TIMID.

LION DANCE.
舞狮。对它，总是抱着又爱又恨的感觉。我喜欢看他调皮的动作，喜欢听那个很威风的音乐。可是，我真的很怕。我知道，里面的是人。可是，当舞狮直视我的时候，真的超怕的。真的很想克服这个恐惧。昨天，去我表弟的学校看他表演。要那唯一的进口，有两个舞狮。真的很开心能看到舞狮，可是...当我发觉，我必须从那两只舞狮旁边走过时，一切都不再美好。犹豫了很久，终于，牵着妈妈的手，踏出亲近舞狮的第一步。想着，一定能顺利过关的。谁料到，当我经过舞狮的身旁时，他突然跑过来对着我还通了我的手臂。当时的我，紧紧地捉着妈妈的手，哭了。幸亏，我的叫声被那具有威气的鼓声完完全全的盖了。真的第一次，被吓到眼泪也流了出来。现在，用一字一句写出来，心里也觉得到当时的害怕。哎，怎么克服呢?真的不想什么都害怕。小丑，舞狮..什么都怕。怎么办T.T

timid,
Ky yan

FRIENDS ♥

Gathered ♥


Gather with the Monkeys yesterday :) what make this gathering special is, ZhenYe joined us this time but Joe and Sy not there :( anyway, we still have chances for it. Sometimes, i wonder why our friendship last so long. about 7-8 years. it's the precious one. love u guys ♥
i found my laughter ♥

Ky. yan

SMILE ☺

原来发至内心的笑容是最美的 ♥
原来有个伴跟你分享你的喜怒哀乐是那么好的 ♥

可是，我开始发现...这两样我都没。

KY☺

broke down

ya, i know everyone cares for me.
but please believe me. trust me !

stop questioning me but think for me. I need someone to listen to me but not someone that keep telling me the what to do and so.


If being kind to the others is an idiot, i rather Im a genius !
please, stop thinking for the others and think about yourself, MKY !!!!

fact = cruel

sorrow music will always be played whenever i feel upset. it's great. at least the player knows Im upset :) *consoling*
things happened for days, weeks, months.. we should learn to crop with it, right? so am I. trying my best to crop with it :) each and every time same thing happened, i really do try my best to think positively. okay, KY!! u can do it :)

life is great when we have partners to share our happiness and sadness ♥

written by;
Ky. yan ♥

being alone isn't that bad actually :)

actually willing to blog since yesterday really upset and moody but the internet connection was suck.
ya, hibernated my blog for quite a long period. reason? don't know, maybe i will just think of blogging when i feel upset? maybe. if so, it's a good news that i hibernated my blog for a long period. lols. but now, again im back. which means, again i feel upset. well, recently kinda tired actually. don't really know what's the reason. anyway, everything were wonderful and almost perfect till yesterday. okay, fine. i knew what happened and what's going on right now. ya, i believe in 因果. people used to say 种什么因就会得什么果。exactly, but of course my case not that serious stage :)

ohmy, it's already April. omg.. again im oh-my-god-ing. lols. everyone knew what to do right? but did we all do? hmmmm... good luck ba :)

exhausted but it's worth :)

actually on the lappie is for blog since i really got many things to shout out. lols.
TIRED arhhh, tomorrow got choir performance. emmm, hope that everything goes greatly :DD today practiced for many hours, really tired. not only throat tired, my legs too. but i think it's worth to perform a great performance tomorrow :DDDD

just now, Facebook watched a video but it's actually only audio la. is about a HK's DJ scold a 16th year old girl. well, really agree with everything he said, and hope that the girl will turn over a new leaf. whether our future is rosy or dim it's depends on ourselves, right? aiks. love yourself!

By,
Ky.yan

update

okay, many things happened before the test didn't i update to my blog.
hmmm, the climax of the week was my english Oral :D

i did the oral with my partner, Richard. haha, should be viewed my facebook's video la,right? haha. great slapping :D lols, because of this video also many things happened. and finally i blocked someone and delete someone contacts :D

next, about the choir competition on April. i am one of the participant :D and now busy with the practice. it's really tiring. singing as loud as possible and pronouns each word as clear as possible. guys, try not to blame the others and think about will u be one of the causes too? Sopranos, gambateh !! :DDD

By,
Ky.yan

emo day.

yay, test finished. *emo*

okay, im really emo today. today is the "last" day of our March test, and Chemistry paper also fall on today. so, okay..i really do revision on it as i know my level downgraded. but but but but but !!! still can't i answer those questions. even the formula of sodium thiosulphate! u know how i feel?! just feel like banging my head to the wall!!! damn. and even the graph, i drawn wrongly. i dunno what the hell happened to me as if im new to chemistry. when im drawing the graph, i really do joined the points until the origin but i erased it -.- omg, what is this?! damn! i know, things past is past but i really disappointed to myself. and i know, my result for this test must be very very bad! okay, like what dad said, it's just a test. i know, and this is what bare in my mind whenever im burning the midnight oil, but i just can't accept that i can't write the sodium thipsulphate formula out! omg!

really emo,
Ky. yan

what a day

哎呀，我生病了阿。
伤风到很很很厉害，咳嗽，然后喜欢喜欢就喉咙痛下。哇唠，有够辛苦的。
下个星期就考试了，我都还没有准备。真的没有一科有把握，就连我平时最有把握的chemistry都变得很烂了啦!!怎么办?一定要快快好回，不然又生病又考试真的超辛苦的。然后，choir又要开始选去比赛的人了。这样的声音要怎样被选-.-argghhh,拜五前一定要好完!!!

为什么有的人那么喜欢伪装的?
最讨厌的就是，明明自己就是这样的人，还要说别人是。
哇靠，真的有够欠骂的。
拜托你，不要说话带刺好吗?
有时，真得很顶回你，可是我知道如果我顶回你的话，一定一发不可收拾。
一个人的容忍度是有限的。
哎，真得很很很讨厌那段时间。
为什么每天都会有呢?
可能，不是你变而是我变吧。
人会变，月会圆。

Ky. yan