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人生就是要有酸甜苦辣才是人生。 這是我的空間,唯我獨有。 我不會說好話讓人開懷,這裡我只做我自己,說我要說的,只說我專用的ky語言,聽不慣不愛聽隨你便,請勿對號入座。因為這是我的世界,我的生活!

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

信物

其實我有小生氣    因為那是我們的東西   不見了   怎麼都不著急
曾經因為忘了他   即使工作遲到扣錢   還是會回去拿   為什麼現在卻這樣
很想說   可是卻不知是否應該    不見了  不要緊   至少讓我知道你有在找  好嗎



是不是就那麼的  微不足道?  

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

ass hole


Fuck off please! Im definitely very very angry with this!
Yea, indeed, somehow we can get the same funny point and fool around. but so sorry to say that, no more means no more! Its enough! I can't take your damn fucking attitude anymore.

May I know when I like to talk about my friends bad words? whose? I don't even wanted to tell anyone about today's incident before you post this fuck off status! How you think some one will act, it is actually reflecting yourself! can you see how you yourself is? Just that like to do small bad things behind people! It's not the first time you simply mad on me. Yea, my EQ is almost zero also! but after I have calm down, i talk to you. Everytime is i that start to talk to you first even though you're the one who get mad first. so what? I just don't want to make awkward situation because we still have a long study journey to go. and don't want to make people around us suffer and nan zuo! but sorry, not this time! I dont think that I have 0.0001% fault! Initially Im thinking that if you apologize to me, i will just let thing be. but sorry, after seeing this status, no more!

You're the first one which i really hope to put a freaking big fullstop in our friendship. but for you? you have argued with so many people. end so many friendship. Who's problem is this?

My anger really make me wanna give u a big slap and just stop being in a gang with me! But rationality tells me not to text and argue with you. Because awkward situation will happens. who is the one suffering most? is the one in the middle of us. Im thinking for him.

Trying my best to control my emotion. EQ please.

Friday, June 28, 2013

I gonna live my own life!


Eye-lined my tiny eyes by Frean :D  LOL!
I should have colour my 20 years old life. Don't get regret of not doing silly and crazy thing in these ages.
Life is not just about results and goals. Sometimes, what really matter is the journey. :)

Sunday, June 23, 2013

好起來

我是女生  每個女生從小就會幻想自己穿著高跟鞋   迫不及待的擁有自己的第一雙高跟鞋   我擁有了  可是 卻不能像我從下就想的那樣   自信優雅女強人似的穿著高跟鞋走   :(


其實有時會自卑  有時會傷心  有時會害怕  
不想讓太多人知道   因為不想被視為  不正常的人
會好起來的   對吧?

謝謝爸爸媽媽  和他  真的

對我來說  從喜歡到愛 很難  但  從不喜歡到討厭  很容易  


我不喜歡你 +  不喜歡被背叛  所以  結合起來  就是討厭你
就醬

或許事情沒那麼嚴重  但對不起  你既然答應了我說不會說  你說了  那就是不守承諾


Thursday, June 13, 2013

懂我 不

我喜欢我们的关系  我们的默契  我们的点   可是我不喜欢被无赖
请你懂我  再说我

美好的一天

本小姐換了個髮型    沒能接受    哈哈
可是不錯    有驚喜  哈哈 :D

人美 怎樣都美  不美怎樣都不美


左手在抖   頭痛   是不是因為剛才被電 sot 到? -.-
話說   我這個電路白痴   剛才很帥的在做實驗時   一時kek來   自己來接電路   誰知   一開電流   就將   pakkk! 好美的光在我左手握住的電線微微  閃爍  哈哈
就將   我的拇指開始麻痺  到現在  手抖   因該不會就將   被電傻了吧?!  

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Likes

Sometime, a Like in Facebook from you is better than a thousand Likes from others. But... You NEVER do it volunteer.

Seeing a Like of yours on her picture, indeed make me feel like, that is what you want. I'm not your type. LOL.

Smile :)

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

A trip to Siem Reap, Cambodia :)

This sem break is the shortest in my degree Year1 and also the last and most memorable one!

The very first one to be recorded should be : "My FIRST FLIGHT - AK1482"
LOLLLL!!
Our First day at Siem Reap


Bayon!

Ta Phom

17/5/2013 0650 I'm in Air Asia AK1482 with my lovely family( Dad, Mom, and Sis). The destination of our trip was Siem Reap, Cambodia where one of the 7 wonders of the world located - Angkor Wat !
By looking at the pictures in Google would definitely trigger nothing in my curious nerve cells. BUT, trust me! When you're there. The craved stones were right infront of you, you would definitely fall in love with the amazing arts! How could the they do that? Without the aid of machines, building such a tough and high building. Every single bricks is filled with creative and wonderful arts. That's why it is 7 wonders, thats why it is a World Heritage! Basically, I love Bayon and Angkor Wat! It's just awesome.

