不開心時 該如何
發覺自己真的沒有一個知心的 長大了 朋友的確有在增加 但知心的也不見了
他們說 要找一個當你傷心會陪在你身邊的人 而不是一個只會和你分享喜樂而不是分擔悲哀的 那...我似乎還沒找到 還是對他來說我只有開心和憤怒卻不懂得悲傷 和不需要他的慰問他的關懷? HAHA! 搞笑
如果這結束 我想也很難再有了吧
還有什麼值得我相信你們的地方 各樣格式的都嘗試了 或許問題在我這裡 :)
突然想到 其實沒有男人我也可以很開心 我的生活也可以很美滿不是嗎? 這世界根本沒有誰不能沒有誰 即使是懷孕一事 對我而言 女人在人生中沒有懷孕是一件非常可惜和遺憾的事 因為這是上天給我們的bonus 男人永遠不會明白和不會體會到的幸福 即使沒有人肯娶我 我也一樣可以活得很好 因為這世界上有叫 sperm bank 的東西 又叫人工受孕的東西 或許我想得很長遠 但我會想到這些都因為我知道 男人很難再得到我的信任 和那種託付終身的依賴 或許是我還沒遇見吧? 也不知道為什麼自己會有人工受孕的念頭 瘋了 ><
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
suspens
一段沒了信任和坦誠的感情該怎樣繼續
是我們的感情太經不起考驗了 還是距離本來就是個問題
我不能接受不坦誠的男朋友 對不起
信任是一件一件小事建立的 能把這份信任摧毀的即可是一件你所謂小事!
之前的我的卻不懂得珍惜 確實到了那天當這段感情快來到了結尾是 我才發現我徹底的輸了 因為我對這段感情非常的認真 常把分開掛在嘴邊 常鬧著說拍拖並不是件可喜可賀的事 的我 根本無法接受和你【分開】的事實 我該怎麼辦 對你沒了信任你卻對我沒了坦誠 有誰能幫幫我? 我要的不是一條狗 而是一個真正關心我的肯借我耳朵的 朋友。
我確實很努力的在挽回這一段刻骨銘心的感情 那份愛那份關心那個感覺
其實 是不是我不懂得戀愛 怎麼每一段都那麼坎坷 還是 真愛難尋? 笑話
A-lin : 幸福了 然後呢 。偶然的在上學的路途聽見電台播，果然一句一句的唱出了我的心聲。
你到你想怎樣?告訴我好嗎?
是我們的感情太經不起考驗了 還是距離本來就是個問題
我不能接受不坦誠的男朋友 對不起
信任是一件一件小事建立的 能把這份信任摧毀的即可是一件你所謂小事!
之前的我的卻不懂得珍惜 確實到了那天當這段感情快來到了結尾是 我才發現我徹底的輸了 因為我對這段感情非常的認真 常把分開掛在嘴邊 常鬧著說拍拖並不是件可喜可賀的事 的我 根本無法接受和你【分開】的事實 我該怎麼辦 對你沒了信任你卻對我沒了坦誠 有誰能幫幫我? 我要的不是一條狗 而是一個真正關心我的肯借我耳朵的 朋友。
我確實很努力的在挽回這一段刻骨銘心的感情 那份愛那份關心那個感覺
其實 是不是我不懂得戀愛 怎麼每一段都那麼坎坷 還是 真愛難尋? 笑話
A-lin : 幸福了 然後呢 。偶然的在上學的路途聽見電台播，果然一句一句的唱出了我的心聲。
Thursday, February 7, 2013
蛇年快樂 :D
新年快樂!!! 蛇年行大運，事事順利，平平安安，開開心心 :D
希望爸媽身體健康
家人 和和氣氣 出入平安 心想事成 可可愛愛 :D opps, 還有 EE VARR girl girl, 快高長大! :D
希望他事事順利 出入平安 學業猛進 疼我多點 :D
希望我各位心愛的朋友們 順順利利! 心想事成! :D
不是老土 不是客套 不是小說 而是打從心裡的希望 世界和平 罪案減低 把匪徒統統連根拔起 讓我折磨折磨 heheh!
今年新年有點點不一樣
沒有我們的“歷史” - 角子 但是 有我們家可愛的 麥頤樺 千金小小姐
而今年 我也達到了我一直以來都很想達到的目標! 倒數 3個月! :D
爸媽 希望你們能好好的享受這次的旅程 :D
I know I'm almost there!
