suck friday again?!!

Aiks.

by right i should at Jivana.
but..
aiks.
didn't go for today's practice.
actually it's planned so :
chemistry class -> practice -> dinner

but when i ask my parent's permission.
my dad doesn't allow me to go.
aiks.
damn angry.
dunno what the hack is happening !
of course geram lorr..
and my aunt passed away.
so they said tonight wanna go there.
but as my sis didn't go too.
so i say i go there tmr with my sis lorr..today no need to go.
mummy say okay d de lorr..
but my dad still say cannot.

then...发脾气。

cry cry cry !!!

dunno cry what.
just feel very beh song !
why dun let me go o!
after i cool down cook my lunch [mee sedap ! ]
when i "enjoy it".
g'na ask this and that again.
dunno why tears keep coming out ！
then cry sambil makan = = ''
the most beh song stuff is the sucker !
si pok gai ! see what see !
KNS!!!
never see people cry before a? thiew!

after that,mummy come in and ask me.
"what u want now?"
aiks.
sorry, mummy.
i know i should not talk to u like that.
really sorry.

i really not 不生性。
is.. i misunderstand u all's meaning.
i thought i need not to go tonight.
aiks.
怎样都好，sorry daddy mummy.

really long time didn't cry like this and 发脾气like this ady.
quite 爽。
lols.
in the car,on the way to tuition,
still my tears is dropping.
aiks.
then reach there.
of course must control la..
and dunno why when reach there automatically the tear stop.haha
lynn and mun a..
paiseh ya~
i know my face. lols.
is just im so moody ma..
after a while,after i calam down,after i cool down then okay de.
lols.

aiks.
u,
is it really because of me?
but why?
我坚持的，都值得坚持吗 ?
我相信的，就是真的吗 ？

by,
KY. yan

regret + heart pain !

arhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!


i straighten my hair !!!



RM150!!!!

untitiled.

lols.
ponteng for 2 days.
and monday no school also =)
5 days of holiday for me.

Friday.
went to The Curve with G'na.
after go to Jivana for dance.
luckily i brought my T-shirt and dance's "apparatus and material" along. lols.
go there straight away because im late ady.
paiseh a...hehe^^
wasai..
when i reached there..@@
so many people.
and 100% smkte.
and im wearing... ???
sweat.
faster go and change with the sakai G'na.
damn it.
the toilet's door can't lock and even can't close properly de ==
was worrying those coming friday how m i going to change.
aiks.
after practicing when to Station 1 with them.
actually after the "class" we doesn't planned so one.
then i call Faye and ask her out for dinner as so many days absent to school.
didn't really gossip.lols.
okay. meet at Old Town.

but after the call.
sheng ask me to go to Station 1 with them and dun wait at here alone.
very dangerous and bla bla bla.
kay.
text faye.
no reply no answer phone.
worrying she's on the way.

then finally she call over.
and b4 her call.i recieved dad's call. ==
telling me that he reached and ask me to go down ==
i swear, i texted him.
it's just i send to faye ==
suck phone !
then i ask dad to go back first and will be back by myself lorr..
if not how worr =(
aiks.

don't how to say jorr larr..
just.. feel like.. what a suck friday =(

sorry ya,faye =)
i know u very love me one.
lols.
muacks. =x

holiday + recent stuff

hmm..
just finished complaining school and friends stuff to my parents.

aiks..
they said nothing to console or what.
just a simple sentence.
日久知人心。
ya.. knew this sentence for quite a long time.

got my mid-year examination's result.
actually it's quite shocking.
really.
especially physic and sejarah.
both of it i really just study a little.
especially sejarah.
i just studied chapter 1 and chapter 4 furthermore the chapter 4 is really last minute only study one.i go through the note on the bus b4 going to school.
and this is what i told my friends too.
but i got 57%.
its really shocking.
and it also made me feel quite unhappy.
why?
dunno.
just made me feel like...hmm.. will my friends think that im those 心机重's gang?
well well..
whatever u all think. I'm NOT !

but my chemistry made me feel a bit disappointed.
i know it's already consider not bad.
but i think im too confident to myself.
i got 75% for it.
not really happy with this result actually.
i hope that i can get higher marks.
and i really dunno y those Chapter 4 stuff teacher gave a big cross!
i think i got to go through it again when i get my paper back on this Sunday.

here's my result.

BM - 59
BI - still havent get it.
Chem - 75
Bio - 71
Phy - havent know the total mark.
+math - 47
m.math - 86
moral - 74
EST - 78
Sej - 57

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let's talk about holiday's stuff.
hmm..
1st week of it is kinda boring la.
but 2nd week.it's kinda full.
2 primary school's friend gathering.
wednesday and friday.
wednesday is with those long time no see's friend.
everyone changed.
and what the hell that i can't call out their name.
and it's quite boring actually.
then,
jeff and i was... okay..well.
lols..
bla bla bla then the gathering over.
saw T that day.
wow.
u know what.
the amusement park at Jusco.
the basketball's highest mark is his marks.
700++
wasai.. before i see it with my own eye..
i feel that he is just perasan'ing.
then that day he proved.lols.

Friday.
gathering with those sakai friend.lols
issac,joe,frean,serene and i went for steamboat buffet dinner.
laugh till my stomach pain.
lols..
flash back standard 6 stuff.
what a childish guys are we.
and poor jeff.
recieved his text.
telling me that he damn boring there and ask what r we doing.
lols.
hey,
u really shud appreciate u know such a good friend like me =p
accompany u lehh..lols..

after that we go for movie.
before that still got some times.
so we go to the handphone fair and have a look.
quite boring inside there and it's so crowded.
then hear someone said get and handphone for only RM9.90..and bla bla bla..
okay,
we walk over and check it out what's happening.
then get 2 form from the 靓女.
it's just a simple form.
just fill up and throw inside a box and can have a "lucky throw"?lols
issac and i played.
and the 2nd ring i throw..
it's kena the nail that is for a HANDPHONE.
OMG !!
i was....WHAT???!!
and the MC saying,oh..such a lucky girl..dhe is the first to get this handphone...bla bla bla..
and im still blur ==
the sakai issac... aiks.
dunno how to discribe what idiot stuff he did.lols.
but im glad to have u all as my friends =x
we watched DRAG ME TO HELL.
what a SCARY movie.
really got to "thank" frean =p
the witch was...really..scary !!!!

and please.
m i really look so small little girl????
this movie is 18PL.
and while we're buying the tickets.
the ticket seller asked me,m i 18. four of us..he only stare at me and ask.
what the..
okay..this is till acceptable.
the previous time i go for movie with issac. RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN.
13PG.
while going in the cinema.
the ticket collector ask me to show him the IC.
please...
im already 16 !!!!
please la.. i love look young but not childish-look =(

okay,
good night.

KY.yan