gah yaw!

0319, I was alone on the net. initially was thinking to online to search for some companion. but, no green light in my msn list. swt. aiya, Ky!! work harder and harder and harder! I know you can do better than now, work harder than now (as now really lazy) that's ur future.. 2 weeks left nia~ 顶硬上吧! HAHAHA ~~

APPRECIATE .

it's 0135, good morning !

update stories about my birthday awesome's celebrate next time after I got all the pictures from sis and joe. hehe. really thanks my family and friends ! 我是幸福的 ♥ 我爱你们!! hehe *psps*

Just now went out for another "celebration" again. LOL! macam very old d, so many celebration. HAHA. okayy, actually what made me to blog was my guilty feeling. Yesterday, when we're celebrating my 17th Birthday at Green Apple, a couple about their 40s came over our table for donation. something about the auntie was suffering from arteriosclerosis bla bla bla. Initially, I did thought that they're fake or whatever. but then, when I saw them was halau by the boss and the auntie's actions..I believed it. I know, what Frean said was reasonable, but what if they're the true one? not everyone,especially man, could doesn't care about they face, self-esteem and wanted money from others. it's shameful. but he did. I believe they're really helpless. aiks. T.T WHY I DO NOT DONATE EVEN RM1? It seems nothing to us maybe, but it means a lot to people who need it. I understand it ! T.T

Furthermore, just now went to bungkus supper with my brother. Saw another auntie and uncle. why they still need to work so hard in their old age? that time i went to buy supper was 12.ooam ++, where's their children? aiks.

Appreciate.
Ky.yan

Sweet 17 ♥

5hours and 30 minutes later, I will be 17 years old:)
LOL ! gonna think and act like a big girl.

first and foremost, I need to thanks my parents for bringing me to this wonderful world ♥
and thanks god for giving me such a wonderful and lovely family ! I will do my very best in Exam and will not disappoint you all :)

confused.

It's 0246 now.. 29days more to go.
just finished my add math brief revision. gonna do more practice to achieve my goal. Initially, like what I said in the previous post, I do felt satisfy for my trial's result. But, when I look into my "definite goal" list today, many subjects do not achieve the gred I aimed. moral, bm, bi, chem, etc. Just now, was busy doing survey for further study's stuff. still blur and no idea about which college/ U to choose. and I do have few courses which Im interested in. Really worry that I choose an unsuitable course / path. few months more, I will be really step into the society. Excited and also scare.

After SPM, I want to do many things~~ LOL ! faster over ba, SPM!!!
DRIVING LICENSE. saving saving saving $$$.

By,
Ky :)

1 month

ahhh~~ Its 22 Oct 2010. 30 days more.

Seriously, I gonna study much more harder. *wish I could*
Trial result was not bad for me actually. counted as satisfy :)
Worrying, what if my real result isn't this good? How am I going to face questions without TIPS? aiks.
work harder + harder + hardest! dudes, let's study !! HAHAHA.

results.
BM - 71
BI - 71 *embarrassed*
BC - 56
MM - 96
Sej - 84
PM- 89
Chem - 76
Bio - 68
Phy - 85
AM - 77

aiks, bc n bio~~ is killing me~~~~~~

原来还有《他》

昨天的我，因为你而浪费了我宝贵的睡眠时间。再一次以泪洗脸。
原因?我也不知道。突然想到盈的部落也有一个文章--《what I care about you, others care about me》。的确，也适合昨天的情况吧? 刚刚才知道，原来昨天在我失意时，他也因为我而失意。而你呢? 我不会再浪费我的时间在你身上。不是因为读书没时间，而是你没有占据我读书时间的资格!

今天，令到你放下我的原因，也会是令到你感到放下我很后悔的原素 !

results.

1258, I should not be staying at home blogging right now. I should be in school studying with 5Mulians. What's the factor for my absence? today will be giving out BC paper, and this is one of the reason I run away from schooling. Aiks!
Yesterday, got to know my Bio n BC mark for this trial. okayy, as what expected..It's really suck. got a B for Bio and a C for my BC. I do not blame for taking BC as I did as usual when I got to know my result was this suck, is just I feel that..why others can but not me? They used to write, read and talk in Chinese, I do too. The only different is, they put more effort in this subject than I do.

Actually, days before getting Bio n BC result was good. Results that I got is quite satisfied. Is just Chemistry, the subject I used to be confident on. the subject that I aimed A+. but i got only an A- for it. Really gonna work more and more harder to achieve my goals. but the problems is, after trial, I do not study for any subject. Even I do want to, but there're always stacks of rotten reason to put my footstep away from my desk. 借口是迈向成功的最大敌人...

Im still a scorpio!

what you waiting for actually?
what u want as a return in the future for today's hard work?
does these questions ever appear on your mind?

today, my mind came across with these questions.
ya, what I want? what is the main purpose for my hard work? which day is the one Im waiting for? and now, I can surely say that, the day Im waiting for is the day I could shut you all's mouth with my achievement!

thanks god !

firstly, I should thanks God for saving our life(s) today! If not, I have no chance to write out this article.
since I promised Issac to treat him, we went to DPC and then went for tea after that..Once Im in the car, he told me that he drive into a hole and now the whenever he turn the steering, have a very loud sound.. kay, checked, but nothing different.. on the way for tea, a car horn us and told us that there's something wrong with the wheel.. that scene is really scary..quickly stop at a side and check. whole wheel is totally bended. I know, it's really dangerous as bro told me before that the wheel kena hole is not a small matter.. drive slowly to aman puri and check, it's really getting worse and ask a foreman to check, said that the absorber mul xxxxx broke, bla bla bla.. Aiks, anyway, really thanks god. the feeling in the car is really difficult to describe!

to whoever that drive, especially u,Issac!
always bear in mind that, safety first. Be patient, don't rush!
I really heard of many accidents recently, even some of our senior had passed away because of accident. Even don't u love urself, please think about ur family, ur parents. how hard they brought us up, but just because an accident, it take our life.

safety first!
drive moderately, don't wind down the window too low, lock the door!
so many cases happened nowadays, we should alwsay be aware! I tell u because I care bout u, please, listen okay? don't always use "belum biasa" as a reason! *issac liu*

worry,
Ky

Im speechless

reason reason reason!!!!


give urself a good reason for this idiot-ness, bullshit-ness!! MKY!!
what the hell is happening to u?! It's chemistry paper! Chemistry, the one u used to handle well among the 10 subjects. but why?!! even tips is given! 40marks!