too late, right?

well, since i skipped yesterday class, i wish to go for today's replacement class.
the objective for me to go to school is to do my works, besides that, U are the 2nd motivator.
while doing my works, just one thing appearing in my mind, the only thing. but, doesn't happen. *broken heart*U really shut me down. stay moody whole day long, don't know why. just can't squeeze a single little smile from my face. okay, today finished my karangan finally. and also hand in my history note. emmm, counted i have done things that i planned to done except some other things. thanks, y.mun for being my listener :)



u really shut me down,
not blaming u or what,
as i know i did many things hurt u badly before too.
if u're like what y.mun said,
just go ahead.
if i am u, i will do the same thing too T.T
iffy, ***

*moody*
Ky. yan

现实

今天，没有去学校上课。只是放学后，去学校看看那个rubic cube competition.第一名，42秒。超恐怖的~加油!去了science and math club,去choir..乱乱的一片-.-

emmm,今天，学了一件蛮重要的事情。真的，听到他们这么说，有点觉得....“虾?做么他们会说这样的话的?” 可能我不明白吧~可是，我知道，不接受别人的说法，意见，是一定一定不会进步和成功的。人就都是现实的 T.T


have many things to do, bye :D

external/internal ?

peopleeeeeeee, need help T.T


CancerS really made me mad. omggg, what happened? again, heartbeat accelerate suddenly. aiks, almost a year after everything happened only feel so. no use right? everything changed. really have many works to do, yet cancerS is bothering me T.T


Do u got the same feeling ?

By,

KY.yan

Opportunity, only once.

hey guys, today i let the opportunity ran away from me T.T
what the dutttt. i really dunno why i react so, but.. that's what i wanna do at that moment. aiks. well, am i really sick for him? or, it's just a habit? that's the reason why i wish to tell no one at the very first time i realize that weird feeling. but, im still that "transparent" -.-
today, just feel like i can't control myself. what happened? besides i react so to him, i also got a very very weird feeling when a very usual thing happened. omgggg, it's really unbelievable. OMG. no, stop thinking about it. i can't even type it out what happened -.- may god bless me. and i know, right now, i really got to shut my lappie down and go for the stacks homework. Gosh!

exhausted,

im really tired right now.
after school, went for choir practice, start cookies at 3:30pm and now is 10:00pm. we just finished everything. i know that my parents were very very tired, so am i *exhausted. have a good night, dad n mum ♥
just now, received T's call. really regret that i answered his call. im still that soft-hearted. BUT, in that case, sorry..i won't that soft-hearted -.- actually am thinking that, if the guy that tell me that few sentences word wasn't T but someone, how good it will be? aiks. things always doesn't go like what we want?
today's english period learn a very meaningful phrase, Opportunity knocks but only once. ya, definitely, and i know i missed many opportunity, neither in study nor whatever. after CNY, i really got to be very very serious in my study.

Crab II

再多一些微笑，以幸福的微笑
能哄住总是寻找你的我的心
再多一些微笑，让世界嫉妒你
总是呼喊你的我的心
连贪婪也不能
心中在谩骂 连爱你也没说出口
流出眼泪 思念流了又流
只有像刺卡在嗓子里的伤心的那句话
整天在耳边回荡
为什么偏偏是你 怎么会爱上你
就算摇摇头说不是
也已经无法放弃你
心中在谩骂 连爱你也没说出口
流出眼泪 思念流了又流
只有像刺卡在嗓子里的伤心的那句话
整天在耳边回荡
我爱你 我爱你 永远
即使你没有看到我
即使数千次地呼喊你再呼喊你 你也不知道吧
即使总在原地等你  你也不知道吧
像傻瓜一样只是眺望着的傻傻的爱情
无论怎样呼喊 你也不知道吧

It's a very nice Korean song,
it's a very sad song, cried for it many times :D



*can't see u, can't see u. won't see u !!

By,
Ky

crab I

i should know that u're not good for me,
cause,
you're hot then you're cold,
you're yes then you're no,
you're in then you're out,
you're up then you're down,
you're wrong when it's right,
it's black and it's white !

hey girl, shut ur lappie and sleep now ! no crabs allowed !

:)

heyyyyy :D


Faye came to my house just now, and curled my hair :)) let's see it ! haha.
ohya, going to celebrate my mum's birthday tonight :) great !

cookies cookies :)))

hey guys :)

promote my homemade fortune cookies for CNY :))) haha.
2 flavor - peanut and spicy.

whoever that interested contact me la, lols.

getting better :)

finally, i have time n the mood for blog :)

today, i skipped my class. i really not willing to do so, but i really have no strength to get up from my bed this morning. really sick very badly. yesterday, after recess time, start a little normal gastric. then stop, before school bell rings, start again. keep on stop and pain, stop and pain the whole day long. trust me, it's really suffer! more suffer, more pain than normal gastric :( during tuition class feel damn cold, after class reach home, wrap myself into my blanket, still feeling damn cold -.- aiks. dunno what the hell happened to me. luckily i am getting better today, just a little but dizzy. am blaming myself why not everything happened just cut all and paste to today, so that i will not skip today's class but tomorrow's lame classes.