.
okay?
your life can be colourful without her too..
please.
no !!