希望爸媽身體健康
家人 和和氣氣 出入平安 心想事成 可可愛愛 :D opps, 還有 EE VARR girl girl, 快高長大! :D
希望他事事順利 出入平安 學業猛進 疼我多點 :D
希望我各位心愛的朋友們 順順利利! 心想事成! :D
不是老土 不是客套 不是小說 而是打從心裡的希望 世界和平 罪案減低 把匪徒統統連根拔起 讓我折磨折磨 heheh!
今年新年有點點不一樣
沒有我們的“歷史” - 角子 但是 有我們家可愛的 麥頤樺 千金小小姐
而今年 我也達到了我一直以來都很想達到的目標! 倒數 3個月! :D
爸媽 希望你們能好好的享受這次的旅程 :D
I know I'm almost there!
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Challenge1
Day 1
tears, heartbreaking.
I know I'm not a good one for u. You always complain I didn't care you, didn't think for u and whatever so. Am I really that bad? If really so, will we till today? Am I too innocent and have too much confident on our relationship? Thinking we can withstand all these obstacle. Thinking naively that everything could be overcome. How wish I want u to know the core of my heart n mind. For you, Im a tough one. Im a independent one. But Im still a girl. I will feel tired of being tough for the all time. I hope I can depends on u whenever I'm with you but not still leading for every single decision making.
Am I demanding to much or there are something went wrong?
tears, heartbreaking.
I know I'm not a good one for u. You always complain I didn't care you, didn't think for u and whatever so. Am I really that bad? If really so, will we till today? Am I too innocent and have too much confident on our relationship? Thinking we can withstand all these obstacle. Thinking naively that everything could be overcome. How wish I want u to know the core of my heart n mind. For you, Im a tough one. Im a independent one. But Im still a girl. I will feel tired of being tough for the all time. I hope I can depends on u whenever I'm with you but not still leading for every single decision making.
Am I demanding to much or there are something went wrong?
junction of life n love
22/1/2013
最不想到來的一天，來了
還以為自己不會像那天一樣把眼睛都哭腫了 可是原來並不是想像中的堅強
失禮的在朋友面前流淚
我不想 因為這顯得好脆弱 和 不捨
你給了我承諾 是喜是悲?
倘若你做不到 這會不會是蹈火的因素?
我們有著相同的目標 First class honour.
我相信我們做得到 因為這就是我們分隔兩地的理由
也是唯一能證明 我們的不捨我們的冒險是值得的
加油
最不想到來的一天，來了
還以為自己不會像那天一樣把眼睛都哭腫了 可是原來並不是想像中的堅強
失禮的在朋友面前流淚
我不想 因為這顯得好脆弱 和 不捨
你給了我承諾 是喜是悲?
倘若你做不到 這會不會是蹈火的因素?
我們有著相同的目標 First class honour.
我相信我們做得到 因為這就是我們分隔兩地的理由
也是唯一能證明 我們的不捨我們的冒險是值得的
加油
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
COMPLICATED
confusing mind. complicated thinking and feeling. What the hell is these?
It glad to have all my PJ campus fellow here with me in KL campus of course there are exceptional for serene and kok weng. But, the very thundering news came this afternoon. He couldn't transfer his course successfully. and, he might going to Kampar campus. Yea, maybe I should be glad because I feel that suit him more. but, I know this will cause many problem in our relationship. ... FUTURE VS FEELING. LOL, indeed future. no doubt. :) Dear, jiayou! We will go through all these together right? ;) shit! hate this kind of feeling. May god bless him. May god lead him to a bright and correct path. Thanks.
Yea, I'm quite satisfy with my sem2 result but even i got 4.0 for this sem, I still couldn't squeeze into Dean's list. F**k! RM66,000.00 Waiver! I gonna hold u tight.
To all sem1 friends, please score well in sem1. if not, you would definitely very very gek sam in the next few trimesters. Just as I do now. Sem 1 might have lots of negativity which distract you, it might be a challenge on how much you love your course and how determine you are. So, prove it! :) JIAYOU <3 p="p">
It glad to have all my PJ campus fellow here with me in KL campus of course there are exceptional for serene and kok weng. But, the very thundering news came this afternoon. He couldn't transfer his course successfully. and, he might going to Kampar campus. Yea, maybe I should be glad because I feel that suit him more. but, I know this will cause many problem in our relationship. ... FUTURE VS FEELING. LOL, indeed future. no doubt. :) Dear, jiayou! We will go through all these together right? ;) shit! hate this kind of feeling. May god bless him. May god lead him to a bright and correct path. Thanks.
