going mad !

ishhhh !!


can't sleep well last night ! damn it...
what the hell. it's so unbelievable man!!! omggg.. headache again n again. dream the same thing for 2 nights. it's so true, real. u know, whenever i waked by my phone, i can continue the same 'sweet' dream. omggg... did u dream the same dream too ?! i hope not.. just stop this kind of stupid idiot stuff !!!! it's impossible !!!! it's the answer i gave u few months ago right???? and why now.. shit !!!!! i just hope what Faye said to me were totally not the truth ! I'm not missing him -.- no no no !!!! i need to concentrate in my study now, so that i have the time to work. so, U !!! get out of my mind right now. aiks, but why.. after u wrote everything like this, and my inner sound telling me that... he not bad too what. omg !! ya, u're smart, and good in many things.. but... i have my reason lorr !! damn it.. out u go !!!!

everything will be under control after this moment ! sure ! i will stop those stupid idiot stuff appears in my mind again ~~~~~

frustrated,
Ky. yan