suck dinner.

moody.


went for a dinner. worst dinner i never attend before ! i swear, no next time. no wonder my brother choose not to attend. suck. food were suck. okay, well, this doesn't the major matter, the most irritating stuff was the MC. make me feel like grabbing their mic and scold them. damn noisy and talk nonsense. luckily, someone texted me. thanks a lot. saving my life. and tomorrow got to climb up early in the morning and i think i can't fall asleep tonight since i took a nap this afternoon. and the truth is, i doesn't touch my books although i said i wanna study. well, quite used to my attitude.

in a bad mood,
Ky. yan

untitled.

爱情，好像流沙。我不挣扎 ~


suddenly wanna blog. damn boring. mmmm, what to talk?``` omggg, my knee.. blue black. :( this is the 1st visible hurt caused by practicing. ya ! this is what i want ! haha, sound like siao lang huh? no, it's actually, i really try my very best to learn dance nowadays. i need to be good in something else. study, i know i can't. music, mmm..forget about it. dance, is the only choice. :) today learnt some breaking skill. haha. the same thing i got to say to u'all. sorry :)) im a slow learner. promised, will practice and show the result to u'all on the coming days :)) hehe. thanks a lot, guys :D


oh ya, today was odie's 16th birthday :) got a kiss from her -.- haha. a very surprise kiss from her~ mmm, sound weird right?her birthday, i got a surprise kiss from her -.- anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, girl. and be happy. muuuuackksss.

bored,
Ky. yan

I'm Pre - sweet 16 :DD

:DDDDD



weekends again :))
today no chemistry class, yahuuuu ~ i have time to sleep. i really need rest. i want to SLEEP !! those stuff around my eye getting more and moreeee, so, i really need sleep ! and today what my darling said hurt me so much :(((( i need skin care and rest ~ haha. few days before, pour each n everyone of my photo sticker out. wow, i look so old now. sad. i need to appreciate what i have now. haha. I'm still YOUNG !! I'm still in my pre-sweet 16 !!! peopleeee, is 'pre'.. see, i so young :DD

i need a scanner !
really,
perasan'ing,
Ky . yan

still JAY :DDD

hold ur breathe ~ because tonight will be the night that i will fall for u, over again, don't make me change my mind, or i won't live to see another day, i swear it's true, because a girl like u is impossible find ~ u're impossible to find. :D



listening to the song ~ la la la ~ downloaded many old songs. long time didn't listen to those song. it's still sound nice ~ especially my Jay's song :DDD 我想要的想做的，你比谁都了，你想说的想给的，我全都知道，未接来电没留言，一定是你孤单的想念，任何人都猜不到，这是我们的暗号 ~ lovin' it :) Jay's song. whenever listen to Jay's song, many sweet memories appears in my mind. just like this song ~ muuuuackssss :DDDDDD

got to go,
continue with my song,
bye :D

Ky.yan

day full of work.

bloggerrrrr :(



today, was a bad day and also actually a busy day for me. many homework need to hang in. keep copy n copy. it almost finished half of my ink especially the karangan. damn tired. just back from studio. actually planned not to go today since i have so many works to 'do' but.. aiks. i really need more practice to make it better. so, i choose to go. luckily work almost done now and i also finally did few completely correct wave. :D i know i can do it :) of course got to thank them la, teach me so patiently. paiseh :( kay la, that's all for today. need to continue with my research n work too :D



same thing,
good luck to Jo and Vin :D

love always,
Ky. yan

plan spoilt.

peopleeee....


my plan spoilt. spoilt spoilt spoilt. pity ky. aiks. but never mind la. hehe. today, i woke around 12. then my mum ask me to accompany her go to my aunt's house by ktm as my uncle was suffering from...gastric?or gall bladder problem? haven't confirm actually. so... well, since im a good daughter, sure i will accompany my mum la..:D but my 2 karangan, math revision and add math works...bye. i can't do them at all. and now, i got the time for add math but...my exercise book left 1 page -.-


anyway, peopleee. please wish my girl, Josymm all the best in her UPSR exam :D and Calvin boy too :D * u think u can, u can!