Yea, I'm quite satisfy with my sem2 result but even i got 4.0 for this sem, I still couldn't squeeze into Dean's list. F**k! RM66,000.00 Waiver! I gonna hold u tight.
To all sem1 friends, please score well in sem1. if not, you would definitely very very gek sam in the next few trimesters. Just as I do now. Sem 1 might have lots of negativity which distract you, it might be a challenge on how much you love your course and how determine you are. So, prove it! :) JIAYOU <3 p="p">
Merry merry Christmas 2012
MERRY CHRISTMAS !! HOHOHOHOOOOOOO !!
Santa Clause has came to my room ! XDD Thanks my dear, darling and bro! :D
Went to Picadily @ SS14 with chanwei,kokweng,tingfang,ganesh! Have a great one. Yeaaa, I admit I have been long time didn't touch beer. I felt I have turned to a big girl when I having beer with friends out there. LOL. p/s : Don't laugh, pls! :P
Hours later, I start scratching here and there. Back home...GOSH! Again, alcohol allergic. and dizzy till the second day. I saw Santa in my dream, it's him!!! HAHAHA I love the present so much Dear ♥
Santa Clause has came to my room ! XDD Thanks my dear, darling and bro! :D
Went to Picadily @ SS14 with chanwei,kokweng,tingfang,ganesh! Have a great one. Yeaaa, I admit I have been long time didn't touch beer. I felt I have turned to a big girl when I having beer with friends out there. LOL. p/s : Don't laugh, pls! :P
Hours later, I start scratching here and there. Back home...GOSH! Again, alcohol allergic. and dizzy till the second day. I saw Santa in my dream, it's him!!! HAHAHA I love the present so much Dear ♥
I am very touch and happy when I got this present. Thanks my Dear. Hope you like yours too ♥
Here come the 2nd present I received for year 2012
HAHAHA! Better don't say much. This present would be touch-er if it just leave like this without any elaboration! LOL. btw, thanks darl ♥♥
My 3rd present!
Thanks DaiGor and DaiSouuuu and Ee Varr babeeee ♥♥
Merry Christmas!!
Saturday, December 15, 2012
people.
RICH means NOTHING if you don't care your own parents.
But that's non of my business. What I care was my parents, damn you!
Mercedes C class, 3-storey house. So what?! that's all for showing off.
Really dont know why people just like to pamper themselves into the way other hope to see, like. Don't you feel stupid? Spent so much of money, some even their happiness just to get others heart. Stop acting and pampering yourselve into who other wish to see, who other think that's good. Just be yourself. At least, you're the one who you are.
But that's non of my business. What I care was my parents, damn you!
Mercedes C class, 3-storey house. So what?! that's all for showing off.
Really dont know why people just like to pamper themselves into the way other hope to see, like. Don't you feel stupid? Spent so much of money, some even their happiness just to get others heart. Stop acting and pampering yourselve into who other wish to see, who other think that's good. Just be yourself. At least, you're the one who you are.
Monday, December 10, 2012
121212
HAHAHAHA! Everytime when I got to know that whoever of us has got into relationship, my mouth will just can't close for minutes. And Im very sure that this is the happiness from the core of my heart and the greatest blessing from me to you all :) ♥ Have no doubt because I have trust in you, your taste :) Great Job, Hir Gor~ hahahah ♥♥♥♥
12/12/12 the very meaningful day for all of us. A last repetitive day. Who you wish to past this meaningful day with? 12:12 12/12/12 ♥ and yea, Happy Birthday to LeongShuJen! Have a blast and enjoy your day! All the best for your coming final :)
I know who am I for everyone of you. How important am I for you. That's why I treat all of you differently. If I mean nothing to you, you mean no body to me as well. This is life. and YOU had taught me this indirectly.
12/12/12 the very meaningful day for all of us. A last repetitive day. Who you wish to past this meaningful day with? 12:12 12/12/12 ♥ and yea, Happy Birthday to LeongShuJen! Have a blast and enjoy your day! All the best for your coming final :)
I know who am I for everyone of you. How important am I for you. That's why I treat all of you differently. If I mean nothing to you, you mean no body to me as well. This is life. and YOU had taught me this indirectly.
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
core core core
indeed, MONEY is the root of EVIL. But, no one can live without it.
There're a lots waiting for me there. Just a small little steps to go. never give up and keep it up! :)
All of these will be my motivations. But before that, don't be too over! F**k off!
ATTITUDE the key to SUCCESS. is also the key to win my heart!
So please, watch out your attitude.No matter whoever you are. For me, you cant pass that few regulations, you're out! Get out of my sight!
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