Besides, craving, we did visited to D'artisan, a place where the orphanage learn and work. Some of them were deaf and mute. They might not be talented but they are awesome with arts. They draw silks, they crave! Let's stare on the pics!

No doubts, this is a silk. Free hand by a deaf and mute lady. it cost USD 999

Free hands drawing and mixing colours on the tiles.

Craving Aspara, a god of them on soap stone.


Food? Hmmm, neither bad nor damn delicious thou. Acceptable. But there have no Chillis or Spice >< It's kinda tough for me. HAHA. Btw, Khmer's food is not bad. I have tried crocodile meats and snails at least. But for the crickets, I still have no courage on it >< 

Feel sorry to say that, I feel ashamed to be a Malaysian. Why are the feedback from other country person were always negative? I like Cambodia. Although their country is really not that rich as us, many of them are uneducated, even kids nowadays, they don't have the opportunity to school, they bare their foot and begging tourist to buy their keychains, their guidebooks, etc. No one deserves this. Although they're poor, but they are well mannered. They deserve better one! I salute them. 再穷,也不能穷教育. 

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

气质 美

气质的东西  不是说要模仿就能模仿的
倘若刻意的去仿拟一个人   更会失去了你原有的气质

Monday, April 8, 2013

Anniversary

Anniversary Celebration 3/4/2013



Thanks for coming back and have a wonderful celebration with me. I know you had done a lot of preparation before this. :) Thanks. A bouquet of flowers. I have wanting for it so loooong :D A pair of couple shirt, FINALLY! :D Tony Romas' steak is absolutely fantastics! Thanks darling <3 p="">
Have been through together for a year. Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, argument, confuse, disappointed, happiness, problem solving. We had went through so much together. And thanks god for giving me such a man in this year. 

Saturday, April 6, 2013

有多少情侶在一起不是因為習慣了?



Monday, March 25, 2013

life

The frequency of seeing criminal posts in facebook is like 1/10. well, what a great and safe society we are in. Again, Saw one of my friend posted a status saying that her friend got his phone snatched when he was on the way to school through TBR, where a place I always have to travel and park my car. Well well, UTAR management, can u please be more considering? Car battery got stolen, snatch thieves, no parking. Everyday going to school as if doing something bad and scare get caught by the security. Bro! I just want a small place to park my car in my Uni! I've paid for it. And what a good system of park sticker balloting my lovely Uni had. Gosh! Honestly, I'm really terrified with this status of danger in the society of M'sia. Another case of steel car happened in Ampang, what made things worse is, the daughter of the car owner aged 6YO is in the car! damn stupid. and know what? The one who did so much of good thing to us is our lovely Malays. fed up! 

Assignments, yesterday was a great day for me. Cause I ve finally done my assignments and everything, as I have promised myself. but, just an email received today. XXX Assignment two please include discussion, bla bla bla. Aiks. Honestly, I really got stressed up. arghhhhh! 

Bull shit. Time pass, people change. Time is just a filter, which filter out our so-called best friends, or some even bff. LOL. and what left? 

Thursday, March 21, 2013

catalyst to be sot

Ya, Im here to complain AGAIN.

No doubt, I'm really stressed up. 8 assignments, 1 report, 1 presentation. WTH?!
Ya, I know. Being an Utarian aren't an easy job :) I'm proud to be an Utarian. But life isn't that simple ok? Life get tougher n tougher. This is life. So applied to UTAR life. Damn it!

Maybe Im kiasu or whatever it is? I'm really stressed up and I have screwed up my maths test 1. Although I got 34.5/50 which is consider good for some of my friend but sorry, I know this is a very bad result! I could get a higher mark if I focus more on it! Arghhhh! Why NY, HP, FH can get such high mark but not me? Why we are from the same education system(Foundation) but Im the one who is degrading instead of improving? MKY, you better work hard.

I was a top student before this. I was! I don't want to be a past tense. How desperate am i to see my ID number, Name, photo on the portal. That's my goal. and I gonna achieve it no matter how. But somehow, I need supports. I need entertainment to relax and fight for a longer journey. 1103761 ! See you on Portal ! :D

Darlingssssss, Let's work hard and smart for final. After that, we could enjoy like no one cares!
Angkor Wat !!! I'm coming soonnnnnnnnnnnn :D


Wednesday, March 6, 2013

terrible place!

警察   是什麼?  為什麼我們需要警察?
從小,課業上我們認識的警察叔叔是一個盡責勇敢,維持社會安寧的一個偉大的職業。有多少天真的小孩都把警察當成了長大後的自願?