love always,
Ky. yan

FD 4

FINAL DESTINATION 4 ~

im coming :D i wanna watch it !!! right now !!! willing to watch 3-D. haha. but my friend said that 3-D cost RM45. wow.. must be damn shock. haha. actually was quite scare to watch it. but just a very strong feeling made me wanna watch it. when i wathc FD 3 in the cinema with my sister, both of us scream like hell -.-'' haha. hope that im getting braver than that time :D

coming,
Ky . yan

day start with nice song n mood :D

heal the world ~ make it a better place, for u and for me and the entire human race ~ there are people dying ~ if u care enough for the living,make it a better place for u and for me :)




poepleeee :D

a very good morning to everyone, ^^. wow, this symbol.. feel so familiar but strange ~ lols. long time didn't use it. just woke up. awaken by a song -.- the song goes like this .... [p-p-p-poker face~ mum mum mum mah,p-p-p-poker face ~ mum mum mum mah...] omgggg... damn loud. just like putting a speaker next to me.. since im awaken by such nice song,well... mood doesn't affected lols. damn high ~ let's dance ~ haha. the one who play this music so loud was my DAD -.- since when he became so up-to-date. i really don't know. and ask me to on the song by Flo Rida - Right round. omggg..



*you spin my head right round,right round, when u go down, when u go down down ~ haha.

love,
Ky. yan

untitled.

爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，感觉很重要。宁可空白了手，等待一次真心的拥抱。 :D



was about to write something. but i still got a lot of works to do. my to-do list was almost full. my school work, house work and so many other things. do i have enough time? i think i can do it ! fill the unforgiving minute with sixty seconds' worth of distance run. :)



today, im absent again :( i woke up late. well, feel that im getting worse. again i need to write a letter to my teacher. i think this will be the 6th letter i've wrote. my attendance for my form 4 must be suck. i promised myself i won't allow the same thing happen in my form 5 life anymore. cause my result are getting worse too. my attitude towards study was getting worse and also getting lazier. works not done, whatever learnt in school and tuition will just forgot after the class. it's time to work hard for my SPM, or should i say for my form 4 year-end examination? i just can't imagine my result for the year-end exam. the March test for form 4, i didn't really study and gave myself a reason - i don't know the format that the Questions ask. so i don't know what to study. then? the mid-term exam - aiks. not enough time tim ~ nvm, i must work hard for my July test. just read whatever i can read. and what reason i gave for the July test? - aiks. test only ma. lets work hard only for the year-end examination. omggggg... it's time to wake !!!

was setting my alarm clock.
Ky. yan

the poem - IF

hey guys :)


today, my english teacher,Mr.Malek taught us the poem named - IF.i love this poem a lot. since Kumar ( my tuition english teacher ) has discuss this with us, i feel that..i really got to learn the moral values from this poem :) but, i haven't -.- i hope i will learn it soon. lols. here is the poem :) i love it so much. and today's english period is the 1st time of english period that I'm behaving so active. haha.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' * i think i got to learn this to improve my locking + poppin skill :(

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends CAN hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

I've highlighted those sentences that i feel that, it's really true and i got to learn the moral value. Besides that, when Mr.Malek discuss the sentence - Neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you. Maybe is because i nod my head damn obvious or what ~ haha. he asked me, am i experience that before, which means have i experienced hurt by loving friends before. lols. i think teacher forgot the essay that i wrote for the mid-term examination. hmmm, ya, definitely foes will hurt us ~ but friends. why should friends hurt us? teacher explained so : the people that we loved the most is the people that we hurt the most. hmmm, actually i don't really agree with it. and those example that he gave it's quite... rotten haha.. shhhh...