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人生就是要有酸甜苦辣才是人生。 這是我的空間,唯我獨有。 我不會說好話讓人開懷,這裡我只做我自己,說我要說的,只說我專用的ky語言,聽不慣不愛聽隨你便,請勿對號入座。因為這是我的世界,我的生活!

Friday, July 30, 2010

2-amino-3-phenylpropanoic acid

昨晚跟妈一起看《谈情说案》,真的很惨。
因为家庭背景不一样,家人反对,层次问题,他们俩不能在一起。
看到这样,眼泪不禁的一颗接一颗得流。值得一提的是,既然跟妈两个一起哭得眼红红,眼泪鼻涕一起来-.-妈知道我哭时还说,“傻的你,将都好哭。”一望过去,她自己却在流泪-.-//

很能感受到犀利妹的感受,那种痛不欲生的感觉,那种无助,那种..好像被抛弃的感觉。唉...触景伤情,那些被列为黑点的回忆一一浮出。曾经何时,... 没脑到-.-
可是,我领悟到不一样的东西 :)

phenylalanine,苯氨基丙酸 is a hormone in our body..when one fall for someone, the secretion of this hormone will increase and this is what we call LOVE. -> according to Pro.Kings :)
1+1=2 and also could be 10(base two). but how bout us?
base two ba.. I accepted and did it! :)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

blank.


Short hair.

test finished. finished learning Bio yesterday night about 1am. damn tired, sleep. today, total blank when i saw the question. Just cant recall back what had memorize. aiks.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

我一定能 !

那些事情,我永远不会忘记。
我知道,现在的我,没能保护她,所以保持沉默。
妈跟我说的那句话,我听进去了,我一定会的!
在多一阵子,就一段短短的时间,我一定会让你们后悔。
我并没有恨你们。因为,讨厌一个人比什么都还要累。


要争气!一定能的 ! 为了这一切一切,我不能也得能。
加油! Thanks n love u, mum

Monday, July 26, 2010

shitt !!

about to finish my Sejarah revision for tomorrow's test (Bab5 n 6)
yesterday finished Bab 5 and started Bab6 just now..almost finished but now..Bab 5 started to de-memorize.. :( damn.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Broga Hill ♥




Broga Hill ♥ Semenyih
Sunday, 18July2010.

Since my Bro's Girl gonna back to Canada for further study, so, we had a family trip to Broga Hill.
wowww.. what a Healthy day we had. LOL. its really tired but fun. really can mengeratkan silaturahim keluarga, HAHAA.
around 6am we reached.
can't describe well with words..Pictures describe better :)

The couples
Dad n Mum ♥



Bro and Bro's ♥



Sis and Sis's ♥


Mine? Lol ♥


The girls ♥





The guys ♥




The Family Picture ♥





Sis and Sis ♥♥




Mum is the first that reached the peek :) *followed by Ky ♥*




Yan and Bro's ♥





Dad and Yan *Ki siao* x)




Yan n Gina ♥




Bro and Yan ♥





The lalang is awesome !!


When we first reached the peek ♥♥♥





After that, went to Seremban for breakfast .. :)



Beef noodles that dad desperate ♥



Buy the famous Seremban Siew Pau

Steamboat at night with Aunt n family ♥


Dudes, should have a trip there xD
p/s :
* bring enough touch light
* bring a bag as well


Yan ♥

Saturday, July 17, 2010

when i get OLDER, I'll be STRONGER


Just leave me alone.
Finding the only shining star in the darkness.
who care? you? I don't.
Please just kindly leave here and shut the door.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Maaf! Kahyan tidak dipilih.



Kena tak? Checked? How how how? Kena?

wowww, once step into my class, whole class is asking these few questions..
Name list for NS year 2011 participant released , but many of us knew it by yesterday night..
kayy, saw ZhenYe's status : " Tahniah! Anda telah dipilih!" LOLx..
scared. since listened lots of bad cases from those who back from NS.. so, i don't hope to go..

Text over to 15888 after some hesitations..
*Message delivered*
....
.....
*Message received from 15888, read now?*
*Yes*
Yeahhh !!!!! Maaf! 93110310xxxx tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN siri 8/2011..
wowww.. I was like, Im free.. *screaming like hell*
But after calm down, I wish to go -___- search some of the PLKN's activities from the internet..woww.. I wanna play the gun!!! OMG!!
*freeze* BANG BANG BANG!! hahaha xD

many of those who wish to kena, x kena.. x mau kena, kena pula -___-
So.. no matter u kena or not, think in a better way la :)
I want to play M16! haha..
Jom paint ball !!

