mmm, yesterday night.
i don't know what's happened to me.
i know we promise each other that we're still friend. and i really feel so sorry that i didn't reply your message. so, i just grab my phone i text you asking u is there anything? i didn't recieve any call or missed call from you. =)
then u replied. nothing already
okay, nothing special. i just put down my phone and sleep.
i kinda proud of myself that, i didn't feel down because of your cool manner.
like what i said, u're just a 过客。
NEXT
till this morning, when im having my breakfast [ prepared by my dad =) ]
my phone rang. 10 something in the morning, no one will text me so early except you.
but another inner sound telling me, not you. cause everything changed.
i just can't concentrate having my breakfast so i rush into my room and check in out.
the number appeared was ur number.i feel like killing you.what the hell are you doing? whenever i put down you, u will find me.each and everytime also the same. is this what god planned or your plan? in ur message u said that,也很迟了。
what u means?
没有事了，也很迟了?
so? are u trying to make me crazy for you?sorry. i won't let me down because of you again.
i grab my dad's phone. make a call to u, but u didn't answer. okay, well. just put down and continue my breakfast without anything bothering me.
please.don't make me feel that u kinda annoying and make me hate you okay?
这些小动作令我觉得你很下贱。
made me look down on you.
although now still i will wondering what the hell had happened actually. but i didn't feel like wanna phone you or what. im glad to have this feeling. this means i doesn't care you as seriously as the past. if u really have something that wanna let me know, please just voice out la!
