handsomes n pretties

snsd ♥

2pm ♥

suddenly discover this → video from Facebook. They're really freaking handsome n pretty. OMG. KOREAN ♥♥♥ dude, let's save for Korea trip :) HAHA ♥
this song - CABI by Snsd n 2pm.

Ky

pictures ♥

I love this madly ♥

oooppss, raining~ gonna go home? No. LOL


Prove that, Richard is our driver for the day ♥

modeling ♥♥♥



Peace ♥ LOL

hey, finally Richard upload those pictures we took yesterday :)
snap-ing is great :) willing own a professional camera one day later. LOL.
edited some of it since the lighting is quite suck.

More :)

yan

Movie day ♥

wowww, wowww, woowwww~~
went to One Utama with Bee Sim, Richard, Sook Wei and Jeff Chen. LOL. ♥
watched 2 movie in one day, was my first time -.- HAHAHA. It's fun n cool~ Killer & Karate Kid. nice movies, both. but both of it is a little violent. *killing n fighting* really nice movie, go and watch it!! HAHA. but please choose a suitable n nice place. lol.
Next round, 17 June Toy story 3 !! who wanna join? hehe.

as usual, we SS when we're not in the cinema. LOL. here are some (taken with my phone)♥
but no sook wei's picture in my phone -____- *sorry

By,
yan

SHOPPING ♥

Just now went to shopping with Gina ☺
Time square.
wowwww, those clothes is CHEAP!!! omg, maybe is long time didn't go for shop, when i saw shirts, i was like.. mad. HAHAHA. bought a slide beg, pants and a dress. the dress i like it very much but i dare not to wear it out la weih. no confident, LOL.
share ♥


how how how? feed back. LOL. pm ya~ haha.

Ky ♥

从生..reborn. LOL

actually, i got dengue 2 weeks before school holiday start. which means during the mid term exam. i didn't sit for Bio, Physic, Add math, Moral paper. okay, it's really not that important when im suffering from this sickness. but after i recover, and discharged from hospital, i start feeling it's not worth to skip those paper. but my condition really don't allow me to go to school or even step out from the room. it's so fatigue and before doctor figure it was dengue, doctor gave me 5 types of medicine. because i was having high fever (39.7), so every 4-6hours gonna take 2 pills of fever medicine. so 6 pills each time in total. what a torturing stuff is this? i hate medicine. after taking those medicine, i have total no strength to do anything even talk. was so dizzy that make me always wanna sleep.

For almost 8 days, i can't eat and even drink, just lie on the bed just like a dead body. my mum is the one that suffer too, looking at her, i feel like dying. she's so worry about me when doctor said that im attacked by dengue virus. she even cried in front of my friend,Kate when she came in and see me. when i saw my mum tears, i really feel like ending up my life so that both of us won't be so suffer -__- my mum cooked the soup with frog + bitter guard for me. cause those aunties said that this would help. and also ate a powder that got from the duodenum of the porcupine,it's damn costly. rm300 - 400/0.5g. mum cook, buy and also squeeze the juice of the papaya leave for me to drink. honestly, this three things is really suck especially the papaya leave. it's damn bitter. the powder.. when i eat, so suffer. feel like vomiting but can't cause i know it cost a lot. damn damn damn suffer. a day after figured out it was dengue, i "checked in" to Sentosa Hospital. AGAIN, take blood for test n have intravenous infusion. actually, it's really pain and feel disgusting when the needle is in ur vein, u know? but i have no strength to complain like what i will do normally. LOL. after all those registration stuff, sit on the wheelchair *i don't want to, but the nurse want me to sit -__-* and go into my "hotel" room.

This is the first time i stay in hospital and be in hospital as a patient. Gina volunteer to accompany me for the first night, yea. if not, i won't stay in the hospital alone. it's a impossible mission. both of us, squeeze into a little patient bed and sleep till the other morning when the nurse come for another blood test -____- but what impress me is, the porridge in the hospital is YUMMY ♥ hahaha. maybe because day before these, hospital's food is suck for me, but when i have no choice and gonna eat it, i persuade myself to say it's tasty -__- that's why i always say the porridge is yummy even till today. HAHA.