可是非常抱歉,對我而言,甚至對這已踏出社會的人士而言警犬似乎比較可靠! 不是要把politic搬來說,而是這真的很荒唐。為什麼我們的國家會如此的腐敗? 會令全民認為即使是發生罪案,被壞人欺凌也沒有報警的必要?! 我真的很不明白.... 想問,到底什麼時候才會需要到警察?

對,我的卻非常的激動,為這社會的治安程度哭了2天,並非我是個什麼愛國的人  而是這些罪案都發生在我身邊。一直都被朋友笑說我太誇張,太小膽因為每次一踏出家門就會很警惕匪徒,即使是知道罪案無所不在,可是到了昨天我才正真的體會到那恐怖和無助的感覺!
雖然我不是當事人,可是我是最有效的目擊證人,這片段永遠都不會被遺忘!

朋友! 就在 Bukit Maluri 的天橋。其實哪裡都要小心
6/3/2013, 6:30pm  因為是放工+放學時段,所以賽車咯~ 很好...塞到一半,突然間很大聲的"BOOB!" 從我的右邊傳來,一看一輛莫多聽要我車的隔壁,我隔壁的車的passenger seat's window scattered,再來一拳,"piangggg~"玻璃聲還在piangggg着他一把手伸入車內那包包,就跑了...相信我,整件事情只需徐徐的30+秒...無可否認,我被嚇呆了,雙腳和手簡直是失控。 I don't know how to respond beside shivering. 所以, darlings, whoever saw this, pleas beware and alert, don't put any bag or phone on ur passenger seat or behind.

事情沒來個了斷。今天一回到家,媽就告訴我,哥在JB 被打劫。WTF?
一早4個死馬來仔 #爆車鏡的也是我們親愛的同胞!# 就敲hotel門吵醒哥,突然闖進門要打劫。還打我哥! 奶媽!我都沒打過他,你憑什麼奶打他?!!! 而且他們coming in with a large cutter which used to cut the door lock..如果哥還手一定死定,他們還惹我哥,掃他一把! 個沒辦法,1對4, 唯有服從...幸虧他們只拿了一些錢很iphone,手錶... 也幸好我們的政府那麼會"保護"0我們的"主要"同胞啦...讓他們連白金之前都不知,所以沒拿到那放在桌上的結婚戒子..也沒那車鎖匙。 Thanks god! 雖然說人沒事就好,可是我就是不甘他們欺負我哥! 我不甘這社會變成這種是非顛倒的地步! 從什麼時候,我們要怕這些壞人了?! 倘若報警又有何用? 那只是一件費時費力的procedure.


多麼希望我爸是黑道老大! 那就可以找出他們,我要把他們的手根一條條的剪斷! 再放老鼠咬死他們! 對,這就是天蠍的本能,一倍還十倍! 我誠心的祈禱,希望社會平安,治安能進步。請不要在包庇他們了,好嗎? :(

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

男人女人

不開心時  該如何
發覺自己真的沒有一個知心的   長大了   朋友的確有在增加   但知心的也不見了
他們說   要找一個當你傷心會陪在你身邊的人 而不是一個只會和你分享喜樂而不是分擔悲哀的   那...我似乎還沒找到  還是對他來說我只有開心和憤怒卻不懂得悲傷 和不需要他的慰問他的關懷? HAHA! 搞笑

如果這結束  我想也很難再有了吧
還有什麼值得我相信你們的地方   各樣格式的都嘗試了  或許問題在我這裡 :)
突然想到   其實沒有男人我也可以很開心   我的生活也可以很美滿不是嗎? 這世界根本沒有誰不能沒有誰   即使是懷孕一事  對我而言  女人在人生中沒有懷孕是一件非常可惜和遺憾的事   因為這是上天給我們的bonus   男人永遠不會明白和不會體會到的幸福    即使沒有人肯娶我    我也一樣可以活得很好   因為這世界上有叫 sperm bank 的東西   又叫人工受孕的東西   或許我想得很長遠   但我會想到這些都因為我知道   男人很難再得到我的信任  和那種託付終身的依賴   或許是我還沒遇見吧?   也不知道為什麼自己會有人工受孕的念頭   瘋了 ><




Wednesday, February 20, 2013

suspens

一段沒了信任和坦誠的感情該怎樣繼續
是我們的感情太經不起考驗了   還是距離本來就是個問題
我不能接受不坦誠的男朋友   對不起
信任是一件一件小事建立的   能把這份信任摧毀的即可是一件你所謂小事!

