what's really happening to me? My English paper is suck, and I know the result will be terrible. I faced problems in choosing the title, writing the intro, writing the content smoothly, and writing my writing in a proper manner. OMG! and as I proceed, as I thinking further into what the title talk about and what I've wrote, more mistakes I've made. Even the title, I didn't read it clearly. I hope what I did for saving my essay really works. Or, even doesn't. It will be the the greatest lesson for me. After yesterday's paper, I was filled-full with confident. And I have a strong determine to score good result in this trial. At least a good result in trial could be a bonus. I don't know why am I so nervous in this examination. probably it's because of I want to get a very good result? and yet, I did mistakes due to the excessive nervous and anxious. Like what Sac said, let english past and be ready for other's paper. ya, this is what I used to say to myself for all those exams and tests I sat for, but for this, I just don't know why I can't.
I don't want to lose.
I don't want to make u'll disappointed.
I don't want to burden u'll.
I don't want look-downed by them.
I don't want to cry over the split milk.
or maybe I should say,
I want to win, want to make u'll proud of me, want to reduce the burden of u'll, shut their mouth off, feel worth-ful?
Ky
