the previous article end with a kinda positive ending.but things doesn't go like what i aspected.
well ~ but i should thanks god for that.
DETAIL.
mmm,yesterday after bloging i brush my teeth,prepare everything for the next day very quickly.worrying that i will MISS the call again.after finished doing all those stuff.look at my phone,its only 22:45. Huuu ..~ i grab my phone and text him,asking him why he call me.although a couple minutes before i said i will wait for his true care and will not text him at least he text me. but..still i can't. MESSAGE SENT.in this time, i think he is on the way back.lols.. wait and wait and wait. TICK TOCK TICK TOCK .. 23:20. looking at my phone's time, but it doesn't rings once. still im giving myself a lots of excuses. maybe he is driving? maybe he taking bath? maybe he go for supper? maybe he hang out with his brother? maybe...? but no one can change the reality.
i kinda tired waiting for him already, so i just grab my phone and text him. telling him everything in my heart. after a minute my phone rang, wondering should i answer it or not. but i didn't switch my phone to silent mode so i just answer. don't know why i didn't feel a single of happiness. what he ask, i just answer. after that, i hear his mum's voice. so i just stop him and said, hang up la, i don't want your mum misunderstand you still chasing me and said those idiot,brainless stuff. then he said, aiyorr.. not la.. that day my mum not saying u a.. then i asked, then who is she talking about? and i won't forget a single word that he told me that day.so hurt you know?i WON'T forget ! then he said, she's talking ur sister.bla bla bla... then i said,what?my sister?what my sister did that made her say my sister like this? then he didn't say anything. so obvious that he's trying to help his mother la.. don't lie on me please. why u will help ur mum? is because u also know that what your mum said very BRAINLESS lorr.. haiz.. GERAM !! then i heard ur mum ask, what i said o,bla bla bla... after that i kinda beh song lorr.. answering everythings in an unpleasant manner.then he said, aiya.. i find you some others day la.bye. then he hang without a bye and i didn't say anything. well..
NEXT
today morning, once i wake up, the 1st thing in my mind is, he made me very very angry. but i tell myself i must spend my new day happily but remember all those sad stuff. today reach school that time, actually feel like pening pening de. but just a bit, didn't tell my families la. i know myself, i don't want them to worry. oh ya ! haha, today Faye gave a ma beaded bracelet and a mahjong-looked phone accesscory.emmm.. not thing much to say la. kinda late d.. good night.
and GOOD NEWS.
i didn't miss him as much as yesterday.
i know i can do it. wish me luck =)
i will forget you,
good night guys,
good luck,
KY. yan
good night guys,
good luck,
KY. yan
