this is life.

Years ago, this song was the theme of my blog too. Suddenly came across with this song just now, when I was wondering, configuring, searching, thinking ... What actually do I want in my life? Ya, I do have my dream to chase of. I want to reach my B-terminal, there have everything that I want. That's why I'm doing such hardcore things! Honestly, these few days, Im really tired. I really freaking exhausted, and tired of this life! Why life not just that simple?! WHY?

Always reminding myself that I have no one to depends on, that's why I have to achieve my dream all by myself. What I want in the future, I gonna make it true by myself. No one is helping me. And I know, if I stop doing what I'm doing currently, my dreams will never ever achieved and it will only be a DREAM forever. I know what should I do, What I have to do, but ... I'm just too tired to move on. Ya, I might not have the right to said so, because I'm just an ordinary student who only need to worry about cgpa and pocket money. But, honestly, I'm tired. Maybe I'm just that lousy and weak. I don't know who to tell, who to charge me up. I've used up my batt. and songs no longer effective for my tiredness.

What I can see in my academy path is getting darker and darker. My main path to the B-terminal. That's why I've seek for my sub path. well, nothing come easily. Whatever come easily, will just go easily. That's why we have a saying - easy come, easy go. Since I have a abnormal dream, so I have to work abnormally! So, MKY!! It's time to back to your life and stop procrastinating! Just add a little more, you'll be there. :)