Monday, July 12, 2010

FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 - SPAIN !

was currently waiting for hair to dry..
HI, finally Im home :)

HOME SWEET HOME. -.-
went for FIFA final yesterday with BeeSim,Eileen,Jolynn,SinYee,Chris and Eric.
its awesome and a little torture to us.. All watch till 80++ mins already half eye closed. HAHA.
Wowww,Spain!! Paul is great :) may i use it to tell me what question will come out in SPM? xD

Gonna sleep now, damn tired. My panda eye scared me myself-.-
Saturday night x sleep -.-
till Sunday 5am baru pergi tidur but wake at 8am -.-
lagi tahan till today's 5:30am -_____-
I need a long long nap now to cure my panda eye.
night

Saturday, July 10, 2010

遥不可及

看到今天的那一幕,我真的不能不这样想。
除了这样,还有别的原因吗?
我知道,我不能怪任何人。就只能怪自己。
今天的一切一切,都是当时的无知,笨拙搞成的。
“爱最痛的呼喊,是不能够再重来"
为什么?就没有回转的余地?
我不配,现在的我,一点也配不起你。
我惟有,很努力很努力的提升自己。
至少,我有那么一点点值得你欣赏的东西。
至少,令我觉得,我也有让我觉得骄傲的东西。
这样,我才有资格承认,我喜欢的是你。

不可否认,在你面前,
我不能不伪装,我不知道为什么。
我也知道,我伪装的很虚伪。
可是,在你面前,
我就是不能当我自己:(
我太失败了。
这样,令到我觉得我们的距离更加的遥远。
look so near yet so far.
越是喜欢你,越没自信。
每次看见你被大家肯定,我很为你开心。
看见你开心,我真的很开心。我不知道为什么。
之前,别人说什么,"只要你开心我就开心的东西。"我都觉得是客套话,可是,那天,我很清楚的知道,原来,真有其事。加油! :)

Friday, July 9, 2010

♥♥♥♥♥

Omgggg!!
Read IssacLiu's latest article. It's awesome, man. great job.
But ! how bout me huh? when i was in hospital and sicking like hell, where r u a?
aiyo, sad la.. LOL. anyway, I bet she sure damn touched.. keep it up man!
What we need the most when we're in this kind of helpless condition isn't medicine but CARE.
Sac; Bless her get well soon :)
_______________________
IMY.
I wish time could stop at that moment..
or maybe everything was just Im the only one that care,
but,
at least, I did it.
at least, I have something to refresh back when I think of u.
at least, I have a memory of ours, just you and me.

Yan

Psycho

How? What to do?
My sis is getting worse. *tears*
How to make her back to the right path? I know, she gonna be transfer to another school. Its a MUST. Aiks, Im really down. Reading those status of hers in Facebook, listening to what her mum complaint to us.. I really couldn't believe that she was my sis.. The one who always bring laughter to us :( How to teach a child? I don't know.. refresh back to my lower form's life, am I that bad too? whats in my mind that time? I can no longer remember.. *broken heart*

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

anti-Negro

Its glad that Im here, home safe and blogging ..
Went for Bio class at Kasturi just now. Okay, since my dad said traffic is suck at that time, so i decided to take bus :) my house is really convenient..

well, although it's a little rain drop outside when i was about to go, but i didn't bring umbrella. as i said, just a little rain drop. but when i reached the bus stop, i saw my mum walking over with 2 umbrella. kay, noted. that moment, i felt like Im really bad.. need her to worry about me -.- aiks.
after mins, Metro is here.

whats climax?
after class, its still raining out there. refused lynn to fetch me..really inconvenient la weih..sakai. :P
then, walao..damn windy.. also can't hold me umbrella steadily -____- kay, reached Kepong Sentral. walk over the bridge with few people.. Im sure that time no people on the bridge but only me and few people walking over.. but when Im on the bridge, look back.. a Negro is behind me @@.. scared me.. looking around, why dad haven't reached -.- that time only noted that i forgot to call him -.- kayy, walk quickly to the station since its brighter there.. when Im calling my dad, the Negro walk beside and talk to me..walao, scared. definitely, ignored and accelerate -.- aiks, i need license please. Im still very scare now.
why huh? why Malaysia so unsafe? before this, i hate traveling by bus because always kacau by those car that drove by seafood. kayy, thats no longer that scary for me now.. But then? here come the scariest - The Negro.
_____________________________________________
why so scare of the Negro?
few days before, a friend told me that, one night around 10pm, a girl is raped by FEW Negro on the pedestrian bridge. thats why I scare and furthermore, the Negro appears suddenly.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

My voice,please.

wei ya!!! I lost my beautiful voice a..

