fact = cruel

sorrow music will always be played whenever i feel upset. it's great. at least the player knows Im upset :) *consoling*
things happened for days, weeks, months.. we should learn to crop with it, right? so am I. trying my best to crop with it :) each and every time same thing happened, i really do try my best to think positively. okay, KY!! u can do it :)

life is great when we have partners to share our happiness and sadness ♥

written by;
Ky. yan ♥

being alone isn't that bad actually :)

actually willing to blog since yesterday really upset and moody but the internet connection was suck.
ya, hibernated my blog for quite a long period. reason? don't know, maybe i will just think of blogging when i feel upset? maybe. if so, it's a good news that i hibernated my blog for a long period. lols. but now, again im back. which means, again i feel upset. well, recently kinda tired actually. don't really know what's the reason. anyway, everything were wonderful and almost perfect till yesterday. okay, fine. i knew what happened and what's going on right now. ya, i believe in 因果. people used to say 种什么因就会得什么果。exactly, but of course my case not that serious stage :)

ohmy, it's already April. omg.. again im oh-my-god-ing. lols. everyone knew what to do right? but did we all do? hmmmm... good luck ba :)

exhausted but it's worth :)

actually on the lappie is for blog since i really got many things to shout out. lols.
TIRED arhhh, tomorrow got choir performance. emmm, hope that everything goes greatly :DD today practiced for many hours, really tired. not only throat tired, my legs too. but i think it's worth to perform a great performance tomorrow :DDDD

just now, Facebook watched a video but it's actually only audio la. is about a HK's DJ scold a 16th year old girl. well, really agree with everything he said, and hope that the girl will turn over a new leaf. whether our future is rosy or dim it's depends on ourselves, right? aiks. love yourself!

By,
Ky.yan

update

okay, many things happened before the test didn't i update to my blog.
hmmm, the climax of the week was my english Oral :D

i did the oral with my partner, Richard. haha, should be viewed my facebook's video la,right? haha. great slapping :D lols, because of this video also many things happened. and finally i blocked someone and delete someone contacts :D

next, about the choir competition on April. i am one of the participant :D and now busy with the practice. it's really tiring. singing as loud as possible and pronouns each word as clear as possible. guys, try not to blame the others and think about will u be one of the causes too? Sopranos, gambateh !! :DDD

By,
Ky.yan

emo day.

yay, test finished. *emo*

okay, im really emo today. today is the "last" day of our March test, and Chemistry paper also fall on today. so, okay..i really do revision on it as i know my level downgraded. but but but but but !!! still can't i answer those questions. even the formula of sodium thiosulphate! u know how i feel?! just feel like banging my head to the wall!!! damn. and even the graph, i drawn wrongly. i dunno what the hell happened to me as if im new to chemistry. when im drawing the graph, i really do joined the points until the origin but i erased it -.- omg, what is this?! damn! i know, things past is past but i really disappointed to myself. and i know, my result for this test must be very very bad! okay, like what dad said, it's just a test. i know, and this is what bare in my mind whenever im burning the midnight oil, but i just can't accept that i can't write the sodium thipsulphate formula out! omg!

really emo,
Ky. yan

what a day

哎呀，我生病了阿。
伤风到很很很厉害，咳嗽，然后喜欢喜欢就喉咙痛下。哇唠，有够辛苦的。
下个星期就考试了，我都还没有准备。真的没有一科有把握，就连我平时最有把握的chemistry都变得很烂了啦!!怎么办?一定要快快好回，不然又生病又考试真的超辛苦的。然后，choir又要开始选去比赛的人了。这样的声音要怎样被选-.-argghhh,拜五前一定要好完!!!

为什么有的人那么喜欢伪装的?
最讨厌的就是，明明自己就是这样的人，还要说别人是。
哇靠，真的有够欠骂的。
拜托你，不要说话带刺好吗?
有时，真得很顶回你，可是我知道如果我顶回你的话，一定一发不可收拾。
一个人的容忍度是有限的。
哎，真得很很很讨厌那段时间。
为什么每天都会有呢?
可能，不是你变而是我变吧。
人会变，月会圆。

Ky. yan

APPRECIATE

my uncle that suffer from pancreas cancer passed away yesterday. aiks.

life is short, and really got to appreciate everything we have, every moment we spend together. no one knows what will happen the next second. just 6months before, we went for a gathering and my uncle's still that happy-go-lucky and fool around. 5months before, operation. 20th Jan, visited him and scared us. totally changed, really skinny, just left the skeleton. and few weeks before, he can't get down from bed. just a few months time, things changed so badly. T.T
aiks.

*R.I.P, no worries, everything will be fine.*

gonna go to the funeral again later, huuu,
no tears but laughter, just like what my aunt said.
cheers !!!!!

By,
Ky.yan

time

another holiday tomorrow.
aiks, it's March soon. and SPM falls on November. omgggg, totally blank, even my chemistry's knowledge. what to do? except study, it's still study. start from Form4 syllabus. and March test is coming soon too. arggghhh, still have stacks of school works to do. many things happened this few days, and i really have no time for books. time time time.

By,
Ky. yan

red dots.

Peopleee,
s.o.s !!
my legs, neck, back and arms are full of red dots and its damn itchy.
since i can't complain to my parents, so i can only throw all my itchy-ness here. lols.
yesterday have a tin of Carlsberg♥ at Lynn's house. and after having half tin of it, my face turns red.haha. so sad la, everytime just drink a little bit then gonna suffer the itchy-ness the other day.*sob*
yesterday went to The Curve for Faye's birthday celebration. have not upload those photo we snapped yet. haha. after that, back to Lynn's house for cards.
so sad, i lost Rm30++. hmmmm, what a bad luck i have yesterday. wish that my luck will turn better day by day :D haha. ONG ONG !!!



may god bless my uncle,
please minimize his pains.
*pray for him*

By,
Ky.yan

have a roaring year :D

hey guys:D

Happy Chinese New Year. having a great CNY :)
as usual, visit my relativessss' house. and got ANGPAU ♥
how day whole,just do two major things, eat and drink. xD
if life going on like this, what i gonna be? lols.
hmmmmm, this new year still have not meet those monkeys. miss u'll la weih. :(
love u guys, have a good tiger year :))))

By,
Ky.yan