2nd DAY.
when Im having my lunch, dad n mum came. they were so happy,especially mum when she saw me sitting on the bed and eat the porridge by myself. honestly, when i was sick n stay at home, my mum is the one that feed me,i ♥ u mum. after that, dad stay there and accompany me for the 2nd night :) i know, everyone care n love me a lots ♥♥♥♥ not only my family members, my friends too. LOL. thanks for u all's calls and text messages. i off my phone all the time because i have no strength to answer u all's phone n read the messages. just on my phone once a while when i have the strength to do so. after my lunch n medicine, dad went to ask for my blood test result. woowwww, my platelet count increased to 105 from 77. i can discharge :) so, the nurse pulled the tube of the intravenous infusion off from the needle. but the needle still in my hand, is just it doesn't connect to the water. HAHAHA. that feeling was like, yea~ Im free now~~ when downstair with dad to see babies ♥ so small n cute. new life..

after those discharge procedure, waited my brother that went for outstation come over to fetch us. LOL. should be happy cause he was outstation in this period, if not..i bet my life in hospital may not be so easy. -___- sure he will say many disgust stuff when he saw my hand that is injected with a needle. LOL. and the whole that caused by the needle, last almost 1 week time. due to the day i discharge was also Wesak day, we went to the temple for pray :) actually, in the hospital.. i almost pray to the god that i want to discharge quickly, so that i can go to the temple for prayers. so, now i really can be discharge, definitely i would go. but... when we're going into the small hall for blessing, i feel like fainting because really crowded + can't breath, lack of oxygen i think. so quickly walk out and sit on the chair nearby.

-- ONE WEEK AFTER THESE --

went back to Sentosa Hospital for check up. hmmm..my platelet count increased to 403 -.-lll normal was 150 - 400, and my was 403. so swt when i saw the report. HAHAHA, no wonder i so active nowadays.

give u all some tips for dengue la, haha *experted*
- drink 100 plus
- eat the damn expensive powder (豪猪粉)
- papaya leave juice
- frog and bitter guard soup


p/s :don't blame me for not telling u all i stay in hospital during that period, because i really can't do so. sick badly ma~~ LOL.

recovered,
ky

张小娴

昨天，奇迹出现了。我竟然乖乖的拿着这本书一页接一页的翻着去读。没有一点闷的感觉。第一次，拿起了书就不想放下的感觉。也成功的在短短的几个小时读完了~呵呵。还觉得自己蛮厉害的。我喜欢书里的恋情，单纯，简单，真心，真诚，痴心..这种感觉，似曾相识。真的很好看的一本书，会跟朋友介绍。毕竟，这本书也是我的朋友介绍的- issac liu ♥ 张小娴的书，我看了几本了。很好看的~ 可是，今天当我想拿回出来读的时候，竟然不见了T.T
我借给谁了阿~~书名是 --- 悬浮在空中的吻。

欣 ♥

TIMID.

LION DANCE.
舞狮。对它，总是抱着又爱又恨的感觉。我喜欢看他调皮的动作，喜欢听那个很威风的音乐。可是，我真的很怕。我知道，里面的是人。可是，当舞狮直视我的时候，真的超怕的。真的很想克服这个恐惧。昨天，去我表弟的学校看他表演。要那唯一的进口，有两个舞狮。真的很开心能看到舞狮，可是...当我发觉，我必须从那两只舞狮旁边走过时，一切都不再美好。犹豫了很久，终于，牵着妈妈的手，踏出亲近舞狮的第一步。想着，一定能顺利过关的。谁料到，当我经过舞狮的身旁时，他突然跑过来对着我还通了我的手臂。当时的我，紧紧地捉着妈妈的手，哭了。幸亏，我的叫声被那具有威气的鼓声完完全全的盖了。真的第一次，被吓到眼泪也流了出来。现在，用一字一句写出来，心里也觉得到当时的害怕。哎，怎么克服呢?真的不想什么都害怕。小丑，舞狮..什么都怕。怎么办T.T

timid,
Ky yan

FRIENDS ♥

Gathered ♥


Gather with the Monkeys yesterday :) what make this gathering special is, ZhenYe joined us this time but Joe and Sy not there :( anyway, we still have chances for it. Sometimes, i wonder why our friendship last so long. about 7-8 years. it's the precious one. love u guys ♥
i found my laughter ♥

Ky. yan

SMILE ☺

原来发至内心的笑容是最美的 ♥
原来有个伴跟你分享你的喜怒哀乐是那么好的 ♥

可是，我开始发现...这两样我都没。

KY☺

broke down

ya, i know everyone cares for me.
but please believe me. trust me !

stop questioning me but think for me. I need someone to listen to me but not someone that keep telling me the what to do and so.


If being kind to the others is an idiot, i rather Im a genius !
please, stop thinking for the others and think about yourself, MKY !!!!