Choir competition is finally around the corner, and we got to have practices in this short period.. Please please please, i want my voice back, I already input lots of water and Strepsils.. at least allow me to finish my practice n competition only lost my voice.. If not, the time and effort i gave is just nothing. 我不甘心。

walao, whats scared me is.. this whole morning i didn't talk until i reached school.. when i buy Strepsil at Readers, i talked but no voice -.- Im shock, even keep *ahemm* also no voice.. Strepsils really work. HAHA. *advertising*

不是他早就是她晚 :(

男生爱上一个女生可以在一秒间发生,那是一见钟情;但是
女 生却不可以,女生必须在男女的相互了解中慢慢地建立感情。

当男生爱上女生时,女生也许才刚刚喜欢上男生;可当女生渐渐 地从喜欢升华到爱时,男生却因厌倦了而抽身离开。

男生的爱情就象龙卷风,来得很激烈却也走得很迅猛;女生的 爱情却是涓涓流水,细水长流,只会不断的汇聚成江、成海。

男生其实并不知道,女生从来不敢轻易去爱,因为女生的爱一 旦付出了就很难收回来,她害怕受伤害;女生总是先喜欢上 男生才会爱上男生,因为她明白男生的心里只知道谁是最爱, 却没有谁是唯一,所以她必须慎重的爱。当男生遇见爱情时,女 生其实一直都在等待爱情。

有人说,在错的时间遇上对的人,是一场伤心;在对的时间遇 上错的人,是一场叹息;在错的时间遇上错的人,是一场荒 唐;在对的时间遇上对的人,是一生幸福。可是我从来都不 相信那句所谓的“在对的时间遇上对的人”,我觉得经久的爱情 是需要不断的磨合与相互适应的。

因为爱情总是存在着时差,不是他早就是她晚,反正总是不同 步。世界上最残忍的东西莫过于时间,他让我们错过太多, 也遗憾太多。有时后我不禁要想,到底是时间在作弄着爱情, 还是时间在考验着爱情?没有人知道,只知道爱情的路不好走。

copy from Facebook.
i agree with every single word in this passage. *like*

Monday, July 5, 2010

时光机 . time machine :)

当局者迷,旁观者清。

这句话,我一直都大力支持! HEHE.
刚看回一些之前的articles, 真的觉得..很好笑,很白痴!哈哈哈哈..
甚至有些,看了,我真的情不自禁的把脸遮着*虽然没人看到*
真的不知道做么我会写这样的东西,哈哈哈。
当然,如果时间回到那曾经何时,我不会再走这路了。希望现在,还来得及~
看到了一些东西,突然觉得,为什么我之前都没有发现这东西啊?真的很后悔..那短短的几句话,依然写的很清楚啊,可是,为什么当时的我,就会不知道,还回应有的没的..啊!!为什么我那么白痴的啊~~~

好了,是时候关机,养神:)
i hope everything isn't that late, and.. :)


I noticed, i don't know whether if u're still meaning that for now,
but i will do my very best,
sorry for my dumbness.



No any doubts about that feeling now.
i honestly 32553678-75 :)


Saturday, July 3, 2010

my long n curly hair

had a hair cut, damn!
really short.. well, friends around me should know Im really happy because finally my hair till this length.. and it's the first time i keep it long till this length. Used almost 2 years time.. since my hair till certain length damn difficult to long..finally, the length is over and finally it's long now..

BUT!!! now, just 10mins, the idiot aunty cut it short. just a little bit over my shoulder. i said, not too short!!

我哭,不是因为不美还是什么,是我真的很不舍得。难道你们就不明白吗?
我真的很难才留到这个长度,而且,我已经跟那人说短一点点就够了,毕竟很多。结果?! 现在又要等2年吗 ?都什么叫有感情吗? 一看到镜子,眼泪就一直流。我知道,眼泪不能换回我的头发,可是,你们就不能就让我哭下吗?没有要你们安慰还是什么。你们不了解不明白不要紧,不要来骂好吗?

relink ♥

Yayyy :)


finally my articles can be view :))))
but i gonna change my blog url, *i know i changed for many times and promised many of u not to change anymore* but this time really terpaksa one.. LOL.

relink ♥

Friday, July 2, 2010

naive.

可爱..可笑..

为什么还是那么容易相信人?okay,我知道,我清楚了。
没有希望,真的就不会失望。真的可笑,什么相信某某某,所以那份希望不会是失望?LOL.
拜托,回到原点。
越远越好,越冷越好。就像那时候。


考试快到了,还是读书吧。
不是都习惯了嘛?为什么有这样?加油! 欣,你一定能的!
Yan

Brazil, bye.

Aiks Aiks Aiks, Brazil lose. *heartbroken*



went for tea and football match at Heaven with friends, wow.. the seat we sat is awesome. damn clear man! wowwww.. but! Brazil lose.. what the.. Im speechless. Brazil and Portugal, both i support, both back to their country. *don't blame me* LOL.

tomorrow, Argentina and Germany! great match too :)
lastly,
boooooo sama Holland !!! *booooooooooo*


*broken heart*
Ky