之前的我的卻不懂得珍惜   確實到了那天當這段感情快來到了結尾是   我才發現我徹底的輸了 因為我對這段感情非常的認真   常把分開掛在嘴邊   常鬧著說拍拖並不是件可喜可賀的事 的我   根本無法接受和你【分開】的事實    我該怎麼辦   對你沒了信任你卻對我沒了坦誠   有誰能幫幫我? 我要的不是一條狗 而是一個真正關心我的肯借我耳朵的  朋友。

我確實很努力的在挽回這一段刻骨銘心的感情   那份愛那份關心那個感覺

其實   是不是我不懂得戀愛   怎麼每一段都那麼坎坷   還是  真愛難尋? 笑話

A-lin : 幸福了  然後呢 。偶然的在上學的路途聽見電台播,果然一句一句的唱出了我的心聲。

你到你想怎樣?告訴我好嗎?

Thursday, February 7, 2013

蛇年快樂 :D

新年快樂!!! 蛇年行大運,事事順利,平平安安,開開心心 :D

希望爸媽身體健康
家人 和和氣氣  出入平安  心想事成  可可愛愛 :D  opps, 還有   EE VARR girl girl, 快高長大! :D

希望他事事順利  出入平安   學業猛進   疼我多點 :D

希望我各位心愛的朋友們   順順利利! 心想事成! :D


不是老土  不是客套  不是小說   而是打從心裡的希望   世界和平  罪案減低   把匪徒統統連根拔起  讓我折磨折磨 heheh!

今年新年有點點不一樣
沒有我們的“歷史” - 角子  但是  有我們家可愛的 麥頤樺 千金小小姐

而今年  我也達到了我一直以來都很想達到的目標!  倒數 3個月! :D
爸媽  希望你們能好好的享受這次的旅程 :D


I know I'm almost there!

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Challenge1

Day 1


tears, heartbreaking.
I know I'm not a good one for u. You always complain I didn't care you, didn't think for u and whatever so. Am I really that bad? If really so, will we till today? Am I too innocent and have too much confident on our relationship? Thinking we can withstand all these obstacle. Thinking naively that everything could be overcome. How wish I want u to know the core of my heart n mind. For you, Im a tough one. Im a independent one. But Im still a girl. I will feel tired of being tough for the all time. I hope I can depends on u whenever I'm with you but not still leading for every single decision making.

Am I demanding to much or there are something went wrong?

junction of life n love

22/1/2013

最不想到來的一天,來了
還以為自己不會像那天一樣把眼睛都哭腫了   可是原來並不是想像中的堅強
失禮的在朋友面前流淚
我不想   因為這顯得好脆弱   和  不捨

你給了我承諾   是喜是悲?
倘若你做不到   這會不會是蹈火的因素?

我們有著相同的目標    First class honour.
我相信我們做得到   因為這就是我們分隔兩地的理由
也是唯一能證明  我們的不捨我們的冒險是值得的

加油


Wednesday, January 16, 2013

COMPLICATED

confusing mind. complicated thinking and feeling. What the hell is these?

It glad to have all my PJ campus fellow here with me in KL campus of course there are exceptional for serene and kok weng. But, the very thundering news came this afternoon. He couldn't transfer his course successfully. and, he might going to Kampar campus. Yea, maybe I should be glad because I feel that suit him more. but, I know this will cause many problem in our relationship. ...  FUTURE VS FEELING. LOL, indeed future. no doubt. :)  Dear, jiayou! We will go through all these together right? ;) shit! hate this kind of feeling. May god bless him. May god lead him to a bright and correct path. Thanks.


Yea, I'm quite satisfy with my sem2 result but even i got 4.0 for this sem, I still couldn't squeeze into Dean's list. F**k! RM66,000.00 Waiver! I gonna hold u tight.

To all sem1 friends, please score well in sem1. if not, you would definitely very very gek sam in the next few trimesters. Just as I do now. Sem 1 might have lots of negativity which distract you, it might be a challenge on how much you love your course and how determine you are. So, prove it! :) JIAYOU <3 p="p">

Merry merry Christmas 2012

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! HOHOHOHOOOOOOO !!

Santa Clause has came to my room ! XDD Thanks my dear, darling and bro! :D

Went to Picadily @ SS14 with chanwei,kokweng,tingfang,ganesh! Have a great one. Yeaaa, I admit I have been long time didn't touch beer. I felt I have turned to a big girl when I having beer with friends out there. LOL. p/s : Don't laugh, pls! :P
Hours later, I start scratching here and there. Back home...GOSH! Again, alcohol allergic. and dizzy till the second day. I saw Santa in my dream, it's him!!! HAHAHA I love the present so much Dear ♥

I am very touch and happy when I got this present. Thanks my Dear. Hope you like yours too ♥

Here come the 2nd present I received for year 2012
HAHAHA! Better don't say much. This present would be touch-er if it just leave like this without any elaboration! LOL. btw, thanks darl ♥♥

My 3rd present!
Thanks DaiGor and DaiSouuuu and Ee Varr babeeee ♥♥
Merry Christmas!!