moody.

today, was a very very moody day for me.

anyway,first and foremost, i got to describe about my school life for today. ya, i went to school today as i promised Faye to go. nothing to do at school. our class's attendance was just 10 people. 4Mulia,consider the 1st class of form 4. what is this? haha. and they said that no one will go to school tomorrow. 4 Mulia start holiday on today. lols. today, Hatim brought a portable speaker to school. lols. our class was like having a concert as no teacher in class . Malek came in and ask... what we want to do? if he wanna teach, is it okay? of course our answer will be NO. then he just wrote down his number and go. he said that, if any thing happen just phone him. haha. what a understanding teacher we have :) we read novels, sleep, listen to the song, chit chat and so on... actually it's kinda boring. feel so regret that I've went to school as I've so many works to do at home :( still have many slides to go.. and now already 21st of August. :( that's why i have no time to blog actually :(


okay, willing to story about my moodiness.
actually, not really know what happen to me. just feel so down and moody. things that appears in my mind was... i don't know. people in this world? i feel that, people made me feel scary. am i got to wear a mask to face the others so that i won't feel so down anymore? why? people were fake nowadays. friends. i just wish to format my life just like formatting our computer,if i can. i wish to delete all my friend list. omggg... what happen to me? i don't know how to describe my feeling. in the bus, i think about many things. at the moment, i feel like i wanna blog now, i have many things to say. but now... everything were in my mind, but i just dunno how to type it out. i just want SILENT. i just wanna hide at the corner of my bed, cover with blanket and cry everything out.


what should i do? am not okay at all. who can i talk to? my sis was not in, my friend? who? friends is no longer as good as i think. i used to define friend as ... well. but now, it's no longer that definition !!! friends could be fake !! or should i say.. everyone were fake?! i think i really need some rest. what i can do is just rest and shut my mind down. everything will be okay later. i can do it. cheers ~

moody,
Ky.yan