by right i should at Jivana.
but..
aiks.
didn't go for today's practice.
actually it's planned so :
chemistry class -> practice -> dinner
but when i ask my parent's permission.
my dad doesn't allow me to go.
aiks.
damn angry.
dunno what the hack is happening !
of course geram lorr..
and my aunt passed away.
so they said tonight wanna go there.
but as my sis didn't go too.
so i say i go there tmr with my sis lorr..today no need to go.
mummy say okay d de lorr..
but my dad still say cannot.
then...发脾气。
cry cry cry !!!
dunno cry what.
just feel very beh song !
why dun let me go o!
after i cool down cook my lunch [mee sedap ! ]
when i "enjoy it".
g'na ask this and that again.
dunno why tears keep coming out ！
then cry sambil makan = = ''
the most beh song stuff is the sucker !
si pok gai ! see what see !
KNS!!!
never see people cry before a? thiew!
after that,mummy come in and ask me.
"what u want now?"
aiks.
sorry, mummy.
i know i should not talk to u like that.
really sorry.
i really not 不生性。
is.. i misunderstand u all's meaning.
i thought i need not to go tonight.
aiks.
怎样都好，sorry daddy mummy.
really long time didn't cry like this and 发脾气like this ady.
quite 爽。
lols.
in the car,on the way to tuition,
still my tears is dropping.
aiks.
then reach there.
of course must control la..
and dunno why when reach there automatically the tear stop.haha
lynn and mun a..
paiseh ya~
i know my face. lols.
is just im so moody ma..
after a while,after i calam down,after i cool down then okay de.
lols.
aiks.
u,
is it really because of me?
but why?
我坚持的，都值得坚持吗 ?
我相信的，就是真的吗 ？
by,
KY. yan
KY. yan
