happy birthday ?? oh, thanks.
since my birthday was fall on tuesday furthermore was exam day.. my family members planned to celebrate with me today ...everything go like what we planned...was great, was wonderful..
but something really unhappy happened. whats going on with my family??? where is my HAPPY family????!!!! whenever we have a outing (dinner) sure we argue. and mum will be the one that everyone blamed. why??!! especially jie n gor !!! they just keep on blaming her. just like my birthday celebration. it's totally non of my mum business.. is my bro.. we asked him come over n snap photo for us but he just sit there n chat..okay. we wait. then my sis suddenly scold my mum that sitting at the living room.. what related to my mum???? and my sis n bro just keep scolding my mum... well, still i can smile happily? still i can cut the cake??? i tried my best to squeeze a smile... i tried my best...but still i throw the knife n ran out to living room continue my add math ( as i just started revision at 10pm)...and now is 10;40...what i revised???!! nothing. and i really feel sorry to my parents. i don't know why i will say that... sorry !!! nad when they were singing the birthday song to me.. mum looking at me with a very strange sight. and what mum said after i say the word made me feel really guilty...sorry !! i don't meant that...since when i hope my family was just 3 of us.. my dad, mum and me... even my english essay... about the story that something related to family...i also didnt mentioned my sibling..why? i don't know.. i just hate them while they scold my mum... it's really not my mum fault.. but i just can't say anything to help my mum because i am the youngest... what can i say??? will they listen to me???
what a happy birthday i have.
sorry, mum. i love u.
i really doesn't meant that... :(
sorry for gor n jie's attitude...
thank you mum..
all i want is just my Happy Family..
i remember that i post on my fb's status..it's something like..im sure my 16th birthday is better than my 15th because 15th is the unhappiest birthday to me... BUT... although i got a camera from my bro, a birthday card from my sis..a cake, a dinner...but i all i want is laughter. i know.. they love me right? i love them too..but why??? i really hope everything will be okay.... from young till now.. i just always feel glad to have such a family.. a pair of parents that love me so much n also my sister and brother that love me so much... i am proud of my family !!! but this is past... current? how bout in the future????
